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#BATPOWDER — an exploration of the character VICTOR aka SONAR of adhoc studio's DISPATCH. "canon compliant" but incredibly, severely headcanon-based, with a strong focus on sonar being the one cut from the team. this is also a sideblog to my robert, @/m3chaman. let's just have fun guys :) portrayal notes.

#pinned.#dni.#west. he/it. 27. audhd. mst.

notmorbid

the last séance.

dialogue prompts from the last séance: tales of the supernatural by agatha christie.

are you not well?

do not be too ready to see the devil in everything you do not understand.

you are a good, faithful creature.

something terrible is going to happen to me.

all you need is rest. rest, and quiet.

with your arms around me, i feel safe. i forget my life.

there is danger, i tell you. i can feel it. great danger.

promise me. never again.

there are things that matter more than money.

a mother's love for her child is like nothing else in the world.

i hold you to your promise.

i do not break my word.

what has been happening here?

it's just a thing that happened.

i convinced myself i had had some kind of hallucination.

what would you have done, in my place?

i knew, but i couldn't change.

i wouldn't sleep alone here for anything.

miracles don't happen.

shut the door. don't stand there half the night.

your clothes will be dry by morning.

you couldn't turn out a dog in this weather.

something is wrong in this house.

you seem preoccupied.

i had to see you.

i'm a practical person. i don't imagine things.

i prayed for a miracle, and you knocked on the door.

what are your views on the supernatural?

you must not underrate the force of superstition.

it can't be anything but coincidence.

violence will be of no avail.

are you in favor of talking or sleeping?

you make me positively uncomfortable.

i have time to tell you the story, if you care to hear it.

one most keep strong and well. it is everything to keep strong and well.

i recognized you at once.

i shall not permit myself to die.

it is the will to live that matters. all of the great doctors say that, nowadays.

you hate me. you have always hated me.

you look quite different.

life was made for laughter.

i am not as stupid as i pretend to be, perhaps.

i can play many parts, and play them very well.

you are laughing at me.

there are strange things going on in this house.

there is such a thing as atmosphere.

you give me the creeps. you really do.

anything might happen to us here.

i shouldn't go in, if i were you.

tell me what you came to tell me.

i always know when bad things are coming.

my nerves are in a rotten state.

my pretty lamb. so sweet and gentle.

there's only one life one can be sure about: this one.

i'm not the 'falling in love' kind.

i thought i knew ____ so well.

you've been up to your tricks again.

what have they been doing to you?

how do i know you're ______?

'possible'? that is not a word i care to meddle with.

who is it you suspect of wanting to kill you?

have you ever been hypnotized?

i notice you're not overcome with surprise.

you are very gloomy these days.

your eyes are like pansies: velvety and soft and dark.

you've been watching me. why?

got everything you want?

i have never felt so helpless.

don't try to think. be content to forget.

you would jeer and laugh if i were dying.

i don't like killing. not even wasps.

money can't buy everything, but it can buy everything i want.

i don't believe in anything i can't see and hear and touch.

i have let myself get fond of you.

why tell me now, when it's too late?

we're pretty safe here, for the time being.

only my dreams seem real to me.

#prompts.#reblogs this because i got a long weekend coming up!!

zzoupz

BABY I'M PREYING ON YOU TONIIIIGHT

#vis.#YEAHHHHHHHHH HE'S MY EVERYTHING #thinking about the transformation...

lovedunexpectedly

@batpowder said : " i have a very serious question for you. how bad do i smell? " /for betty from sonar :)

arriving at the same time as practically every other news van at the torrance office after a night of running around the city trying to keep up, betty fights her way through the crowd. her story on the phoenix program already with the editors but that doesn't mean her personal interest vanished.

she's prepared for the destruction, for the chaos and the paramedics carrying people out of the building. but where she expects to see sonar in cuffs or the back of a police van, he's with the rest team. they're passing beer bottles around and patting each other on the back.

she runs past the police tape, flashing her visitor badge like it means anything. "what the fuck," palms connect with his chest pushing him back, "that's what you have to say?"

batpowder

i don't deserve this kindness. he's been thinking that over and over again for the last twenty minutes or so, everything feeling like such a haze since robert had done something crazy, maybe even stupid. now-lukewarm bottle sits heavy in blood-stained hands as gaze languidly drinks in smoldering remains of destruction in sdn's parking lot, knowing the hand he played in making this fucking mess. i don't deserve this kindness. he feels like throwing up.

the others are celebrating ( deservedly ) not too far off from where he leans against a larger chunk of the roof. ears and nose perk before he realizes what he's recognizing and a smile forms instantly, head turning in betty's direction with more purpose than he's truly felt all night. words tumble from his mouth without a second thought. a horrible, instinctual attempt at the lightening their little reunion and he ( deservedly ) grunts in surprise as bruised spine connects with concrete.

❝ yeah, ❞ voice still a rasp in tight throat as he attempts to recompose himself, ❝ i deserve that. ❞ despite the pain it's the most alive he's felt since getting beat to a pulp. he feels like he deserves a lot more than that given the face she's making right now. ❝ betty, i... ❞ vocal chords almost seem to close on themselves in shyness and shame, ❝ i'm glad to see you're okay. ❞ he's being honest, if that counts for anything right now.

