basically a tulpamancy blog

they/them🥟

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whats up guys it’s a vent blog/private thoughts , i prolly wont use it much but these are thoughts im to embarrassed to put on main . i dont think anyone will find this but if you do mod uses they/them . im not that horribly sad so idk what tws , but maybe some talk about sh/loneliness . okay yay !!

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I don’t want to continue this

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im scared

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would they ever see this coming

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the look on their faces

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what would they do

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who would stay the longest

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please don’t cry over my grave

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Please let me go

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I cant take this

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im so sorry mom, dad, and fofo

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day 15

nothing is happening. frankly it’s my own fault for not talking to lori much because I forget to, but I try to narrate when i can. idk. it’s just lowk impatient.

i keep accidentally parroting. i know i am because if i ask that it’s her and let myself be quiet its always silent. im not too big on visualization rn , but is that important?

i guess im not as plural prone as I thought. it’s been 2 weeks and still nothing much has happened. im so sorry lorelai

i want to be plural i want to be plural that sounds horrible but i want to be plural

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im so sorry lori

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dude i literally can’t even look at him without feeling this horrible mix of guilt and panic ….uhhhhhhhhh

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he followed me again on pinterest uhh #what

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my skinny friends sometimes view me as an example of something they never want to be

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I hope uou think of me when you go to therapy