sneaky devil

i'm the devil that you know.

[bakshiis]

gonna end up moving brad over to @clusterchucks !! i just wanna have all my muses in one space <3 i will be moving over all drafts, because i really enjoy everything i have going over on this blog

[bakshiis]

missing brad so much 😔 one day his muse will return to me

[bakshiis]

hiiii friends i'm still hanging out over @clusterchucks ! thank you guys for your patience here (:

[greelin]

[AFTER REVEALING VERY TELLING PERSONAL INFO] But don’t read into that. let’s move along

[eclipsemuses-arch]

@bakshiis : ❛ you’re so bad at this. it’s cute. ❜ ( for keigo .... )

People like Hawks.

He's charming. He was designed to be charming.

I'm...charming.

And when people don't like Hawks, it's not about me, it's about the idea of me. Isn't that all Hawks is, anyways? An idea?

Usually, all it took was a little extra effort, though, and minds would be changed. I can be very persuasive, when I want to be. So, when the league joined up with the MLA, I took my time getting to know each of the bigwigs.

I might've done a little more than just persuade them, but, hey, know your strengths, right?

Most of the lieutenants and other advisors responded well. They liked me. People always liked me.

Brad, on the other hand...

It was hard to read Brad. His heartrate was consistent, steady, which was impressive, given the amount of coffee he drank. His reactions to me were usually neutral, which just made me all the more eager to find out what did make him tick.

Hawks is foolish, but in an endearing way. Nothing about him sets off alarm bells in other people. You can't help but love him. So why didn't Brad love him?

I offer him a mochaccino, and I flirt, and tease, and he won't budge, not at all, and I'm about ready to scream, because even a negative reaction would be better than no reaction at all.

"you’re so bad at this. it’s cute."

A shiver runs down my spine as I let out a surprised chirp, and there's a light flush filling my cheeks, because it's something, and it's from Brad, and...

He sees right through me, doesn't he?

I hop up on his desk, my feet kicking out as I give a small flap of my wings.

But he knows, doesn't he? Brad is lighthearted in the way he delivers the blow, it's not anything said out of malice, no, even with what little I can read on him, I know it's intrigue, it has to be.

I meet his gaze.

Hawks is beloved, he's capable, he's dependable.

Keigo is pathetic.

The idea of someone seeing that so clearly has my already quickened pulse picking up, thrumming so hard in my ears, I'm almost surprised nobody else can hear it.

I need to learn everything I can about Brad.

"You think I'm cute, huh?" I ask, giving him a dopey grin. "What else?"

[bakshiis]

i'm not sure what hawks is trying to do here. not in general, no. re-destro seems to trust him as well as the lieutenants and other advisors have already accepted the new change and the number two hero. hell, some seem to really be embracing this new change. i find it difficult for myself to do the same. there's nothing about hawks specifically that leads me not to trust him. my feelings aren't about trust.

i just find him annoying.

he is persistent, i have to give him that. he's really trying here to win me over. he's brought me a mochaccino today, my favorite, and he keeps trying that pointless small talk with me when i have far better things to do.

the double edged compliment i had thrown his way had mostly been in passing, some feeble attempt to get him out of my office. but his response intrigues me. he chirps, blushes even, and then he hops right up on my desk.

i keep my expression neutral, even if i do want to shove him off my desk. my eyes meet his and a smirk, clicking my tongue as i shake my head. "no, i never said that." there's a hint of teasing in my tone and my smirk grows, i just can't help it.

"what i said was this is cute." i gesture towards the coffee that's sitting on my desk. "this little attempt at flirting with me. come on, hero, do you really think i'd be that easy?" i lean back in my chair, popping my feet up on my desk, right next to the other. my hands fold over my chest as i lean back, head canting to the side. what's it all for? was he really just that desperate for a little attention?

so i flirt back. mostly out of curiosity, trying to see exactly what he's up to with all this. and maybe because in some way, i do enjoy this attention. "not exactly the most professional thing you can do, is it? hm ... i wonder, are you doing this because you find me attractive or you want to win me over? because, if i'm being honest, this all comes across as a little performative."

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[bakshiis]

bnha brainrot guys i'm so sorry i will be over at my multi this evening! i'm gonna try to get some stuff done here over the week but it'll all depend on the vibes <3

[bakshiis]

sorry for not being around! i am falling back into my bnha brainrot guys. you can find me over at @clusterchucks ...

[bakshiis]

the urge to re watch my hero vs the inability to watch anything other than game changer

[bakshiis]

hi everyone! i'm cheese mongering today so i won't be around. i'm going to try to be around sometime this weekend to help distract myself from stress (: hope you guys are doing okay!

[dumbthink2]

"go to a doctor?" they laugh at the idea. like, laugh a little too hard at the idea. "why would i wanna do that? dude, it's like my dream come true." they open up their arms for him. "come on, it's really funny."

[bakshiis]

my brow raises when nadine starts laughing. what did i say that was so funny? "your dream come true?" i ask, voice deadpan. i take a small step backwards when they open up their arms and i shake my head. i don't do hugs. "humor is subjective, you know that right?"

