Fat Bat

18+ only, no exceptions Batty, 21, female, feedee 5'5" sw: 135lb cw: 175lb gw: 210lb taken anon is currently ON

[batty-gainer]

hello feedism tumblr, it is i, Batty

name: Batty

age: 21

gender: female

current weight: 170 pounds

goal weight: 210 pounds

interests: food, bats, getting fatter, patel goth and lolita fashion, eating, sleeping, being high

DO NOT FOLLOW IF YOU ARE UNDER 18

[batty-gainer]

yo, this is batty logging in for one last time.

hate me for this if any of you want, but:

this kind of shit isn’t okay.

I hated my fucking body and what i was doing to it, and how it was affecting my health.

Don’t get me wrong, I still find fat and chubby people attractive.  But I was in a horrible, horrible spot mentally.  I thought it would make me better!  and for a little bit it almost did.

It was mostly the times I was eating food.  The ability to not care about what i SHOULD be eating, i can just get what i want and eat it all.

I was in a horrible relationship with someone who hated me so much they stopped talking to me altogether recently.  We’d have plenty of sex, but never cuddle. Never love.  I needed something else for validation and attention.  I was a burden to them and to me.

While people of all body types and conditions are deserving of respect, because all human beings deserve respect regardless of being “healthy” or “unhealthy” or whatever society says is okay, I implore you to not purposefully ruin your health for a fetish.

Your imagination is a powerful thing - please use it.  Find a healthier outlet for this fetish.  Don’t let it consume you.   Draw pictures, write stories, read stories, make morphs.   Eat the foods you love, but not in excess.  You don’t need to deprive yourself of anything - everyone needs to eat to get nutrients and energy! - but developing healthy habits will make you feel better and let you live a good life.

Exercise is good for you - just a little bit of walking every day is good for your heart and your lungs, and releases endorphins to make you happier.

Your diet helps your gut health, which in turn makes you less depressed. Eating foods high in fat keeps you fuller longer, and eating protein does the same.  Fruits and veggies give you important vitamins and minerals.  Nothing has to be FRESH to be good, either.  Frozen bag veggies and canned fruit, for those of us that are low-energy, are just as good, and won’t really go rotten if you forget about it in the back of the shelf.

Think about it long and hard before becoming a feedee - are you happy in life?  Are people disrespecting you in any way?  Are you unhappy with your body because you don’t look like an airbrushed instagram model, or because your partner picks out all its flaws?  Are  you getting enough sleep?  Are you eating enough?  Are you doing enough during the day to feel stimulated?

I’ve lost all the weight I’ve gained hating myself and refusing to take care of my health.  I had only started this blog to push it further, because I thought I couldn’t go back and I needed a way to not go insane.  Instead, I was making myself sicker.  I still suffer from some crazy heart burn, and I’ve lost 50 pounds.  I’m probably going to need to be medicated for the rest of my life to treat it - all because I wanted some attention? Some sexual satisfaction? I really fucking hope not!!!

This kind of stuff is not healthy behavior.  You’re allowed to eat and enjoy eating, even enjoying feeding other people per say.  But this is truly a dangerous fetish.  This gets in the way of your life.  But you can change it.  Like I said, there are healthier ways to express what turns you on.  Enjoy your life, but do it responsibly, like drinking alcohol.  If you end up doing stupid things drinking, or damaging your liver, or throw up from it... it’s time to lay off the gas.  And it’s okay, because there is so much more to life.

Looking at these pictures of me makes me really upset.  I’m going to delete this blog soon.  I’ll say, go ahead and save any pictures or posts if you want.  Because this is tumblr, if you reblogged it, it’ll still remain (unfortunately for me, I suppose).  I never want to get back to that weight again.  I feel a lot better now, my life has improved drastically now that I’m almost done with my journey undoing my misery.

I still have a little bit of this fetish.  But I never ever want to force somebody else or myself to gain weight.  But hear out my story, hear out what I’m telling you.  There’s no GOOD reason to do any of what I was doing to myself.  I have all the scars (stretch marks) and I’m lucky I’m young, so I don’t seem to have any excess skin.  Being active and eating right has helped drastically with any depression I was experiencing.  Eating is a cheap way to get a quick thrill, and it only gets harder to get the same highs the more that you eat.

thanks for reading.

