Warning: this is a jirai kei / menhera focused blog, I do rant and yap a lot on here though. I will talk about mental health or vent on here. I add tws to my posts. I do not encourage or condone anything harmful, I just talk about my experience with recovery, mental heath, etc. I follow the Tumblr TOS. The introduction continues under this cut.
Dni is pretty general. Dni pedo, AI, proship (if it matters to anyone Iām anti-censorship and anti-harassment. I just do not wish to interact with anything proship), etc. please donāt be creepy and I will just freely block if I donāt want to see your account. Itās usually nothing personal.
About me:
I go by Batz. I am batzangel on bluesky and tumblr.
I have an editing blog but itās inactive due to being busy as of late. (@batzisangel , tumblr wonāt let me tag it for some reason).
I am 18, a jirai and menhera, and go by he/him. I have a partner who I occasionally post about. I really enjoy sweets and monster energy. Cats and seals are my favorite animals. I like jfashion- namely jirai kei, ryosangata, and tenshi kaiwai/mizuiro. Feel free to ask or comment if you have any questions.
Media I enjoy:
Gachiakuta, Artiswitch, NSO, MDUD, Nijiro Sanctuary, TSHD, Umamusume, PJSK, D4DJ, Alnst, Vocaloid/Vocal synth, Genshin (I donāt play the game but I have some favorites from when I did play), Hookah Haze, Persona 5, House MD, Moral Orel, Bojack Horseman, and more.
Feel free to ask or comment about any questions. I love making friends / moots but can be selective when it comes to following. Also do know I tend to forget to tag often or just donāt bother- so my posts may not have many, if any, tags.
Mutuals list:
These are mostly the mutuals I interact with most. I donāt want this post to be too long so the list is a bit limited- If you would like to be added/removed please let me know!! I love all my moots /p, thank you all for being hereš
hi my loves !!! ive been on jiraiblr for a decent half year i think ? and ive loved it so much here . i feel so incredibly loved and special but i don't want to stay for much longer
to be honest , i'm uncomfortable interacting with darkshippers , endosystems and radqueers . most of the time i said nothing because that was just my preference but i shouldn't be okay with making myself uncomfortable for others
another reason i want to leave is because of the influx of anons who confess to me . i do enjoy the attention but it seems like all the time they confess then disappear or we start talking and then they leave me for somebody else . it impacts my mental health so negatively and i hate it
the last reason isn't as serious but it still contributes . there's a very popular blogger that i was friends with . things fell apart as soon as i had another anon and they got jealous . prior to this they never treated me well , always getting angry with me , getting very jealous of other friends i made , not communicating , etc . i had an anon confess to me and soon she started sending them anons . it wasnt long until they got together . i found out that she started talking to them after she was stalking her blog (i had her blocked) . it was very upsetting to me .
the worst part was that her lover would still dm me and all of our msgs would be them venting . they kept telling me how much she hurt them by not communicating , fat shaming them , getting jealous , etc . i dont know why they thought it was okay for them to text me this stuff after they decided to leave me for her while pursuing me . it hurt seeing her everywhere and it served as a reminder that i would never be loved and that i'll always be a second choice
i will miss u all sosoosooo much !!! pls dont be afraid to dm my discord which is www.una.com (its set up like a url) . even if we're never spoken , id love to be friends
sora HATES when she wants to search art of her favorite characters and pops up UGLY AI "ART" .
SORA DOES NOT WANT TO SEE THAT .
SORA WANTS ART MADE BY HUMAN BEINGS .
EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW
hate how the internet turned EVERYTHING into a competition. your room doesn't have to be prettier. your art doesn't have to get more likes. your interests don't have to be more obscure. you don't need more followers...
COMMON JIRAI QUESTIONS + MYTHS !
Whats jirai kei ?
Jirai Kei is a Jfashion subculture where people are viewed as cute and theyre mentally unstable on the inside.. like a landmine! It's very adorable but also a bit dark as an aesthetic. Most common colors in jirai are pink and black! but, of course, you can wear other colors!
Can anyone wear jirai ?
YES! Anyone can wear jirai fashion. It doesnt matter your appearance (height, weight, race, color, bodytype, hairtype, hair color, etc). ANYONE can be jirai kei.
