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Billy | UK | 26 |

[baconbitsbilly]

Whos gonna be there tomorrow who isn't when you need them? Everyone.....

[baconbitsbilly]

Fucking hell i cant even go through a depression without being made to feel bad about how i act. I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE! Like please im doing my best what more do you want from me .

[baconbitsbilly]

I find it mad how someone can tell you are their all but when push comes to shove they show nothing

[baconbitsbilly]

The thing that gets me, is that people leave the second they learn your not mentally stable. Im not a bad person im not. Im not a bad person!!

[baconbitsbilly]

Its crazy when you had someone you could tell anything to about your mental health and you loweredthe wall you put up but after a while they just dont care. Im sorry im not the stable person you thought i was, i confided in you because i felt comfortable not because i wanted sympathy. But okay if your not the person i can talk to to then the walls go back up.

[baconbitsbilly]

I must have been a cunt to puppies in a previous life to deserve the shit i go through

Fuck you though

[baconbitsbilly]

I just dont understand why my head is the way it is and why people stuggle so much to understand it.

[baconbitsbilly]

Undiagnosed mental health problems is such an annoying thing because you know how you feel and how your mind plays games on your sanity but no one acknowledges it unless some doctor tells you thats how your feeling.

[baconbitsbilly]

Okay so imagine this...

[baconbitsbilly]

My head feels fuzzy again urgh

[baconbitsbilly]

We all die

The goal is not to live forever

But to create something that will

[baconbitsbilly]

It’s like a form of ptsd or something, every time I close my eyes I dream of her. I wake up in a state empty of emotions, absolutely nothing but at the same time I feel everything, I miss her like crazy. It’s been 5 years. Soul reason I smoke weed now is because It represses my dreams I don’t even enjoy smoking the stuff no more it gives me insane chest pains but I have one day without it and I’m back to Vivid dreams of a time that is no more. I can’t keeping thinking of her it’s unhealthy, it’s destroying me.

[baconbitsbilly]

I literally cannot remember the last time I didn’t feel stressed out.

[baconbitsbilly]

If Pegasus was a real animal do you reckon it would still just act like a horse but with wings or you gonna wake up one morning and there’s 30 on your roof

[baconbitsbilly]

Mentally and physically struggling recently

[baconbitsbilly]

Urgh end my life

[jcamcript-deactivated20200414]

Strange and massive objects plow near the moon, captured on amateur film from Quebec, Canada. (26.03.2020).

[pocketphoenix]

Aliens for April…… why not

[state-issued-boyfriend]

Bro please be nice aliens, like, please

[inkythealien]

[dilf-patton-deactivated20220806]

WOAHHH that’s so cool!!!

[relevantbubble]

Me expecting a joke video and waiting to see what hilarious item flys by on camera:

Me seeing what actually happens:

[beardedzombietech-deactivated20]

Reblogging again for the “April Aliens” part

[angrybell]

Why not?

[alaska-man-wyoming-land-deactiv]

Sorry dudes, it’s the Kaguya Cadillac science mission

[latining]

catching that mission on camera by accident is just as cool as aliens.

[hawkeyetoo]

“I was looking at the moon and I accidentally captured footage of a once in a lifetime lunar mission that’s mapping the surface of the moon a quarter of a million miles away…” Now THAT’S COOL!

[anais-ninja-bitch]

wild

[baconbitsbilly]

So no aliens invasion? God damn it