baekhyun

Ah, stop nagging me about trying Ah, I’m CRINGING from head to toe Ah, trying trying, Ah, trying trying Ah, g o o d news is coming Oh my luck! jeon baekhyun. 21. criminal.

[bavkhyun]

ofcgaeun:

Gaeun let out a giggle, head shaking just slightly as she bit back a large smile, “I don’t think i need to see anymore bad dancing..” Her hand moving up to gently push aside some of the hair from his face as she kept talking, “Your roommate’s dancing was enough.” Where that girl went Gaeun was glad she was gone and the apartment now quiet. “Though you reciting a whole Shakespeare play doesn’t sound that bad…. Othello’s my favourite, do you know that one?” She heartily teased back, she loved that play but even she wouldn’t actually want to put Baekhyun through the torture of going through the whole thing and plus she definitely hoped for a different sort of distraction. Gaeun giggled softly as her eyes fluttered shut for a few moments, her neck always being a ticklish spot on her. The ticklish feeling subsided after some time and she found herself tilting her head to give him more area to cover. She would admit that his words were rather cheesy, but she liked it. She had always liked it when he talked like that in the past and she still liked it now- maybe even more than before. “Oh, yes.. it’s very romantic.” She agrees as a light chuckle leaves her and her stomach does a little nervous flip.

“ANYMORE? I NEVER dance badly! you were supposed to say baekhyun you don’t dance bad, you can never do anything bad. you’re not supposed to use the word anymore!” he gawked, blue eyes wide as he stared down at her, humor clear in his voice along with slight exasperation. “don’t get me started, you know i’ll recite the whole thing and you’ll probably want to jump out of the window and get struck by lightning because i’m not shutting up.” baekhyun’s arms wrapped around her frame tighter, nuzzling his head in the crook of his neck while he occasionally pecked at her skin. he was glad they’d managed to fall back into how they used to be when they dated, although it felt like their relationship had gotten even stronger - they’d both grown up and maybe it was better they were attempting their relationship now. his lips moved from her neck, ran along her jaw before finding their way to her lips again and he kissed her as deeply as he could. “you’re dating a poet,” he murmured against her lips, “of course i’m going to be romantic at times. are you feeling better?”

[bavkhyun]

ofcgaeun:

It was ridiculous for her to be so worried when she knew Sejun was fine with her parents, but she couldn’t help the feeling. She had been a worry wort since her birth and it only seemed to get worse once she had her own child. He was in good hands with her parents, the baby was probably getting lots of cuddles and kisses to calm him right now but she still wished they were there with him and not stuck in the lockdown. A sigh left her and she allowed herself to be pulled closer to him as she nods her head slowly, “I know, I know..” Her worry present in her tone, though his touch was helping her calm down. It was odd but she was that even even after the time they hadn’t been together that his touch was able to have such a calming effecting on her. “Okay. First thing.” She moved her head from his chest to be able to see his face through the dimly lit room by the few candles they had. His touch was calming, but his kisses definitely topped his touch. Her lips in a soft half smile as his lips moved away from her, “A distraction would be nice.”

“I CAN DEFINITELY distract you, gaeun. maybe i should get up and start dancing very badly or i can recite you a whole shakespeare play with all the different voices acted out,” teased the blue eyed male, grinning brightly to try and ease some of her tension. in the short time he’d known his son, he’d found himself become very attached and the young baby was constantly on his mind although he knew that there was nothing the two of them could do. if they were stuck here they might as well make most of their time together. leaning down, he started to kiss along her jaw before moving his lips to her neck where he began to suck gently and his fingers played with her soft hair. “i don’t want to be that guy but isn’t this oddly romantic? all of the candles and just the two of us in a quiet apartment, heck, even the thunder can be thought of as background music. it can be part of our soundtrack because our romance is as strong as the storm outside.” he grimaced, “fuck that was cheesy.”

