a year from now

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[utopians]

Has anyone else noticed that it's bad

[loved-everyone]

dream poppy.

[disgustinggf]

[perfectfeelings]

[visenyaism]

i don’t know about you guys but the main reason i am still on tumblr in 2024 is BECAUSE it is the most cloutless least influential social media app out there and that is the experience i am after. absolutely none of this will ever translate into significant attention or real success in my life and that is so beautiful.

[basswitches]

it's like I'm anticipating the day he says he's leaving. why would he stay?

[blumencia]

[requiem-on-water]

Distortions by The Phantom Painter

[lovemakesyouwonder]

[basswitches]

I just wish I was dead. everything would be much easier if I was

[basswitches]

there's no one harder on me than me.

there's no one who wishes I didn't exist more than me.

I'm just constantly fucking up. it's like massive fuck up after fuck up and all I want is to finally do the right thing.

but between the mental illness and antidepressants, the only logical solution is to not exist

[basswitches]

I don't know anymore. I've been having intrusive feelings?? like I'm when I'm upset enough i can faintly feel the razors against my skin again. and I crave it?? I don't know where to turn. I keep getting bounced between doctors and I'm so ashamed and embarrassed for having these feelings again when I've been good for so many years. I just ache so badly deep in my chest and it makes me feel like I'm 12 again trying to cope

[bleachersgirl]

i haaaate when iris by the goo goo dolls comes in when i’m in a store how am i supposed to act normal when you can’t fight the tears that ain’t comin or the moment of truth in your lies when everything feels like the movies yeah you bleed just to know you’re alive

[queenmoriarty]

A reader lives a thousand life’s

[unit-02]

[basswitches]

I feel like I'm constantly thinking it, but goddamn, how I wish I was dead

[basswitches]

you ask me not to get mad at you and take it out on you when something isnt your fault.

I felt excluded by your actions, but knew it wasn't your intent, so I pushed it down and dealt with it so I wouldn't overreact on you.

but now you're mad because I didnt tell you my irrational feelings?

what the fuck do you want

[peer-inward]