Poems For Thougts

A place for me just to post what I write. Everything I post belongs to me unless otherwise stated.

[barsonbarsonbars]

Dancing with Fire

I once danced with Fire,

No burns, just desire

That inspires, calls me, beckons

Leaves me wanting more, seconds

I tried to tease the flame

But it struck, impossible to tame

It bit, it scratched, it hit

Left me marks until I submit

You took the lead, lead the dance

Didn’t leave anything to chance

Placed my head, where you need it

Blew on the flame, the wind feeds it

Blew so much, the flame roared

Thrashing, moving, until it soared

Grabbing me, and pinning me down

Unable to move, with flames around

Unable to move, or make a sound

On the ground, tethered, bound

Locked in place, in an embrace

Touching my neck, my face

When I whisper in your ear

Your whimper I can hear

You told me to be quiet, to hush

That night, found out fire can blush

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You make my heart

You make my heart skip a beat I know, sounds obsolete Out of norm, out of date I can't even concentrate You make my heart stop Such unapologetic pop Must be Your eyes, that gleam Truly Feels like a dream You make my heart race fast, can't keep up the pace Got me speeding, fast Hoping that I'm not last You make my heart melt I truly forgot how it felt

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Absurdity

You never hear a song about class The struggle to succeed, to pass You just hear about bitches n guns About sixteen year olds with sons We focus so much on the negative I mean is that really the best narrative? Fueling us with violence, like a sedative That numbs us to what is imperative We ignore that which we don't like, Not talking about, silence on the mike Change, and basic human rights, sike You try to step up, but you strike You are automatically set to fail Living in this place, is it freedom or hell The media has you deep in their spell So you crawl all your curiosity in a shell Things stopping you from succeeding People want you to stop breathing Want you dead instead of making a choice They want to silence your only voice A voice that is so powerful it's heard Brining clarity to that which is blurred New feelings that are finally spurred Silence your only voice, that's absurd

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Ego boost

my ego is boosting, its soaring know why, my legend is growing, mexican champagne, we always pouring girls, money, i’m flaunting, i’ll be showing Hold up, wait a minute, I’ma let the DJ spin it, Flip it, drop the beat before i win it Yeah i had my doubts, started to stumble, but i know who i am, don’t expect me to be humble, you passed me, looked at me wrong, now its time to rumble your girl dropped your balls, i guess thats a fumble whats all that shit talking, all i hear is a mumble Why did you crumble

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Insight to the human psyche

Fire That which gives fuel to human’s desire That which ran industrialization Consequences beyond our realization Machines constantly with rage Pumping energy at full gauge Fire That which burns in our hearts pyre Reflection, projection, Affection It’s how we show how we feel It’s how hearts we steal It’s how others may see, You and me, A show of emotions we can admire Fire Me It’s not what I eat, can you see? It’s not the color of my skin, can you see It runs deeper than that, it must be It’s ingrained in me, in my mind But not by society, they aren’t kind In my mind, I choose to be open-minded Media’s narrow minded, may leave you blinded Go out of your comfort zone, Not just what the culture is known Food won’t make you diverse It might even make you worse But that is society’s curse Can you see? Diversity is, Me Man Born without a plan, But with many goals set, All of them, well some are met, Never thinking of the effect, Always thinking they are correct, Sometimes the side effect is waste, So much, they forget where it’s placed Man Thinking they have a plan Using narratives to justify, How people identify, Mostly people just verify, Their insecurities held, From childhood that haven’t been expelled, You must center, focus, trap Those wasteful feelings that place a gap, On your development and health Happiness is the true wealth. Change What people don’t want, but need Something that shouldn’t be fueled by greed Rather by growth, rather by a seed A seed of something new Something that will act as a glue To a new narrative that you want A narrative that you will proudly flaunt How you recycled, reused Old waste that left you bruised Torn, broken, and beaten down Waste that had left you to drown Change who you are Be the light, be your star Only then will you be improve On the weakness that you wish to remove What’s more important, Connections or disconnections We should be focusing on reconnections With ourselves, with others, with the world Instead of being in our beds curled Wondering what’s wrong, who to blame But the answer is never one name So we put our heads down in shame Hurt, weakened, and never the same In today’s world you must be aware Aware of the people that care Of those that don’t you can spare Feel the energy of the folk For change to start, to invoke Not just one person, but everyone Equality, equity, its all one One in the same In the goals that we should aim Look inside yourself and see See the better person you can be

