Maru

Primary blog is @pl4n3t-plut0 Baby Helpol Still working on negativity issues…

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MARUZ INTRO

Hi hi!! My name’s Maru (stolen from Hanamaruobake) but some people know me as Pluto too ><

I’m super new to deity worship and mythology so I welcome pointers

Uhm I’m actually kinda mean…but I’m working on it!!

I currently have a shrine for Apollo but I am working on ones for Aphrodite and Hypnos too

The gods kinda scare me but I’m working on getting better…I have previously had breakdowns after attempting to talk with them…

I want to make friends on tumblr so please interact with me ><

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Everyone who’s following my tamagotchi’s lore, this one is Aphrodite’s and it’s a mimitchi‼️

AND HE WENT ON AN ADVENTURE TODAY‼️‼️‼️‼️ I brought him to London anime and gaming convention

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He’s dead.

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Everyone who’s following my tamagotchi’s lore, this one is Aphrodite’s and it’s a mimitchi‼️

AND HE WENT ON AN ADVENTURE TODAY‼️‼️‼️‼️ I brought him to London anime and gaming convention

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My tamagotchi just died 😭😭😭😭 anyways fat son 2.0 is dedicated to Apollo cuz he’s round like the sun

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HE FUCKING FLATLINED TOO

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Man realises he’s gods sleepiest soldier because he has chronic fatigue.

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M not really sure how to talk to Aphrodite since I had a breakdown n kept calling her mama…cuz like…we were NOT that close but now it’s too scary to even call her Aphrodite so I keep putting miss in front of it n it’s making me nervous ><

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Kay so guess what’s happening again

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My tamagotchi just died 😭😭😭😭 anyways fat son 2.0 is dedicated to Apollo cuz he’s round like the sun

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Honourable mention to the fact it rained for the first time in weeks after fat son 2.0 was born

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My tamagotchi just died 😭😭😭😭 anyways fat son 2.0 is dedicated to Apollo cuz he’s round like the sun

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I think I only really worship Apollo because it makes it comforting to go outside and I have a vitamin D deficiency so I have to go outside…

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Man who didn’t leave the house at all today

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I think I only really worship Apollo because it makes it comforting to go outside and I have a vitamin D deficiency so I have to go outside…

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Thank you to everyone who got me to 50 likes!

Yippiei

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I’ve recently been trying to finish watching something that gave me extreme paranoia last time I watched it as exposure therapy.

But because I’m terrified of watching it I keep lighting my Hypnos candle as a way to try and keep away the nightmares, which has been working! Even though I haven’t been sleeping very well 😞 but my flame is literally going insane.

I even turned off my fan to check that it wasn’t influencing it but it’s still going crazy for the second day in a row and I’m curious why, my Apollo candle barely flickers at all when I light it so I’m wondering why this one does

As per usual I have assumed that they’re mad at me but I don’t think that’s true this time, maybe it’s just a sign to make me feel better 🤷‍♂️ I might be an overthinker

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I lied, maybe he IS mad at me 😰😰😰 my headaches have been worse and my chronic fatigue and pain has been so bad I couldn’t get out of bed

What does he want from me, I am in so much pain, please stop this 😭😭😭

[syntheros-artemidos]

Unless you have intentionally and specifically disrespected him, he's not mad at you. That's just not how this religion works, fortunately. Sometimes candles flicker, depending on airflow and candle ingredients (some waxes are more volatile than others). It's most likely either just a sign of his presence or mundane candle fluctuation. Headaches and chronic pain are known to fluctuate in intensity as well.

He's not mad. You're okay.

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…idk man there is a fair chance I’ve been disrespectful and forgetting immediately 😰

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I like seeing posts of people finding new helpols adorable cuz I’m over here being tortured and beaten up by the world :3

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I’ve recently been trying to finish watching something that gave me extreme paranoia last time I watched it as exposure therapy.

But because I’m terrified of watching it I keep lighting my Hypnos candle as a way to try and keep away the nightmares, which has been working! Even though I haven’t been sleeping very well 😞 but my flame is literally going insane.

I even turned off my fan to check that it wasn’t influencing it but it’s still going crazy for the second day in a row and I’m curious why, my Apollo candle barely flickers at all when I light it so I’m wondering why this one does

As per usual I have assumed that they’re mad at me but I don’t think that’s true this time, maybe it’s just a sign to make me feel better 🤷‍♂️ I might be an overthinker

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I lied, maybe he IS mad at me 😰😰😰 my headaches have been worse and my chronic fatigue and pain has been so bad I couldn’t get out of bed

What does he want from me, I am in so much pain, please stop this 😭😭😭

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Giving up on my negativity issues 😌 I am a bitch, I am not THAT bitch, if I’m not mean to people then I will implode, it makes me paranoid and scared so I’d rather be rude and awful sometimes 🙂‍↕️

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Is it selfish of me to ask the gods to comfort my little one because I can’t be there with me 😞

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…was I projecting myself here? Why did I say me, we are different people

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I’ve recently been trying to finish watching something that gave me extreme paranoia last time I watched it as exposure therapy.

But because I’m terrified of watching it I keep lighting my Hypnos candle as a way to try and keep away the nightmares, which has been working! Even though I haven’t been sleeping very well 😞 but my flame is literally going insane.

I even turned off my fan to check that it wasn’t influencing it but it’s still going crazy for the second day in a row and I’m curious why, my Apollo candle barely flickers at all when I light it so I’m wondering why this one does

As per usual I have assumed that they’re mad at me but I don’t think that’s true this time, maybe it’s just a sign to make me feel better 🤷‍♂️ I might be an overthinker

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Just over my fourth (non-consecutive) hour burning this candle and it’s still flickering a bunch