[batty-gainer]

slight change in this blog, it's gonna be nsfw stuff just not gaining exclusive. probably will post a lot less and reblog more. thats all!!!

[nsftwizards]

Use your words, or you won’t get what you want. Oh, you’re squirming, sweetheart. Are you embarrassed? You must want something really good, then. You want to be my dumb little fucktoy? You want me to use you until I’m satisfied? Oh, don’t nod your little head like that, I won’t do it if you won’t use your words, slut.

[ohlittledemon]

If you make me articulate myself when I'm horny and desperate you're EVIL. 🥺

[batty-gainer]

thinkin about how i just wanna think about feeling good.... no need to know whats going on, just that im a slut and i have a huge cock filling me up, just trying to remember to breathe

[lilbbyduckie]

𝓜𝔂 𝓪𝓼𝓴𝓼 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓼𝓾𝓫𝓶𝓲𝓼𝓼𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓼 𝓪𝓻𝓮 𝓸𝓹𝓮𝓷

1:When did you lose your virginity?

2: Rough sex or soft sex?

3: Do you have any unusual kinks/fetishes?

4: Weirdest place you’ve had sex?

5: Favourite sex position?

6: Do you like to be dominant or submissive?

7: Have you ever had any one night stands?

8: Sex on the bed, couch or the floor?

9: Have you ever had sex in a public place?

10: Have you ever been caught masturbating?

11: What does your favourite sexy underwear look like?

12: How often do you have sex?

13: Is there anybody right now you’d like to have sex with?

14: Do you prefer giving or receiving oral sex?

15: Most embarrassing thing that’s ever happened to you during sex?

16: A song you’d listen to during hard/rough/kinky sex?

17: A song you’d listen to during soft/slow/passionate sex?

18: Are you into dressing up for sex?

19: Would you prefer sex in the bath or sex in the shower?

20: If you could have sex with anyone right now, who would it be?

21: Have you ever had a threesome? If not, would you?

22: Do you/would you use sex toys?

23: Have you ever sent someone a dirty text/picture?

24: Would you have sex with your best friend?

25: Is there anything you do after sex? (for example, smoke, eat, drink)

26: Something that will never fail to get you horny?

27: Early morning sex or late night sex?

28: Favourite body part on the opposite sex?

29: Favourite body part on the same sex?

30: Something that you have hidden in your room that you don’t want anyone to find:

31: Weirdest sexual act some has performed [or tried to perform] on/with you:

32: Have you ever tasted yourself? [If no, would you?] [If yes, what did you think?]

33: Is it ever okay to not use a condom:

34: A food that you would like to use during a sexual experience:

35: Worst possible time to get horny:

36: Do you like it when your sexual partner moans?

37: How much fapping is too much fapping:

38: Best sexual complement you ever got:

39: Favorite foreplay activities:

40: What do you wear to bed?

41: When was the first time you masturbated:

42: Do you have any nude/masturbating pictures/video of yourself?

43: Have you ever/when was the last time you had sex outside?

44: Have/would you ever have sex in public?

45: Have/would you ever had a threesome?

46: What is one random object you’ve used to masturbate?

47: Do you watch gay/lesbian porn? why/why not?

48: Do you like oral sex? (why/why not)

49: How do you feel about tattoos on someone you are interested in?

50: How would you feel about taking someones virginity?

51: Is there any food you would NOT recommend using during a sexual encounter?

52: Would you rather be a pornstar or a prostitute?

53: Do you watch porn?

54: Have you ever been called a freak? Why?

55: Do you feel comfortable going “commando”?

56: Would you have a problem with going down on someone if they hadn’t shaved their pubic hair?

57: If you could give yourself head, would you?

58: Booty or Boobs?

59: Have you ever cheated on someone? (Why?)

60: If you were the other sex for a day, what are five things you would do?

61: have you ever watched someone masturbate?

