[balenciholla]

7/08

[balenciholla]

2018 my flex year

[naturaekos]

“You have a place in my heart no one else ever could have.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Ice Palace (via goodreadss)

[octopusgirl]

Meet me in Heaven I will wait For You, Tracey Emin, 2004

[balenciholla]

Maybe he just lost sight of the horizon. I was watching this documentary on JFK Jr. You remember when his plane went down? Anyway, Kennedy was a novice pilot. He was flying at night, and the clouds came in, and his instruments were telling him which way was up, but he didn't trust them. The truth was right in front of him, and he couldn't see it. He lost sight of the horizon and nosedived, and by the time he realized what was happening, it was too late, and he couldn't pull up. That's depression.

a million little things

[jueki]

[croatianhoe]

“Again. You are doing this again. Again, you are making me feel as if I could seduce you, love you, lose myself inside your fantastic “I” forever. Again, this desperate aliveness, alertness. And you. Not “you and me” – merely you; this is all you. You are making this happen: you are excelling at this. You are causing this and you are owning this. Volcanic you are – you. Fuck you for that. Thank you for that.”

— Henry Miller, from a letter to Anaïs Nin featured in A Literate Passion: Letters Of Anaïs Nin & Henry Miller (1932 - 1953)

[balenciholla]

If God exists, and I truly don’t believe he does, he will know that there are limits to human understanding. He was the one who created this confusion in which there is poverty, injustice, greed, and loneliness. He doubtless had the best of intentions, but the results have proved disastrous; if God exists, he will be generous with those creatures who chose to leave this Earth early, and he might even apologize for having made us spend time here.

Paulo Coelho

[lovehigher]

[ryedread-blog]

“It’s impossible for me to be happy; psychologically and chemically impossible. So I’m going to help some little girl out there. I’m going to let her know that I have stretch marks on my ass, and bunions, that I don’t have my shit together at all. Please say that I don’t have my shit together. I want to give that girl some hope. I want her to know that she doesn’t have to have her shit together. She doesn’t. It’s okay if she doesn’t. I’m going to prove that, and then I’m going to die.”

— Fiona Apple (via caterinasforzas)

[soillseach]

[rickowenssaid]

“AS FOR MYSELF, I HAVE NEVER CHANGED MY CLOTHES. I HAVE ALWAYS WORN A UNIFORM BECAUSE WHAT I DID WAS CHANGE MY OWN BODY INSTEAD; THAT IS MUCH MORE HARDCORE THAN CHANGING AN OUTFIT.”

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[thequotejournals]

“I laughed and said, ‘Life is easy.’ What I meant was, ‘Life is easy with you here, and when you leave, it will be hard again.”

— Miranda July, No One Belongs Here More Than You

[lambily-deactivated20200702]

Friday morning: thank god it’s flex on my haters and ride day

Friday night: (after a long day of flexing and being hated) I feel so alone

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This is so sad Alexa find my juul

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