[bavkhyun]

◤ —   closed starter ┊ @ofcgaeun 

RUNNING HIS HAND through her hair, baek pulled his girlfriend closer to his warm body that was covered by the various blankets in his bedroom. “he’s going to be fine,” the male murmured in her eat, referring to their son who wasn’t currently with them at the moment. it was better for sejun not to be here with his parents, he didn’t trust what would happen if there was a baby present with students running around and chaos everywhere. “when the storm clears and they let us out, we’ll go to see him. it’ll be the first thing we do.” he leaned down to plant kisses along her face before letting his kiss against her lips linger longer. “he’s going to be okay, i promise. try to relax, is there anything i can do to help you?”

[bavkhyun]

lijiycn:

“I’M SURE.” SHE says far too quickly, exposing how flustered she was to even be hearing such things from him. how could she not? she barely did anything like it. the only time she got to see men take their clothes off were in dramas or whenever she was at the beach, that was it. it was just interesting to see how BOLD he was with such teasing. suppose he was just merely confident about himself that he could joke around her like that. however, he was distracting her from what they were supposed to be doing, which was to completely this project of hers. teeth sinking onto her lower lip, the female found herself adjusting the camera for a short while as she tried to get the right focus on him and how the rest of the environment worked around him. “i can show them to you, if you’d like.” she tells him as she lowered her camera to show the screen over, flashing the test shots that she had of him. her words does make her laugh still, his confidence definitely something that she was becoming quite envious of. she didn’t have much of it, thus how easily she blushed in front of others. “what do you think? do i have to edit you a bit more for this or do you look amazing enough?”

HE NOTICED HOW she became flustered and it only made that idiotic smile on his face increase, he was a goofball at times but he still respected people enough to know that not everyone wanted to see him naked - especially not outside. “i’d like that a lot,” he chuckled and shoved his hands into the pockets of his jeans as he made his way over to where she was standing with the camera. his eyes widened slightly when he caught sight of himself on the camera but it wasn’t his own face that was making him surprised, it was the way she took the photos and the talent she had. “you’re so talented, jiyeon,” he muttered, eyes unable to leave the camera screen. it took him a moment to realize she was talking to him again, answering his questions from before. “uh, they look good but yeah you’re the photographer so you’ll know what you need to do to make them look better. i can’t argue with you on that. but wow, usually i’m impressed by my own face and yet i can’t stop finding myself impressed by the way you’ve taken the photos. you’ve made me look better and i didn’t even think that was possible.”

[bavkhyun]

ofcnayoung:

If her roommate was anything it was entertaining. They could go days not seeing each other but fall back into the usual way they were. She had a good roommate, she couldn’t complain. There were far worse people out there that she could be rooming with and she was just glad she didn’t have to deal with them. If she had a roommate she could stand she might just be living in the dance studio 24/7. “Jealous….” She snorted, “I’m sure you made them jealous.” She shook her head and glanced back out the window. “ Are they after that person’s eyes too?” She asks pointing at another person walking by that looked like they were having as much trouble as Baekhyun was just a few minutes before.

HIS GRIN DISAPPEARED as his eyes set sight on the other struggling outside from the rain. mother nature seemed like she was ready to beat the fuck out of everyone and not just him, there went his special feeling. “oh.” shoulders slumped, his bottom lip trembled as if he was about to start crying at any moment now. baekhyun loved to be treated like he was special and like he was the most handsome man on the earth - he knew that he was the most handsome but sure it was nice to be reminded every now and then by other people. “i suppose mother nature is after their eyes too, they probably have pretty eyes. probably prettier eyes than mine,” he murmured quietly and took another sip from the drink she had given him earlier on.

[bavkhyun]

kheejins:

“Maybe she’d be less displeased with you if you actually recycled.” She had always found the other’s reactions to everything quite interesting and could never stop giggling around him. “She hasn’t tried to attack me. Fingers crossed she won’t.” Heejin quickly turned to look up at the sky as if asking for the sky to take mercy on her and keep her safe. She definitely did not want to get almost struck by lightning like Baekhyun. She kept her eyes on him as he made his way towards her, hoping that he would not fall. She was ready to run over and go help him if he did fall, but luckily he made it to where she stood safely. She wrapped her arm in his gladly taking it. “I’m glad at least someone is getting a drink. I’d much rather be with someone than alone.” She smiled up at him before laughing at what he had said about her. “If I’m flying away you’re definitely flying away with me.” She giggled. “I hope I don’t fly away because then I’m never going to get my cup of tea that I wanted. If I fly away I expect you to come running after me.” She lightly teased.

