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'i don't need a phone call, got nothing to say i'm a tell you when it's over, got no games to play. you know that i'm coming tonight i know i'm coming tonight i just need to get this out the way, oh baby!

[eldrytche]

NOTICE.

while this blog loves to ship and explore dynamics of ongoing relationships, i am also interested in exploring past relationships ; relationships that have failed ; on-and-off again relationships ; relationships that are destined to end in a nasty breakup ; relationships that end in a mutual break up ; relationships that are strained because of cheating ; ect, ect. on top of not every relationship being perfect or healthy, not every relationship lasts ! not every relationship has a happy ending! some relationships are stepping stones. and some are ‘perfect’ over all, but not perfect right now for the people who are involved.  and that’s ok!  and i am completely open, and eager, to explore those types of dynamics that challenge my character, that add another layer to my character ( and yours ) in different ways ! 

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@dcrko​

( based on the top prompt of your wishlist! surprise!)

stella’s knee bounced up and down as she waited for meeting to start. If you couldn’t tell by the way she was acting, stella was nervous. if you would have told stella that she’d be going to an AA meeting for relying on her love of patron and blacked out nights, she would’ve laughed and took another shot of whatever was in her hand. The only reason she was here was because it was court mandated after a night of one too many. stella’s eyes averted to the clock, time was moving slow and she couldn’t stand it, her nerves were making it hard to sit, it felt like ice was running up and down her spine at the anticipation. stella was pulled out of her thoughts at the loud voice of the host, signaling the start of a meeting. the woman looked at the other addicts in the room, “fuck’s sake.” she grumbled out loud, to no one in particular.

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like for a starter! thisismyofficial diveinto the rp world after the birth of my son. i'll come to you for muse!

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"oh honey. i know you don't wanna go to this party but it's time we come out to the people. they deserve to know that we're an item." essy said, looking at the other. she had spent the entire week trying to convince them to go and today was finally the day. essy bit her lower lip and trailed her fingers down their side, "so? you going to come or not. it would mean alot to me if you did." she hummed, giving them a small kiss to their neck.

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The air around the two were thick as he watched the other scroll through his phone, "so, are you done being nosy, Nancy fucking Drew. I'd like my phone back, if that's alright with you. It's not like i don't pay for it or anything." The man snatched it from the other's hands and shoved it in his pocket, raising his eyebrows. "I know I'm a bad boy in the eyes of this town but I thought you of all people would've trusted me." Roman scoffed and stood up from his seat, walking towards the front door. "I think you should go."

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im about to have my son on this fucking floor

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so i know that this a weird request but it’s an emergency. can someone please call me an uber? i am actually in fucking labor right now.

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                     karim hasn’t bothered to go out in a really long time & the first time he stepped out he decided to make it worth his time. underground parties weren’t something he commonly did & it as something about the mysterious vibe it had gave off when he was offered the chance to come.  while moving through the entrance karim’s lit up from the lights that flashed throughout the setting & the swarming group of people that were obviously high on whatever narcotics they could get their scavenging hands on. he didn’t even want to grab a drink because when his eyes landed on the other & he instantly grew irritated at the sight of them –– – he didn’t expect for the other to tag along with such a bold move like this. stuffing his hands into the bomber jacket that he wore before brushing past the crowd that was around directly for them. “what are you doing out here?” karim says when he got close to the other and to hide the fact he was furious for being at a place like this alone & while he brushing his lips against the other’s ear –– karim kept his focus on those that watched him as his body closed in the space he held when removing his hands from the jacket that he wore. “you should be home.”

