I never really wanted to believe that we were officially over. It sucked knowing we went from calling each other by our first names, to calling each other “babe”, to not even talking at all. But shit happens, people change, and things change. Sigh, I want to thank you for staying by my side, as long as you possibly could, because I know im hard to handle. Thank you for having faith in me, believing in me, and motivating me. Thank you for the little arguements we’ve had because now, I have learned to look at things differently, with a new perspective. We settled down a tad to fast, but I won’t deny the way I feel about you. I’ll remember when we’d make promises to eachother, and ill remember each of them. I’ll remember those day when you’d come home, and tell me a shit ton of different stories about how your day went, and i’ll remember doing nothing but smiling saying, “I can’t believe he’s mine”. Or was. But to be quite honest with you, im not to sure about how I feel about anything anymore. All we did was fight, because of personal reasons. You know, things get hard all the time, and life isn’t supposed to be easy, but even when it hits that point, you shouldn’t give up. But that’s exactly what you did. You gave up. Its okay though. I’ll do as you say, and keep my head up. Why? Because even though you’re gone I knew, “When I first saw you, you took my breath away. When you first talked to me, I couldn’t think. When you asked me out, I couldn’t respond. When you touched me, I got shivers all through my body. And when we first kissed, I floated away in my dreams. It’s magic each time we hold each other, each time we cuddle, and each time we kiss. I feel goosebumps all over again. I never want to let you go for fear of losing you, so I just hold on a little bit tighter each day, refusing to let go. You will never know the warmth I feel inside me when I’m with you. You’re all I ever wanted.”
You left, but I haven’t, im still here, always will be, I promised you “forever”, remember?
If you believe that well cross paths again later in life, then thats perfectly, fine. I won’t hold you back from anything. Because now I can thank god for even leading you to me. Whatever would make you happy, is fine by me. But if we don’t, I want you to know that I hope you’re future girlfriend/wife, makes you happy. But one more thing, don’t forget to invite me to your wedding. I’d still want to see you smile, knowing you’re happy.
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