Do I need to buy contact lenses ?
No! It is recommended for the makeup to look more like dolly style but it's not a NEED, only if you want to!
I have blue/green eyes, can I still be jirai kei?
YES! Doesnt matter if your eyes are a light color! Actually I have green eyes!
What are the most important parts in jirai kei?
CLOTHES AND MAKEUP! If youre starting, hair and makeup!
Can I be jirai kei even if I'm not asian?
Of course you can! That's a lie created by jiraimaxxers, dont fall for it!
Can I buy at aliexpress for jirai clothes?
YES, YOU CAN! That's another lie created by jiraimaxxers! You can buy dupes, you don't need the original jirai brand clothing (its up to you if u want it). They're all polyester in the end!
Where can I buy jirai clothes?
I usually buy at aliexpress and taobao! BUT there are jirai brands that sell worldwide.
Some jirai brands you can search for (not all of them are worldwide):
- Lizlisa
- Noemie
- DearMyLove
- HoneyWardrobe
- SecretHoney
- Rojita
- Pium
- Ankrouge
- Lafary (ily bluelvnder)
Do I need to wear jirai kei everyday to be considered Jirai Kei?
NO! It's common to wear sometimes of the week, not everyday! It takes too much energy to do the makeup and wear the clothes everyday! For example: I wear every weekends!
Do I need to buy lots of clothes to start my wardrobe?
NO! Do it in your own pace, its really up to you. It takes years to have a good jirai wardrobe, dont worry about it!
That's it for today answering some questions! If you guys ever have a question, send me an ask! I'd LOVE to answer it for you!
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Tw for mentions of gore, SA/rape, threats, etc. under this cut. Kind of a vent/rant? Idk.
Been more active on Bluesky lately. Iāve seen a huge increase in sending people gore, talking about raping others, and other content like that in jiraiblr lately and it scares me. Im disgusted to be in a space with people like that. Jirai kei is a comfort for me and I love the fashion/spaces but omfg the amount of horrific things Iāve seen lately. Some of you need to learn that some things need to be kept to yourself and some things shouldnāt go online. Ik complaining or whatever doesnāt do much about it but idk I want to put my feelings out there so-
talking to people who are at least/more than three years younger than me feels weird.. i know itās not much of a difference, but i feel so weird, especially online.. like, HELLO you are a BABY..???
not to say that i'm ungrateful for having a lot of people following me but i very honestly don't care too much about my follower count . i just wanna make real connections here , as well as having a safe space to vent
not nearly enough people are fuming about the cass review. do you understand the eventual implications? trans people in the uk will be considered children up until the age of 25, and denied HRT/surgery/even basic measures like legal name change and social transition. all owing to a biased and largely unscientific study. you know what ātreatmentā for gender dysphoria is recommended by the review instead? conversion therapy.
this will kill people and they know it, because they prefer us dead and out of sight. the government, the NHS and even the opposition have made this clear again and again. a twenty-five year old can have sex, get married have children, join the military, earn a living, be halfway up the corporate ladder or highly successful in their chosen career field by that age, but they canāt transition under NHS rules. this is a death sentence for trans teenagers and they are going ahead with it. itās trans genocide, same as across the pond.
iām so afraid for my trans siblings and our futures. iām so scared for myself. what are we to do if not even the party that is supposed to be on the āleftā gives a shit about our safety and mental health as long as they get voted in? labour have become tories with a red coat of paint. it all feels hopeless
Fuck, I didn't realise it was up till 25 (not that I didn't find it devastating anyway). This is so shit. I fucking hate how much the government here, especially the recent Labour government pretends to support LGBT rights and then just... lets this happen.
Well, shit, now I'm crying.
Anyway, gonna get this spread around more. @mimosa-sexypeople-contests-2026 @satan-offical @forgetthefall @explosions-are-funny @gracehasaspacesuitquestion @no-one-offical @unyieldingsilence @ghostofafruitmain
Iām late to saying it but I really appreciate you and love you all/p thank you for being here. Iāll be back to hopefully posting regularly again soon. Been having a hard time lately T^Tā Iāll be back to posting more as soon as I can (and maybe with a new theme, got into a few new series)