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stella's blood was pumping with narcotics and LCD, her body was practically floating off the ground. stella never got to go out and live life due to her father’s job and paranoia, it was tough being a governor's daughter. all her life she grew up sheltered, only leaving the cold comfort of her home for public appearances. as soon as she turned eighteen, stella was PR’s worst nightmare. tonight was one of those nights where she snuck out to get friend and fucked. the girl was having an amazing night until he showed up. “oh hey, friend.” stella giggled at karim, her eyesight swarming with lights and unfocused. “you’re getting a little close. you’re scaring my friends, you big meanie.” the raven haired girl said, backing up from karim. “why would i be home right now? hmm? the party isn’t there unless you count my geriatric dad insisting the family play uno or something but ya know, not my type of scene.” the song around them changed and stella let out a happy cry, “just let loose, get high, get laid.” stella winked and moved further away from the male, looking for an easy escape route.

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the smirk on her face grew even wider at his responses, she liked him, he didn’t give in like the others. imogene ran her fingers through her hair, before taking his hand in hers. “let’s go, i’m taking you to my special place on campus.” imogene held tightly on to his hand and started walking towards the cafe. “you see, the thing is that i don’t want them. too easy and not worth my attention, i want you.” imogene said, looking back at him with a wink. “you’re different, a good kind of different.” imogene started to explain, tilting her head up to the sky to the clouds. “everybody at some point in there life needs a change; a change of pace, a change of scenery, etcetera etcetera. i’m tryna have you be my change.” imogene turned around to start walking backwards. “there you go with the lying again.” imogene teased, “you do want to go out with me and you will.”

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roman wrapped his arms around lina tighter, digging his face in the crook of her neck, kissing lightly at her tan skin. roman didn't fall in love easy but once he did, he would do everything in his power to make them happy, and he loved lina. “mmm baby, don’t be mad at me. i just sped up the process of us being official.” roman hummed into her neck before he looked at her, leaving another kiss on her lips. roman wasn’t very good at making rational decisions and what he did was not rational, he was hiding a small piece of info from lina. not only did roman get in a fight with her ex, he paid the man off to disappear not only from lina’s life but from the city they lived in. “i’m a god, what you mean ‘i’m alright’? i’m fucking godly.” roman smirked lightly down at her.

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imogene laughed lightly at his response and let go, moving herself so she was facing him. "you've gotten better at your comebacks. i'm already changing your attitude for the better." imogene teased, giving abai a playful wink. "but it's bad to lie, i know you love me, everybody does. you're lucky i'm giving you the time of day, i have boys who would kill to have as much attention as i give you." imogene hummed, reaching one hand forward to play with the belt loops of his pants. maybe she like abai because he didn’t give in so easily, she liked the chase. “you know abai, the longer you hold out on me, the more aggressive i get. you should really save yourself the trouble and just give me what i want.” 

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roman reached out and pulled lina against his front, gripping her waist. "mmm baby, don't be mad." roman put the ice pack down to gently grip her chin, knowing she was pissed. roman was impatient and he wanted lina all to himself, no bullshit. "i know what i said and i'm sorry but i couldn't wait any longer. he deserved to know." roman pressed kisses against her lips in between every word, giving a goofy smile at the end. "im still pretty even with a fucked up nose, pretty boy until I die." roman wrapped his arms around her small waist and gently patted her ass, "at least i don't have to share you anymore, it killed me."

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"hey cutie, i've been looking for you all day." imogene said as she came up behind abai's shoulder, wrapping her arms around his middle. "so, you ready to finally give in and go out on a date with me?" abai wasn't usually imogene's type but there was something about him that she liked, or she wanted to ruin. "come on, i'll even play football with you, teach me some of your moves." a small smirk spread on her lips, her fingers grazing his hips, "and maybe i'll show you some of mine."

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to my wife @hcartout​

"wait, so let me get this straight.." roman paused to let out a small laugh, "you're mad i told your man that i was planning to take you away from him?" roman held the icepack in his hand to his nose, an amused smirk on his face. it wasn't roman's fault that lina's man got mad at the truth, "you like me better anyway, why are you trippin'?"

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yo, so this is a starter call. i'll come to you for muse.

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me going outside and trying to contribute to society after watching 20 conspiracy videos in a row:

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