“ME? RECYLE? WHAT does that mean?” he joked, running his hands through his wet hair. blue eyes followed her actions, his head glancing up quickly to the cloudy and grey sky before he yelled as the water ran down his face. “when did the weather get so shitty? this rain is too much, we’re going to get floods or something.” he chuckled, patting her arm as he began to slowly walk over to the shop so they didn’t end up falling over and breaking bones that would prevent them from getting something to drink - he needed a warm drink right now, it was going to save him from the coldness. “don’t worry, my company is the best company you can have so you’re a very lucky girl today. you need to treasure this memory and show off to everyone that you spent some time with me. alone,” he winked before bursting into laughter. “you know i’ll come after you, i don’t want you to fly away by yourself because that’ll be very lonely and you’re far too adorable for me to let go.”

[bavkhyun]

ofcgaeun:

The kisses, the promises, the question; everything had Gaeun’s head spinning. When she had agreed to this picnic she had expected to eat some food while Baekhyun and Sejun got time to bond with each other. She had expected to sit back and be quiet so she wouldn’t ruin a day with so much potential to be a good day for the two boys. Maybe she had gone crazy. Maybe she was in a dream. Maybe she was heavily on drugs. Words like those and actions like that seemed too good to be true and waking up from whatever state she was in seemed more like a reality she could believe. But the warmth of his fingers and palms against her cheek and his kisses felt too real to be a dream. She wondered when it would feel real to her. Maybe she had to pinch herself a million times before she could be certain. She took in a breath, swallowed hard and took her time catching her breath from the kiss before she brought herself to talk. What if he fell out of love with her again? What if he saw all her stretch marks and didn’t want to touch her? what if he left again? What if he was only doing this because he felt obligated to once he became aware of his child? What if this all crashed and burned? She chewed on her bottom lip as the questions flooded her mind, but then she remembered his words from earlier… even if the world tries to keep the two of us apart, i will do everything in my power to make it back to you and our baby. A man that wasn’t sincere wouldn’t say those things, right? Even if it all crashed and burned in the end she decided then that she was willing to risk it all again. Finally she nods once and then twice and three times, “..Yes.”  One more nod, “Yes, you can… I will, I.. I just…yes!” She laughs, smile on her face before this time she cupped his face and pulled him into a kiss

HE HADN’T BEEN this happy in a long time, his heart practically dancing around in his chest. the two of them had always had a connection and it’s why they had been a strong couple when they’d dated all those months ago. it was a shame that he’d been too scared to continue their relationship and had allowed a moment of doubt just get the best of him for a short while. now he wasn’t going to make the same mistake again and he was going to keep her and their son as close as possible. “god, i’m the luckiest guy in the world,” he murmured against her lips before wrapping his arms around her and pulling her closer to him. this was a dream come true and he wasn’t going to let anyone pinch him just yet, he wanted to live the dream for just a little bit longer. he continued to kiss her, fingers running through her soft hair and his body instantly reacting to her touch like it used to. eventually, he pulled away from her lips and placed a kiss on her nose quickly. “thank you so much.” moving his attention to their son, baekhyun scooped up the heavy baby and held him up in the sky while grinning. he was so young and he already had a family but in the current moment, he wouldn’t change it for anything in the world. “i love sejun so much, thank you for giving me such a beautiful son. he’s going to be even more handsome than i am when he grows up and we’ll have to keep all of the girls and guys away from him. he’s going to be a heartbreaker when he grows up,” baekhyun chuckled, planting kisses all over his baby’s face before throwing him up in the sky and catching him quickly.

