Lost

[psychodelicznapomarancza]

[nervosia]

[shesaysimokay]

🌾

[bbbitchxoxo]

[sad-eyes--happy-face]

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[interpretacj-a]

I just died inside…

[100days2happiness]

I wish someone would lock me away in a room with just a tap for water, and would let me out only when I'd reached my goal weight.

[asking-jude]

To all my BPD friends.

[wei9htless]

[softandsticky-blog]

It rly hurts knowing I’ll always love the other person more in a relationship. Like they don’t get bothered if we don’t message each other for hours, don’t mind if we don’t see each other for a day or two. Having bpd makes it so hard not to be dependent on my fp and get clingy. So I end up splitting and ignoring them so they worry abt me and pay attention to me. It’s like I don’t want to bother them but I also need them 24/7 and when they are away I split and am upset the entire time.

[flowerbomb-borderline]

fun bpd things: feeling toxic to everyone around you so you isolate yourself but then you feel like a bad friend for being distant and basically you just feel bad no matter what you do ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[bbbitchxoxo]

NT: so, *wink wink* what's your personality like, *wink wink*

me: BPD

NT: what

me: also several other severely debilitating mental disorders but i'm sure you don't care,, so bye :)

me: *wipes all evidence of my existence from the internet, goes off the grid, becomes the most dangerous and wanted person in the world*

me: this is completely fine

me: *eye twitches*

[drinkt0forget-deactivated202303]

bpd is like… I met you one time and you were really nice to me so i’m gonna take that as flirting and then i’m gonna think about you 24/7 and obsess over your ass

[meganvirona]

Having borderline is possibly the worst thing…feeling so invalid all the time even when people tell you that you’re wanted..Fighting them when you’re told that they care. even though you want to believe that it’s true so badly, you just can’t. And they don’t understand it. It frustrates them. You’re always lonely even in someone’s prescence, you get offended by everything..you’re indesicive so bad it hurts. You’re needy, clingy, and you depend on others. You feel crazy. Obsessive. You’re guilty for suffocating your partner but it’s the attention that you need..you always wonder if there’s someone out there that will love you equally.. but you remember that people are selfish and you’re just too much. You crawl to the ones that treat you wrong because you would do anything for attention. you always feel like you’re the one who loves more. You feel unloveable and too hard to handle.

[meganvirona]

Having borderline is possibly the worst thing…feeling so invalid all the time even when people tell you that you’re wanted..Fighting them when you’re told that they care. even though you want to believe that it’s true so badly, you just can’t. And they don’t understand it. It frustrates them. You’re always lonely even in someone’s prescence, you get offended by everything..you’re indesicive so bad it hurts. You’re needy, clingy, and you depend on others. You feel crazy. Obsessive. You’re guilty for suffocating your partner but it’s the attention that you need..you always wonder if there’s someone out there that will love you equally.. but you remember that people are selfish and you’re just too much. You crawl to the ones that treat you wrong because you would do anything for attention. you always feel like you’re the one who loves more. You feel unloveable and too hard to handle.

[bbbitchxoxo]

Cigarette is missing

[bbbitchxoxo]

Me: *is severely depressed and suicidal, tries to ask friends for help, attention, comfort and/or reassurance*

People: yikes, look at the time, i should really- did I leave the stove on at home? I should go and take care of that.

[bbbitchxoxo]

Me:*is dramatic and tells people to leave me alone when I’m having a bad bpd episode*

*is left alone*

Me: Well shit. this is the opposite of what I wanted.