#lovedunexpectedly #lovedunexpectedly. betty.#ic.#reply.#v. the discarded.#hiiiiii aine <333333 #i promise they're always on my mind !!!!!#also sorry for scenery chewing i love this stupid bat

reminder for myself to do a deep dive on banner/the hulk for megabat reasons

#vic and the megabat are so !!!!!! something something forgive me theres a monster inside me #hhhhhhhhhhh i have Thoughts on the matter (and ensuing things with shroud when vic joins the red ring)

nemuipie

Oh isnt he fancy

I love you sonar my second favourite

How to colour in sonar without fucking it up impossible edition

#vis.#classy bat in a three piece suit... my dream...

victor linneaus goodwin you have every disease .

#i love that he has so many issues with control . absolute miracle he's still alive (looks at the camera knowingly)#anyway may try to write tonight . im feeling it i think

jeremiu

Adidas=All Day I Dream About Someone

#honestly . yeah

vic has his diploma framed and openly visible in his room at all times no matter what.

#notes.#was he the perfect student? absolutely not #did his parents (to a degree) buy his way in? yes #but also he is so fucking smart and that degree is like the Only fucking thing he's ever Tried with and it Is a real point of pride for him #yes hes a harvard grad blah blah blah funny joke That Was The Last Good Thing From Before #bwaaaaaa he makes me SAD

wordfather

(flirting) you're beautiful btw. im going to piss you off on purpose

#VICTOR TO BETTYYYYYYY #lovedunexpectedly / betty tbt #need a tag for these bozos

notmorbid

where do you think you are? walton mountain?

dialogue prompts from 2x14-19 of the wb's smallville.

forget about the past. focus on the future.

we always assume we have all the time in the world, but we never know.

i don't want to be a spectator in my own life.

if i didn't know any better, i'd say you were avoiding me.

don't take it personally, it's just how i cope.

different people deal with grief in different ways.

you should see the look on your face right now.

you're not yourself. you need a doctor.

what do you remember about what happened?

i have a feeling i should be apologizing to you.

i plead temporary insanity.

the prodigal ______ returns.

you wanna get in the game, you gotta get on the court.

parents always try to make you little versions of yourself.

you're up early. even for you.

i took care of you the best way i knew how.

we all need someone to take a chance on us.

while i've been playing checkers, _____ has been playing chess.

i've got to admit, you played me brilliantly.

where do you think you are? walton mountain?

you know what they say about fish and houseguests after three days.

somehow when you let people down, you make it really hard for them to be mad at you.

i was worried if i said it out loud, it would go away.

i thought you could use a hand.

good to see you among the living.

you've been acting strange all week.

it's like your mind's somewhere else. what's up?

i don't need excuses, i need answers.

nuclear family was nuked years ago.

i'm okay. just need to get some air.

you know more than you're telling me.

maybe the whole thing's a hoax.

how'd you know i'd be here?

i've decided my family isn't about the people who didn't love me. it's about the people who do love me, no matter what.

i have to go alone. it's the only way.

the truth is, i'm not who you think i am.

we all have our windmills.

i can't be the only one. there must be others like me.

you must write your own destiny.

you're never alone. this is your home, and we love you very much.

it's you who decides what kind of a life you're gonna live.

you're here to be a force for good, not a force for evil.

you're not one of mankind's brightest lights.

we all have our ways of escaping from our lives.

i want you to know that i completely believe in us.

there's nothing romantic about mucking stalls.

compared to most people, i think aliens would be a step up.

is this interrogation over?

you're the first person who doesn't think i'm crazy.

you give me hope for this world. i wish there were more people like you here.

i'll send you a postcard.

everyone needs a place where they can be alone. hear their own thoughts.

why do you care so much about these people?

we both know you're better than that.

are you sure you're okay?

you shouldn't believe everything you read.

you can't keep your eye on me every second.

i just wish, for once, i could have saved myself.

you're a lot more human than you think.

i can stick around for a while, if you want.

the law's not on our side. what are we supposed to do?

you've been there for me so many times. i just wanted to repay you.

#prompts.#eeeeee lemme think about things while at work

vague concept of a graphics change.

#bonus seasonal header because i don't care it's Cute

a lot of victor's wardrobe is tailored to his somewhat awkward proportions ( long appendages are a bitch ) and most of his shoes are custom because he does Not have normal feet. they are weird as shit. he enjoys a very nice tie or scarf to wear ( as it's usually the only thing to survive a transformation — somehow ) and will splurge on one without a second thought. i promise he is also normal, though, and will dress quite comfortably in sweats and tees, though they are typically of higher quality. he is a surprisingly strong swimmer and will absolutely eat up a short-ass pair of board shorts, however he fucking hates getting chlorine out of his fur so he's hesitant to get in at all without proper peer pressure motivation.

#notes.#finished the game again so im back to having coherent thoughts about my boy

need to stop opening photopea fr

#me vs wanting to change my graphics #it just doesn't feel Right yet ughhhhhhhhhh