[bavkhyun]

jungxdaehyun:

daehyun would always support his best friends, no matter the path they chose. after all, it’s not like he himself had made the best choices in the world. “if she makes you happy and treats you well, than that’s all i can really ask for, hmm?” he says, looking over the little toys and baby items. daehyun hasn’t really ever thought of kids, especially since if he ever made that decision, he’d probably be adopting. “if you feel like you’re ready to shoulder that burden, i’m here for you, baek. i’m not really that good with kids, but…” he shrugs. he peers at the small toy in baekhyun’s hand, scoffing when he commented on its looks. “i’m way cuter than a stuffed monkey, you piece of shit.”

“THANKS FOR CARING but she does treat me well and she’s the mother of my baby, i can’t forget that,” he murmured, nudging daehyun’s shoulder gently. “my son isn’t a burden, please don’t refer to him like that.” the last thing he wanted right now was to fight with daehyun and so he tried his best to remain as calm and polite as possible, there was no need to start fights again. “you’re not cuter than the monkey, shut the fuck up.” he put the monkey in his cart before pushing it forward and looking around for some more stuffed animals to get his baby. “you look like that frog though, everything in this store is cuter than you and we both know that.” it was nice to relax with daehyun and do something normal. “i don’t like frogs or ducks, they’re fucking scary.”

[bavkhyun]

jungxdaehyun:

“you’re kidding me right? you’re actually going out with her again?” daehyun inquired as he trailed behind baekhyun. watching the slightly younger boy wander around the shops. “i mean, i’m happy for you and i’m glad you’re trying to be there for her and your son, but are you ready for all of this again?” he only knew snippets of his past relationship with her, but it was enough to make him wary. “are you ready to really be a father to your son?” he doesn’t mean to come off so antagonistic, but he’s worried about his friend. he’s had multiple breakdowns because of this, and dae doesnt want to have to pick him off the floor again and again. he trusts his best friend, but he knows how baekhyun can get sometimes. 

@bavkhyun

HE’D BEEN UNSURE at first if this was the right decision, it had been playing over and over in his mind before he’d even approached gaeun that day. but when he was at the picnic, with his son and his girlfriend he knew that this what what he wanted. “i’m not kidding, i am going out with her again,” he repeated, walking through the aisles in the baby store while he was trying to figure out what latest soft toy to buy sejun. “i can’t abandon my responsibilities so yeah i’m ready for it. i love that kid with all my heart and honestly, i can’t deprive him of a father’s love. nor could i deal with seeing anyone trying to take my place as his father.” baek understood why daehyun was worried, the elder had been the one to pick him up (quite physically - well more like dragging) off the floor and help him get back on his feet. the last thing he wanted to do was disappoint daehyun but this needed to be done. “what do you think of this?” he asked, holding up the stuffed monkey. “it looks like you.”

[jimiyoong]

[bavkhyun]

ofcgaeun:

Her thumb rubbed softly against his slightly rougher skin and she licked her lips as she looked down at their hands to distract herself from looking into his beautiful pain filled eyes. His promises warmed her heart and squeezed at her heart. For so long she wanted for them to be a family, she had hoped and wished on every shooting star and each birthday candle. She thought that her efforts were useless because, after all, she blamed herself for not being able to give Sejun the family he deserved to have. She wished and wished and wished and even though wishing on such thing she didn’t like to believe in… what else was there for her to do? though maybe in the end whatever she had been wishing to heard her and decided (only because they were tired of her wishes) to bring Baekhyun back into her life. His promises she would hold against him, she would remind him, and she would never forgive him if he broke one of them. The promises brought her a happiness that was even bigger then the day she had won gold for Korea.”Then you can have a family.”  Looking back up to him, her eyes glistened and her lips in a grin, “You can have both.” It was what was best, she decided in that moment. It was best for Sejun and she hoped it was best for them too.