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Vanessa

Wrote this for a friend What can I say about you that hasn't been said about in a poem. Your beauty is un comparable and you know I got to show'em. You keep me warm on days that are cold. From the moment I met you, you had me sold, I see your face and just want a kiss, because for days that's what I'll miss. Vanessa, that name has a special ring to me. I wonder if you can see that you truly belong with me. Everything is better when you are there, I mean is it really fair how I just look at you and stare, because you take my breath away. So if I may, can you stay in my life and truly define Because you are all mine.

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Let's go

I would love to take you out on a date It doesn't matter if it's early,on time, or late Im not sure of what do you dread ? You know me, I keep it one hundred So let's go, doesn't matter the time You are so fine, among nickels, a dime And that smile what do I need to say When I see it, it makes my day, everyday I guarantee that you will have fun Because, when all is said and done You are gonna want more I can't wait for what's in store This is a little cheesy, but it's okay This happiness will want to make you stay

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A princess and an angel

If I said I met an archangel Would you think I'm lying,? Came in the exact moment That I thought I was dying, I actually met a princess Can you truly believe How with these two people Happiness I can achieve The princess is the light of my heart Piercing me with her eyes, like a dart Don't forget she is incredibly smart In my life she has the main part The angel, something about her gaze She doesn't try hard to amaze Driving me in a constant craze Her involvement in my life isn't a phase A princess and an angel, I couldn't ask for any more With them I can't wait for what's in store, i love them, from my very core They always make me laugh My love for them can't fit in a graph with them there isn’t any angle my emotions they never tangle A princess and an angel, That's tough act to beat No matter how many people I meet in any place or any street i can try to look elsewhere but no one can even compare its like god answered my prayer I love them, I swear

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323

I always thought I would fail, Like I was born with a curse or spell, That was present on my skin, That being brown was a sin, Stereotypes that define, hinder, and blind, All the people of my kind, Not just me, but where I was raised, Not that many can be saved, Or so I was told How poverty has a hold, On you or me, Making you believe that you are free, But, people telling what I couldn’t be, That I couldn’t get out of the 323 That I couldn’t go to college, damm, Don’t listen to these dreams in head, goddam, If you find yourself listening to the media, You’ll find yourself defined in an encyclopedia, You gotta make the right choices And not listen to the outside voices If its not beer, its drugs If its not books, they’re slugs Either go to school or start to slang, Either go to school or join a gang, That claims to be your blood, More often they are just a dud, Life isn’t easy in the 323 Hope this wasn't you, just me

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Undercover darkness

you are something new, what did the wind blew, what can you truly discover, is it my darkness that i cover, there is something behind my face, like a never-ending race, i can never get first place, like an unsolvable case, there is something behind these eyes, truth, just truth no lies, a place where love dies, but for you, i’ll mesmerize, there is something behind me, is it possible for you to see?, or will i have to pay a fee?, or will this happiness be free?, let’s go on a date into the darkness, i don’t want you to think I’m heartless, i know my life is a mess, but from me, there wouldn’t be any carelessness, this is something new, but ill bet you already knew, i hope you can uncover, all the darkness i want to uncover,