[eclipsemuses-arch]

@bakshiis : Alright, that's it. You're going to bed, and I'm not taking no for an answer. (for David <3)

I raised my gaze from where it was trained on my laptop, frowning just a bit at Brad's insistence.

Okay, so, it was not the first time I stayed up this week, but the launch was getting delayed, again, and I really needed to get a concrete plan into place, or else Montreal would chalk it all up to my poor planning and management skills, and I was already on thin ice with them, so I needed to figure something out.

But it was getting hard to keep my eyes open, even with the steady stream of caffeine I'd been sipping on since I got home from the office...how many hours had I been home?

Maybe Brad was right. It wasn't like I was actually capable of being productive with how often I was dozing off, but I also wasn't entirely sure I'd get to sleep, either, the anxiety of the upcoming work day sending shocks through my fight or flight system, enough to jolt me awake at least a half-dozen times in the past hour, alone.

"Lemme just finish up this email." I mumbled, pinching at the bridge of my nose, and rubbing the sleep out of my eyes. Right. The email. The--where's my email? Wasn't I writing an email? Did I just have a dream that I was writing an email?

Alright. I definitely needed to get to sleep.

I stared at my screen, unblinking, before slowly closing my laptop, and standing, leaning into Brad as my arms circled around him.

"Fine, fiiine. I'll go. But you're comin' with me."

[bakshiis]

david and i are very similar in some ways. dedication to our work is one of them. it seems that we both have a hard time calling it quits for the day. there have been times that i've worked late into the evening, even against my better judgement. hell, i had even been working this evening after i had arrived at home. eventually i knew i would have to call it quits for the night. and once i pulled myself out of my spreadsheets and reports i was surprised to not find david in the living room.

it didn't take me long to figure out he was in our home office. he hadn't even noticed me in the doorway at first. he had been pushing himself too hard recently. david seemed to do that a lot, especially this week. so i encourage him to turn in for the evening. i sigh when he insists on finishing just one email, but i'm thankful when he disregards it and decides to stand instead.

i hum when his arms wrap around me and i do the same, giving him a small squeeze as i press a kiss to the top of his head. "that works fine with me." i say as i pull back, pressing a quick kiss to david's lips before releasing him from my grip. i take his hand in mine and tug him towards our bedroom.

"even the best executive producers need to get some sleep." i tease, squeezing his hand. i probably shouldn't be lecturing david on his sleeping habits considering he knows how i tend to avoid sleep like the plague. but i'm worried about him. once we are in the bedroom i let go of his hand, moving towards our dresser as i pull out some pajamas for him. i toss them onto the bed before grabbing some of my own. "maybe tomorrow night you should take the evening off. we could watch a movie together, relax. we both deserve it."

[bakshiis]

guys I'm having a good day at the cheese hut ????? what is happening. I fear the world might be ending

[timebastard-a]

@bakshiis continued from 🍆

When he started off at MQ he was quick to pick up on the people who would listen-- or rather tolerate him. Brad had unfortunately found out the hard way if you comment on anything he has to say: he'll latch on. And that's what he did. He latched hard onto Brad knowing the other wouldn't ever report him... or so he thinks. He just feels confident when talking to the monetization expert and bold enough to share his thoughts. Not that others have stopped him from doing that.

Shout out to that time he raised his hand in a meeting and said it'd take two point five seconds before someone was wanking it to the new character. Ian loved it. Ian got it. Sort of.

Either way, he was once again in Brad's office leaning into David's desk with his arms folded across his chest. He'd admitted something to the other that some may consider too much information, but they were friends. It was just casual shooting the shit, right? Which was why he rolled his eyes and scoffed with amusement at the mention of Carol writing him up. Wouldn't be the first time.

so you can leave. now.

He glances to the door then back to Brad, smile pulling wider on his lips, "Aw, come on, Bradski. You don't do the same? It's so-- what's the word? --alleviating, yeah. That's it," he nods, "I'm not the only one to do it. Hell, I'm sure Ian or David do the same. Well, maybe not exactly-- David seems like the type to cry while he's pulling it."

[bakshiis]

i'm not sure why ted has taken such a liking to me since he started his career at mythic quest. i try my best to act disinterested but he continues to come back and bother me. it's the same with david. except david is always so nice about it. at least ted wasn't hitting me with pointless positivity. i cringe at the nickname, i can't help it. i'm surprised, honestly, that ted thinks i would do something like that. honestly, i'm surprised that he thinks i go to therapy in general.

i drop my stress ball on my desk and hold up my hand, palm facing ted. "i do not want to hear about ian or david pulling it, jesus christ." there's already enough talk about shit like that at this office. the stupid ian sex dream that seems to plague many members of the staff.

"is this fun for you? do you get off on talking about shit like this too?" it's a rhetorical question, but i have a sinking feeling that ted's going to answer it regardless. "y'know, speaking of ian, he might take more interest in this conversation than i do. why don't you go bother him instead?"

[bakshiis]

turns out all i needed to do to get some motivation to do shipping prep was watch community while i did it. who would've thought