IT FELT LIKE a weight was lifted off of his shoulders and he hadn’t even realized when it had been placed there in the first place. he’d been a mess ever since he’d found out he was a father, turning to drugs and alcohol to keep him distracted but baekhyun knew that was no way to live. he knew he was not the type to get drunk out of his mind or fucked up - he hadn’t ever been that person. “thank you,” he murmured and leaned forward to place another kiss on her face, his hands coming up to cup her face as he kissed her passionately, his kiss holding all of the feelings he’d kept locked up during their time spent apart. “gaeun,” he muttered, not realizing just how raspy his voice had become. “will you be my girlfriend again? will you let me love you and sejun unconditionally?” his eyes were earnest and completely vulnerable - she was the only one he’d allowed himself to be vulnerable with. “will you do me the honor of letting me love you?” he asked again, not sure if this was reality or just a really good dream.

[sancriss]

[imogcnmoreno-deactivated2021022]

@bavkhyun

[bavkhyun]

ofcgaeun:

It had been a few years since the last time they had kissed each other, been this close to each other, breathed the same air, so when he had pulled away again she felt as if that wasn’t enough time. It was too little; not enough to make up for whatever was lost from the last kiss they shared to this one a few years older and more experienced in life. She had though that the kiss had surprised her, but that surprise was close to nothing after the surprise that came from his words. Maybe she was foolish to believe them after how he had broken her heart the first time, but she believed them- she believed him. Even though she had been in a few relationships since him or slept around with a few different people since him, it was always little things that reminder her of him just when she thought she had forgotten and pushed her feelings away. She had felt like a completely idiot, but then he showed up in her life again and now she didn’t know what to think or feel like. Her eyes met his, the softness in her eyes matching his, “Where did you learn that? Some sappy romance novel?” She teased, but really even if it had been the words still made her heart flutter. “You don’t have to be sorry…” She laughed light though nothing in particular was funny, “You fell out of love with me- I can’t blame you, I mean.. I was busy with figure skating all time. If anything it was my fault.” She didn’t want him feeling sorry. She had been heartbroken but she had never been bitter about it- understanding if anything. Her eyes too wondered down to look at their son, lips curling into a smile seeing him look so happy. She wondered if Sejun could sense what was going on. “Wha…” Her gaze moving back to Baekhyun, her words stopping as he went on and on as she tried to wrap her head around everything he was saying. “Baekhyun.. Baekhyun! …Please stop to breath.” And she she could think. “I’ve wanted to be a family for so long…” She admitted, ”But..” She took a moment to pause, taking his hand into hers and resting it in her lap, “Sejun is most important.. you can’t just want this one day and then three months or two years or however long from now from now decide that you don’t want it anymore. I can take it if you suddenly don’t want anything to do with me again, but you can’t do that to him. We can’t give him false hope of having a family.”

TAKING SEVERAL LONG deep breaths, he allowed air to fill up his lungs once more and oxygen to travel up to his brain where he hoped everything would start making sense to him again. he wished this was like one of his novels where the hero would just confess his feelings and deepest desires to the woman he loved and they would live happily ever after - things were so easy in the novels. but this was real life where everything was even more complicated and difficult. “i won’t,” he murmured, looking up at her with agony filled eyes. “of course he’s most important, he’s the most important person in my life and i will never abandon him.” they were still in close proximity together and he took her hand in his. “i promise, for as long as i live, i am always going to be here to love sejun. i will be the face he sees every morning before he goes to school, i will be beside him during every one of his birthdays and i will be the one he can proudly talk about when he talks to his friends. i will be there for him through everything, i promise.” he chewed on his bottom lip, nerves churning in his stomach. “i promise that i will love him until i die and i won’t ever abandon him. or you, i’m always going to be here for you. even if the world tries to keep the two of us apart, i will do everything in my power to make it back to you and our baby.” he chuckled slightly, voice hoarse and raspy. “listen to me, i sound like i’ve swallowed far too many romance novels but i promise you gaeun, i’m not going anywhere. i want a family, i want the both of you.”

[bavkhyun]

yoorisk:

yootree: you mean like this ?? yootree: wait how did you do this?  yootree: how do people take good selfies?! yootree: …. i hate modern technology B// yootree: it’s… meh…i don’t look intimidating anymore … yootree: could you borrow me some money for a haircut?

bae.hyun: yeah like that but you have to actually smile??? bae.hyun: you know how to smile right? bae.hyun: you sound so old by saying that bae.hyun: have you ever looked intimidating?? i think not bae.hyun: sure, how much do you need?

