Yashiro falling apart. It's coming to him.
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Yashiro falling apart. It's coming to him.
"You're disgusting"/Kamiya's POV
⚠️spoiler for chapter 66⚠️
I've read a couple of times now that some people are irritated with Kamiya for calling Yashiro "disgusting" but let's recap what Kamiya knows about Yashiro and Doumeki's relationship:
Doumeki became Yashiro's underling
they had sex at least once
Yashiro threw Doumeki out
they meet again and Doumeki is shaken up
when Kamiya is supposed to guard Yashiro, Yashiro pushes him aside and drags Doumeki with him
he knows that something must be going on between the two of them
Doumeki shields Yashiro in a shooting and gets hit by a bullet
Yashiro takes him to his "own" doctor (Kage)
when Doumeki collapses with a fever, Yashiro comes by to check on him
Doumeki gets into some serious trouble for protecting Yashiro
As far as I remember Kamiya is aware of Yashiro's reputation as a guy who sleeps around, but I could be wrong about that, either way, based on everything Kamiya has seen and heard, I wouldn't be surprised if he thought that Yashiro is a selfish guy who uses Doumeki. When Doumeki gets shot he realizes that Yashiro in fact cares about Doumeki at least to some extent (enough to make sure that he gets proper medical care) and after Tsunakawa's "conversation" with Doumeki, he knows how deeply Doumeki cares about Yashiro.
I presume he went looking for Yashiro thinking that Yashiro would want to know about Tsunakawa's punishment for Doumeki, based on how Yashiro acted after Doumeki got shot. So when goes looking for him and Yashiro completely ignors him, he gets upset thinking that Yashiro doesn't care and is just gonna abandon Doumeki, despite the fact that Doumeki protected him.
Kamiya knows neither about the complexity of their relationship, nor about Yashiro's inner turmoil in that moment. He only sees a guy who's used Doumeki for sex and now wants to abandon him after that guy gets into serious trouble for protecting him from a bullet. Even if you as a reader may see their relationship as problematic or even abusive, there's no way that Kamiya would come to the same conclusion considering what he has knows about their relationship. Imo Kamiya is not telling Yashiro to date Doumeki, marry him or anthing of sorts but he's asking him not to abandon him and to try to help him. Considering what price Doumeki is willing to pay for protecting Yashiro, it's no surprise to me that Kamiya would think that Yashiro is a complete a*hole for abandoning Doumeki in this situation.
ོ douyashi headcanons
sharing some of my corny headcanons about my favourite doomed old yakuza men to distract myself from whatever is happening in the manga. no angst! :)
CONTAINS : romance, fluff, sexual themes & bdsm elements
…. it’s my first time doing this + english is not my first language so i’m a little nervous hehe! i hope those are not too ooc and you enjoy ♡ also i have more headcanons to share.. so let me know what you think!
SFW / fluff / domestic life
𓏲ּ𝄢 at first, yashiro struggled hard with living together. he felt trapped and vulnerable, often becoming distant or picking fights over small things just to test doumeki. he wasn’t used to someone seeing him every day in the good, the bad, and the ugly. but slowly, he started to relax. he went from sleeping on the edge of the bed to curling up against doumeki’s chest every night. he’s still getting used to it, but now he secretly likes the quiet comfort of coming home to doumeki, even if he still calls him “annoying” every single day.
𓏲ּ𝄢 doumeki notices yashiro’s moods before yashiro does. he can tell when he’s getting tired, irritated, overwhelmed, or restless just from the way he moves around the apartment. he knows when yashiro is pretending to be okay and doesn’t push it, he usually lets him keep the act up but he’ll quietly stay closer than usual.
𓏲ּ𝄢 even in safe, everyday situations, doumeki’s protective behaviour is still there. he always walks on the side closer to the road, keeps yashiro slightly behind him when they enter new places, and unconsciously positions himself between yashiro and strangers. yashiro teases him for being “overly cautious,” but he secretly feels safe and warm because of it.