62: has anyone ever watched you masturbate?

63. Have you ever had an erection and someone noticed?

64. What is your method of masturbation? (ie. toys, clitorial, prostate)

65. What is your bra/penis size?

66. What is the strangest thing you have ever put up your vagina/anus?

67. When was the last time you masturbated?

68. When was the last time you had sex?

69. When was the last time you watched porn?

70. Have you ever bought a sex toy? If so, which one did you buy last? First sex toy? If not, which one do you plan on buying when you do?

71. Guys:Circumsized?

72. Which not-genital part of your body do you like being touched?

73. Which genital part of your body do you like being touched?

74. Girls:Are you able to achieve orgasm just through breast stimulation?

75. Have you anonymously sent a sexual ask to someone on tumblr?

76. When was the last time you have had a wet dream?

77. Which wet dream was your favorite?

78. Is there a friend you would willingly have sex with?

79. Is there a celebrity/character you would willingly have sex with?

80. Favorite sexual position?

81. Do you like being called a slut or whore in bed?

82. Are you into any BDSM?

83. Have you ever wanted to have sex with someone but knew you couldnt for any reason? Why?

84. Do you like dirty talk?

85. Are you loud or quiet during sex? Masturbation?

86. Have you ever been inturrepted during sex or masturbation? Who/what?

87. What kind of porn do you like to watch?

88. Have you ever confessed to someone that you got an erection over them? What about masturbated to them?

89. Have you ever masturbated because your sexual partner wasn’t there when you needed them?

90. Have you ever had a one night stand? Do you still keep in contact with them?

91. Have you ever had a friends with benefits? Are they still beneficial?

92. Ask whatever you want

𝓞𝓻𝓲𝓰𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓵 𝓬𝓻𝓮𝓭𝓲𝓽 𝓰𝓸𝓮𝓼 𝓽𝓸 @jreadhd

[littlemiss-dollface]

thinking about strap warming someone in an oversized hoodie while we’re watching a movie but im barely able to pay attention and keep getting teased about how empty my brain is

[enbyfication]

ok but toy can be such a cute nickname like,,,,, they're all yours just to play with !!! u can take good care of them and dress them up in the cutest outfits n make them feel rlly nice !! just like a perfect lil toy !!

[feastuponthis]

[batty-gainer]

i honestly like my body the way it is right now 😅

and like, i had to run around a bunch for work and realized how out of shape i am and i would honestly rather be in shape BEFORE gaining a fuckton of weight?

and another thing. i have horrible heartburn and i think gastrointestinal problems run in my family. so i think i have to eat better/different to alleviate those problems.... i will discuss next time i see a doctor (when that will be idk) but for now i just wanna take it easy!

i might still post pics of myself but for now yall will just have to accept what ive already posted haha

[batty-gainer]

been thinking about stuff and while im still totally into feedism i might wanna slow down for a little bit....

[batty-gainer]

Are there any persons before or currently that either wanted to make yourself gain weight or excited about what you could look like? Any tumblr users or models?

chubbychiquita/m-ary, 100%

and boberry too i guess

[batty-gainer]

I wonder, are you gaining equally, or is a particular place getting fatter quicker? Tum, bum, etc

it's mostly in the belly, but my upper arms have some serious stretch mark action going on so i assume those are getting fatter too. and i swear my hips and butt are gaining....

[batty-gainer]

How do you feel about people touching themselves to your blog? If it something you enjoy or not so much?

i mean, it's inevitably gonna happen if i post pics of myself. if i wanted to guarantee that nobody masturbated to me, i wouldn't have made this blog ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

that being said, it's probably best to keep it lowkey. dont start a convo with me saying you came 26 times to my chubby belly, you can just say you enjoy my pics lol

[batty-gainer]

If you had a box of doughnuts set down in front of you, and if you ate on you'd gain a single pound in weight. How many would you eat? And would you be able to stop yourself?

if this is a box of a dozen, i'd eat the whole dozen. idk if i could eat more than that tho xP

[batty-gainer]

So what happens when you reach your goal? Are you stopping there or setting a new one?

i dunno! we'll see