[bavkhyun]

ofcnayoung:

She took a step back from the door as he ran in and a rather loud clap of thunder could be heard. “Be careful.” She warned as she held onto his arm fro a few moments to ensure he wouldn’t fall from crashing into the table. The dancer let out a huff of air took her seat again, ‘Here.” She says sliding over her coffee, “Drink this. You look like you need it more than I do right now.” Nayoung leans back in the chair, glancing out the window  and laughing at his words, “You angered the gods?” Arms crossing over her chest, “What have you done to do that?” Head shaking but amusement clear. She was happy to see him. Even though they lived together she felt like she didn’t see him much whether it be by her not being around the apartment or him.

“THANKS ROOMIE,” HE chuckled, giving her arm a gentle pat. he’d heard about her breakup from her boyfriend and he felt bad for hardly being around for her when she needed him the most. he’d been so busy trying to keep up with classes and being an active member in his son’s life. like an obedient puppy, he followed gaeun to the table she was sitting at and put his ass in the seat opposite her. “thanks,” he mumbled and took the coffee from her before placing it to his lips and gulping it down. she was right, he definitely needed it more than she did, he was freezing and feeling even grosser than usual. “i made them jealous with how handsome i am. these eyes belong to the gods, not a mere mortal like me and here i am showing them off. they’re mine and the gods are pissed about it.”

[bavkhyun]

jungxdaehyun:

daebae: can you understand me when i say

daebae: eat shit?

daebae: you’ve never seen me cry tf

daebae: i don’t cry

bae.hyun: the only one who eats shit is you so shut the fuck up bae.hyun: everyone cries bae.hyun: i’ll make you cry

[bavkhyun]

ofcgaeun:

From her lap, her hands moved up and her fingers held onto his shirt, one hand slowly moving against his side, up to his shoulder and then across his arm to rest gently on top on his hand against her cheek as she became completely lost in the kiss. She could feel him, so she knew it had to be real but she hadn’t expected it. She hadn’t expected for him to accept her hug;holding her tight or to feel his kiss against her soft lips. No matter how much she hoped everyday after he had broken up with her to come back to her; sitting here in the park with their son next to them playing and them sharing a moment she had only dreamed of was hard for her to process. Her body hadn’t thought, it had only reacted instead. She didn’t think of what could happen after and instead allowed herself to be in the moment. She allowed herself to feel hm so close and to breath in his familiar scent that was making her slightly light headed; she allowed her cheeks to flush and her ears to turn read and most importantly she allowed for all her emotion to be poured into that kiss. Every day she missed him, everyday she had cried over him, every day she had wished for him to be by her side when she was going through a rough time; longing. She had longed for his touch, his kiss, his eyes and his kind words. “You haven’t seen me in a few years.” She got out between huffs of air, “Maybe you just forgot what I looked like.”

BAEKHYUN SHOOK HIS head slightly, not breaking the kiss but disagreeing with her words completely. he’d never forgotten how she looked, there were plenty of pictures of the two of them on his phone from when they had dated. he had many polaroids of the two hidden in his notebooks that no one was allowed to look in, he’d never let himself move on completely. pulling back again, he looked at her carefully. “how could i forget what you looked like when your face is the only thing i can see? especially when i close my eyes, your face is everywhere in my life.” he smiled softly, gaze holding a sense of sadness and regret. “i’m sorry for breaking up with you, you were the best thing that ever happened to me, gaeun. and sejun...you’ve made me the happiest man in the world.” looking down, baekhyun’s free hand poked at his son’s cheek and the smile only widened. “i want us to be a family,” he blurted out before he could even think what he was saying. “i want to be in your life and i want to be in sejun’s life. i want to hold you at night, to give you massages when you get stressed out. i want to tuck you into bed and spend the night taking care of the baby. i don’t want you to feel stressed, i want you to be taken care of and i want you to be loved. i want to be able to buy you gifts and for it to not be weird,” he was rambling, getting breathless as he forgot to breathe while talking.