Ja'Nae

Quotes, Love, real life!

[remanence-of-love]

[aidashakur]

[remanence-of-love]

[baby-j08]

42 Days

It’s been 42 days since you crossed my mind. I pat myself on the back for that milestone. 42 days I’ve been able to move about and love life. 42 days where I wasn’t met with regret or sorrow or a what if. Tomorrow will make 43 days of no regret or sorrow but day 1 since you crossed my mind. I’ll take it and I know I’ll see a day where the number is high I can’t remember the last time you crossed my mind.

42 days ago we said Goodbye and gave you to God. 42 days ago I gave myself permission to move on from a goodbye I waited years for have. You were a great love and at times I wondered what we could have been. But 42 days ago that chapter came to its final goodbye. I placed you and our history in gods hands and asked that he bless me with my happily forever after. It’s been 42 days and I can’t wait for my forever after.

[thoughtkick]

“The hardest part of letting go is understanding that the other person is okay without you.”

— B.M.

[baby-j08]

I find it to be the most beautiful part of letting go. The hardest for me is learning to love again.

[baby-j08]

Closure is different for everyone. For some it’s a painful end, others it’s peace of mind. At the end of the day no matter the cost one must accept your soul and very being needed it. Nearly 8 years later the much needed conversion has been had. My heart is torn between the complete satisfaction that you are fine without me. The other half shattered that my mere existence near you makes you crumble. For nearly 8 years I carried the weight of how I ended this unfathomable deep love. You have your answers, I hope they give you peace. I’ve said all I could without crossing your boundaries. Tonight I’ll allow myself to finally fall apart and accept what I’m sure is our final goodbye. Tomorrow I’ll start this fight of giving myself grace. For now my heart is sealed and your love is the only key. Maybe one day you won’t cross my mind and my heart will move along. Maybe it won’t and I’m simple set to sit in the empty abyss that was once a love unmeasurable.

[ruhaniya]

Every person wants to spend their life with a person who gives them peace. But real peace isn't when they can do whatever they want and you just stay quiet. Real peace is when they make you feel safe, seen, and valued, that's when love feels calm and peaceful.

[diaryyun]

Some people survive things they never learned how to explain.

[introvertsnation]

[baby-j08]

So not me tomorrow morning 😂

[ruhaniya]

may a love that is gentle on your heart, find you.

[introvertsnation]

“What are your hobbies?”

Me: Coming home, being home, sitting at home, and staying home.

Basically… home.

[baby-j08]

Facts 😂 I love going out but it is very rare now days. My first option is always my bed or couch with a blanket and a good book or movie.

[ruhaniya]

I’ll always remember that you saw me having a hard time and chose to make it harder.

[baby-j08]

I’m not sure if it was meant as a tally system.

When I read this and I want to apply it to my life. I agree I remember those who added to hard times. But I use the memory of that added to remind me to try and help those in their hard times. I try to not add but offer to help and take away from them what I can. I want to be the person who is the help that someone needs. Lord knows many times I needed help and it never came. But as much as I remember those I also remember and cherish the ones who came along and were the light I needed. And that is my take away to be light that I needed many times and never got. I turn my pain into someone’s light.

[perfectquote]

“And even if we never talk again, please remember that I’m forever changed by who you are and what you meant to me.”

— Chasing Amy

[remanence-of-love]

[baby-j08]

My hardest days are when my mind slips into the what ifs. The I wish I could have handled life differently. The reflection of every bad decision I ever made. Despite them all the most haunting is the conversation of how I define love. (Because my definition was everything to do with you) I’ve lived a life I can not regret because of the blessings I have today. I wish I could unbreak your heart. Yet I accept that I did because you grew and life seems to be really good for you. Your happiness is all that matters now

[1nn32dem0n5]

“I’m jealous of people who do what they want because I do what I must, and it’s rarely what I want.”

—

[baby-j08]

Truer words have never been spoken

[inkcobwebs]

𝚒 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝚋𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚢

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