Damn it. Bryant shook his head quickly. âno, no, no. You didnâtâŠyou didnât do anything, I promise. Iâm justâŠIâm fine. Iâm okay. Just, uhâŠthought of someone.â His voice cracked, and he furiously scrubbed at his eyes with his sleeves. He looked down at Barrelâs concerned face and tried to give the younger boy a reassuring smile. âIâm a sad old man. Youâre, like, three years younger than me.â He frowned in thought. Oh, man. I am old. That also means I gotta keep my gay under wraps. I canât go after a freshman, thatâs likeâŠcreepy. Iâm too old for him. He shook his head out of his thoughts. âSorry, I was justâŠthinking again.âÂ
âAre you sure?â Barrel asked, reaching out to hold the otherâs hand, though he soon moved his grip to his wrist. He knew that, when he was sad, it helped to have a reminder that there was someone nearby who cared. âNo, no... youâre not a sad old man. Far from it! Just because youâre older than me doesnât mean anything.â He rubbed Bryantâs arm slightly, trying to offer him a reassuring smile. âWell... Iâm here if you want to talk about anything.â













