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[tastefullyoffensive]

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“Pickle, you want a belly rub?” (sound on)

[lostincraziness]

I can honestly say I hate you. And I don’t hate anyone… You have exactly what I want. He was my everything. My life. My world. You KNEW that. But no, you couldn’t resist. You just had to have him didn’t you? I hope he treats you like he treated me. But worse. I thought I would never hope that on anyone but I do. You’re a horrible little girl who deserves what she gets. Because of you, I lost everything. Not just him, my best friends, my 2nd family, my hopes. Words can’t even explain how you make me feel. You’re twisted and sick. I just want my life back as how it was :( You’ve ruined everything.

[smileandenjoylife]

[dollpoetry]

I should not even miss you anymore, but I cannot help myself from missing our nice memories. 

[myemotionspams]

No one seems to understand how I feel about you. Everyone just says “What a bitch” or “She is a cunt” and “Just find someone new”, and while those might be true I still care about you so much and it hurts to hear people talk about you like that.

[the-malory]

《My hearts breaks a little when I ear your name…》

Bruno Mars “When I was your man” (via the-malory)

[secretsconfessional]

[strages-happy-fit-healthy]

Yup.

[dollpoetry]

I know you said sorry those words shook out of your mouth and chiseled in your lips but I am sorry too for falling for someone with piercing words. I know you said you loved me those three words captured my heart and ripped it in two but I glued it back together and kissed it without you. I know you said you missed me those words filled my mind every morning and every night when my soul was going through withdrawal of your presence. I know you said you made a mistake those words are engraved on my skin from all the wrong I have ever done but the greatest mistake I made was believing that it was all my own to blame. I know you said you needed me those words are what kept me with you through all the tears and broken promises but I said I deserved more than just words.

More than words. (via dollpoetry)

[adventuristics]

It's just I pretend that I'm fine and I don't care, and part of me starts believing it, but then something reminds me of you and I remember that you're gone.

[algebraicfluffyqueen-blog]

[dollpoetry]

I should have realized something was not right when I would say forever and always and you would hesitate for a moment as if you knew that by forever and always it just meant having to deal with this void in my heart forever and always. I should have realized something was not right when I told you I love you and you could barely whisper out the words as if they tasted like a poison in your mouth and the only antidote was to spit them out and use my own blood and tears to treat it. I should have realized something was not right when you stopped calling me by nicknames and you started replying with such concise words that it made me feel like I was an interrogator prodding you for menacing answers. I should have realized something was not right when you stopped telling me that I meant the world to you and you instead were telling me that you just were going through a hard time and needed a week or two to get out of this labyrinth when really you were probably with someone else. I should have realized something was not right when you said you had forgotten to speak to me as if I were just a book that you did not realize you had until you noticed the empty space on your shelf. I should have realized something was not right when I told you that I was crying because I felt like you did not want me anymore and you did not console me or even deny my emotions because you just knew that they were absolutely correct. I should have realized something was not right when you would speak of your future plans and I never was included in them as if you already knew that you would buff me out of your life with a scratch remover formula.

I should have realized.  (via dollpoetry)

[loveserum-deactivated20191021]

Self infliction // 10:56 pm

[justifyjessica-blog]

I'm breaking down.

I’ve been pushed passed my limits. I don’t know how to handle this hurt.

[b3tterluck-princ3ss17]

Left

You left me. That’s all there is to say. You promised forever. And then you went away.

[lipslikemorphoine21-blog]

it kills me.

it really kills me, how you told me that you loved me, that i meant everything to you. When we would just lay together, you’d tell me “forever baby” now look at us now. How can you just go behind my back, cheat on me throughout our whole relationship & still tell me you love me… if you really loved me, you wouldn’t of cheated on me. I feel like there is something wrong with me. I feel like i wasn’t good enough for you, that why you cheated on me. I’m self conscious as it is, and i thought you accepted me for me & my flaws.. but the way i see it is, that you didn’t. You went and messed with some other girl, who was apparently better some way, some how. 

It kills me too know that i wasn’t even worth the truth from the start. I’ve changed so much.. I’ve kill the relationship with my friends, my parents for you..  one thing that bugs me more than anything, was losing my innocence. i know it was my choice too but it kills me. Every day that passes i think about that, and how much bullshit ive put up with over the past year and a half.. and you couldn’t even be real with me. You ruined me. you really did. 

[queenbee99]

And honestly I’m just broken How could you do this? I did nothing but loved you I had so much love for you And it’s like all of that has gone to waist Cause you fell into the temptations of flesh… It was never suppose to go down like this Not with you You were suppose to help me forget my past And you go and do this And it hurts cause I still want to be with you? I’m so fucking stupid Fuck Fuck Double fuck How could you do this? Honestly Your so fucking inconsiderate And it feels like you honestly don’t care That’s what hurts more Fuck this I can’t I’m going back in my shell -Najé

Ps. These are the thoughts running through my head as I cope with a break up. Thanks.