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My imaginary star

My imaginary star Why did you trail to far Did you have any light Or was it all my head's delight Did you, at times, care Because to the abyss I stare Starring into nothing, nothing at all From the start, where we meant to fall Maybe your cycle is done At least I had some fun It wasn't always bad You wasn't always mad Like an imagination You were filled of creation You resonated with life I would have made you my wife Alas, an imagination you remain But in memory you stay in my domain Sucking the light and energy of me All that I ask is for you to let me be Away from the pull of your gravity Away from the old, from you and me Without your energy I won't implode Without your warmth I won't be cold I found a real star in the sky Something that wouldn't let me die Something that would want to see me rise But I always knew to you that is a surprise Your hold on me is over and clear In this galaxy, never shall you be near Separated now from time and space Never shall we be, again, face to face. now, this isn't the end, there is nothing i can say to defend what you did or how you behaved realizing that we couldn’t be saved for me this is a start a start to find another heart time will not be key all that will matter is me for you, i hope you heal from this rift I'll let go of anger, anger is gift you are not worth any feeling on my part i hope that you too can have a fresh start

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Diversity

When you say that you're diverse Is like a poem without a single verse Talking bout what you ate, where'd you go You sound ignorant,just gotta let you know Don't go out to the public pretending to be a preacher Instead go out to the ghetto and be a little kids teacher So you want to make a change for the greater good Just go downtown to give the homeless some food when you say you want to be diverse, it’s like a rhyme or a poem, without a verse, but maybe its not you, maybe its the white man’s curse, a taste for violence left him with a thirst, and the whole world saw his narrative first, so i don’t blame you for trying, but, lets be real, we gotta stop lying, lying about where the power lies, looking deep into the white man’s soulless eyes, we need to close this cycle of oppression, we need to look at all this depression, we need to change this perspective, this narrative, because if truth be told, this is most imperative,

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Take a chance

you and me, think about it, i know i did these feelings i don’t think i can get rid i want you like a tree wants air but i’m not even sure you even care take a chance on me and then you will see how happy you can truly be with me you know i will always try to never make you cry you already know your unhappiness i cannot bear take a chance, you won’t regret it without a doubt i swear looking deep into my heart this love for you shall never depart

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What do you say ?

I would love to take you out on a date It doesn’t matter if it’s early,on time, or late What do you dread ? You know me, I keep it one hundred So let’s go, doesn’t matter the time You are so fine, among nickels, a dime And that smile what do I need to say When I see it, it makes my day, everyday I guarantee that you will have fun Because, when all is said and done You are gonna want more And that’s fosho A little cheesy, but it’s okay This happiness will want to make you stay

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Walking, talking

walking down the street of pardal felling tipsy, hoping that i don’t fall it’s 2, almost 3, don’t know if i should go home or eat, it’s cool, i don’t need to decide, i’ll just be walking down the street i need to wake up early, i need some sleep, the number that i gave her, i hope she keeps, i wouldn’t mind seeing her another time, she was amazing, she was a dime, i want to see her when i’m sober and aware, so that she can see that i truly care, but hey, who knows what she will do, to be honest, my feelings are fleeting too, this will happen again, maybe next weekend, i will go out and meet a new girl, a new friend, someone who will make me forget the one of yesterday, maybe this time, with the girl, the whole night i’ll stay, what do i know, i’m tipsy and mumbling, trying to concentrate, to stop stumbling, well, the sun is gonna come out in a few, i’ll just till the next day to bring something new,

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Parties in IV

Parties in IV, watch out or you’ll be in the hospital with an IV, but don’t listen , to everything you see in TV, so if you come down , then you will see , all the girls, the beer, the parties, on the coast, by the sea, in fact don’t come at all, you’ll just be throwing up in the bathroom stall, with no friends to hold your head, because we’ll be partying instead, so stay at home with yo family a bitch as punk, you gotta be parties in IV be merry, be free this is a private party, so outsider get out, sorry if i start to shout, I’m not fully aware, it doesn’t matter i don’t care, i’ll be here all night, till i see the sun’s light, parties in IV , a place without negativity, so full of exclusivity, not just sexual activity, rather a place of festivity,

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Wind in the sail

Wind in the sail, wind in the sail The direction you take me, without fail Guiding through the wave and tide In this journey with you by my side Nothing can stop me, can stop this a journey without fail, without miss A sunset in west, the moon on the right In the night, with the just your light You're in the sky, more like a beacon My resolve for you shall never weaken Neither will my will or might For this I shall always fight