42 Days
It’s been 42 days since you crossed my mind. I pat myself on the back for that milestone. 42 days I’ve been able to move about and love life. 42 days where I wasn’t met with regret or sorrow or a what if. Tomorrow will make 43 days of no regret or sorrow but day 1 since you crossed my mind. I’ll take it and I know I’ll see a day where the number is high I can’t remember the last time you crossed my mind.
42 days ago we said Goodbye and gave you to God. 42 days ago I gave myself permission to move on from a goodbye I waited years for have. You were a great love and at times I wondered what we could have been. But 42 days ago that chapter came to its final goodbye. I placed you and our history in gods hands and asked that he bless me with my happily forever after. It’s been 42 days and I can’t wait for my forever after.
