Final Announcement.
I am leaving. My blog is an archive and now permanently inactive. If you are interested in still speaking with me, send a message with your skype. I will be sitting my actively once and awhile.
I also discovered through this breakdown that honesty is key. I can't bottle up emotions. So, Anon. While I'm sure you'll never see this, I'm going to be honest to everyone.
First off, I must congratulate them for single handedly sending me into a huge mental breakdown. Even if I wasn't involved, I could still see things and could see your behavior. Though I do thank you. I am now aware that I am in a much worse place than I thought I was, so at least now I can get help for it.
I’m also leaving because I feel highly unsafe being in an area where I know those types of people are actively lurking, even if I try to hide from it. Through the anons I have been reminded of a manipulative person in my life who used that exact same bullshit tactic to get the smut she wanted out of me. And then I was brought back to the time when my friend told her family about how she was raped. Her uncle said some of the exact same things and some similar things that the anons have been taunting with. Thankfully, that uncle is no longer allowed near her family. But I was there for moral support, and he said some of those exact things. To a rape victim. Now, I’m aware both sides are fine with these thing but I’m going to be nice and give the benefit of the doubt:
Just be careful. Honestly. You never know if shit like that is going to trigger the hell out of someone and send them into a massive fit. Make sure you’re sure the person you’re going to send stuff to is okay with it. You were lucky this time, but you might not be so lucky the next. And don’t be so damn pushy you just look like an obnoxious shithead. And I know a thing or two about being an obnoxious shithead. Though when manipulation is thrown into the act then you become a different shade of awful.
I was hit with too many things at once, and my mind couldn't take it. So it snapped. And while vile little demons have won at least I now know I need more help than I first thought, and at least I can start healing again.
