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Vancouver Food & Drink!

Not in particular order.

Nicli Pizzeria

Pizzeria Farina

Bufala

Miku

Cafe Medina

Jinya Ramen Bar

Rocky Mountain Chocolate Factory

Ramen Danbo

Dinesty Dumpling House

YiFang Taiwan Fruit Tea

Saku

Sen Pad Thai

Lee’s Donuts

Cartems Donuts

Dragon Ball Tea House

Trees Organiz Coffee

Siegel’s Bagels

Rain or Shine Ice Cream

Maenam

Fable Kitchen

Kung Fu Tea

Great Wall Mongolian BBQ

Sushi Bar Ajisai

Nana’s Green Tea

Hitoe Sushi

The Eatery

Rajio Japanese Publiv House

Hime Sushi

JJ Bean Coffee

Nat’s NY Pizzeria

Grounds for Coffee

Chambar Restaurant

Ramen Gojiro

Damso

Angus T Bakery and Cafe

Nero Waffles

Five Guys Burger

Gyu-Kaku Japanese BBQ

Nigtingale

Uno Gelato

Church’s Chicken (on 41st)

#vancouver #recommended #food #drink #restaurants #bubble tea #list #top #canada #bc #delicious #must go #delivery #dine in #take out #affordable #expensive

TV Shows to Watch on Netflix

Not in a particular order.

Breaking Bad

Shameless

Modern Family

The Office (US)

Bojack Horseman

Black Mirror

Fargo

Parks & Recreation

How I Met Your Mother

Better Call Soul

Mindhunter

Don’t Fuck With Cats

The Haunting of the Hill House

Somebody Feed Phil

The Great Canadian Baking Show

Easy

Sherlock

Ugly Delicious

Master of None

How to Sell Drugs Online (Fast)

Wild Wild Country

Atypical

Spongebob Squarepants!!!

Russian Doll

Abstract

Unorthodox

Explained

Jeffrey Epstein: Filthy Rich

How to Get Away with Murder

Crime Scene : Cecil Hotel

Any probably more, but I don’t know yet.

#netflix #tv show #tvseries #series #mini series #must watch #must see #fun #horror #comedy #drama #documentary #streaming #recommendation #list #30

Todd Phillips, Joker

#todd phillips #joker #joaquin phoenix #movie #film #screengrabs #screencaps #screenshots #love #aestheitcs #drama #horror #comedy #clown #ratio

Ari Aster, Midsommar

#midsommar #florence pugh #ari aster #screengrabs #horror #love #drama #movie #film #screenshot #images

Squirrels, by me

#original #photography #animals #nature #squirrel #canada #wild #caught

My lovely lover

loves me deeply from the heart,

once in a blue moon.

#original #haiku #old #poem #blue

Blue roses are fake;

so is the thoughts a depressed

makes herself believe.

#original #haiku #old #poem #blue

He was discovered,

Blue toes, half a tongue, no breath.

The child was seven.

#original #haiku #old #poem #blue

“Olmalısın bir an önce gelecekteki eski karım.” - Güntaç Özdemir

#love #lyrics #şarkı sözleri #güntaç özdemir #falaka

My Eating Disorder. Misconceptions

I learned that I had a disorder from a psychiatrist that my parents took me to because they were having concerns about me losing weight constantly. One other indication was that I stopped menstruating from a lack of enough fat down there.

I didn't know I had a disorder. I thought I was eating enough food. Anorexic people don't choose to be that way. They aren't even aware of it sometimes.

I wasn't influenced by social media. I wasn't trying to look like someone else. Yes, I lived in a dorm, where one of my friends was unknowingly influencing me to eat less, but the main reason I didn't eat food was not to become one of 'those girls'.

I liked being thin. I didn't think I was fat, but I didn't know I was as skinny and unhealthy as I was either. I liked the feeling of hunger and an empty stomach. It made me feel like I had control over my body and that I wasn't weak enough to succumb to temptations.

I ate big dinners, but I balanced them by almost not eating all day that day. I didn't throw up. Bulimia is different than anorexia, and my anorexia was an extension of my OCD and anxiety.

Anorexia is a serious mental health disorder most people misunderstand as a cry for attention. People who have eating disorders don't want attention; they want help. They are not to be mocked or pitied but understood.

I'm completely healed now, thanks to some professionals and my family and friends. There are times when I actually want to go back to being anorexic and be extremely skinny again to feel good about myself. Then I immediately realize how healthy and better-looking I am right now.