𓏲ּ𝄢 when kageyama and kuga finally found out yashiro and doumeki were officially together, kageyama was shocked and a little worried. he kept asking yashiro “are you really okay with this?” because he knew about yashiro's self destructive behaviour and his tendency to push people away. kuga, on the other hand, was really excited and loud about it. he laughed and said “finally! took you long enough!” while teasing yashiro endlessly.
𓏲ּ𝄢 doumeki likes routine more than he admits. not because he’s rigid, but because routine means knowing yashiro is home, safe, and exactly where he’s supposed to be.
𓏲ּ𝄢 when they’re getting ready to go out, yashiro reaches up and adjusts doumeki’s collar and tie for him, while the two of them stare into each other’s eyes in silence. doumeki always looks down at him with that soft, intense gaze that makes yashiro a little nervous.
𓏲ּ𝄢 yashiro occasionally uses social media and doesn’t post much. mostly he scrolls to see what other people are doing and judges them. he loves sitting in doumeki’s lap and showing him posts, gossiping and making sharp, funny comments. doumeki doesn’t talk much, but he smiles softly or lets out a low chuckle at yashiro’s roasts. doumeki is terrible with social media. he barely knows how to use it and only learned the basics because yashiro forced him to. in the end, doumeki barely uses it. his phone is mainly for reading, messaging, and taking photos.
𓏲ּ𝄢 yashiro likes putting his cold hands on doumeki just to annoy him. especially in winter. he’ll sneak up behind him and slide his freezing fingers under his shirt and press them to his lower back. doumeki never reacts much beyond a look, which only encourages yashiro to keep doing it. half the time he’s not even trying to annoy him anymore, he just knows doumeki is warm and automatically reaches for him.
𓏲ּ𝄢 during the summer, yashiro is always dramatic about cuddling. he whines and pushes doumeki away, complaining that doumeki's too warm. but the moment winter arrives, he becomes clingy. he presses himself against doumeki’s body, burying his cold hands under his shirt and clinging to him like a heater. doumeki just lets him and doesn’t complain, obviously. he just smiles softly and wraps his arms around him tighter.
𓏲ּ𝄢 they take baths together often. doumeki always sits behind yashiro, pulling him back against his chest. he loves gently washing yashiro’s hair with slow, careful fingers and pressing soft kisses along the back of his neck and shoulders. they spend long, peaceful moments like this, yashiro relaxing against him while they talk quietly about anything and nothing. but peace never lasts long…yashiro eventually gets playful, letting his hands roam over doumeki’s thighs and chest with teasing touches. what starts as a relaxing bath almost always turns into slow, steamy bath sex, with water spilling over the edge and yashiro moaning against doumeki’s neck.
𓏲ּ𝄢 yashiro loves to start playfights just to get a reaction out of doumeki and get manhandled. he’s always teasing him just too see how far he can go before doumeki finally snaps. doumeki just endures it, gives him a flat warning look, and tries to ignore it… until yashiro pushes it one step too far. and that’s exactly what yashiro wants.
𓏲ּ𝄢 yashiro gets bored extremely easily, especially at home. he’ll wander around the apartment, flip through channels without watching anything, or dramatically complain that he’s dying of boredom. doumeki has quietly taken over most of the household chores without making a big deal out of it. he handles laundry, cleaning, grocery runs, and tidying up. he actually finds a strange sense of peace in doing these ordinary tasks for yashiro.
𓏲ּ𝄢 doumeki loves dark crime thrillers movies and classic noir. he watches them with full concentration, no talking. yashiro watches the movie with him with his head on his shoulder or laying down with his head on his lap (or on his chest if they’re laying down) while doumeki plays with his hair. yashiro comments on everything, and his constant commentary slowly makes doumeki irritated. doumeki usually responds with soft sighs, clenched jaw, or a low “…yashiro, please.”
𓏲ּ𝄢 yashiro is picky with food and complains about almost everything. he can make simple things, but he’s too lazy to actually cook. doumeki is the one who handles most of the cooking. he’s not a great chef, but he makes solid, simple meals every day. doumeki also eats the most by far. yashiro will pick at his food while doumeki quietly finishes both their portions without complaint.
𓏲ּ𝄢 both of them love going to the beach. it’s one of the few places where they can breathe a little easier. yashiro has very pale skin and burns easily, so doumeki is extremely strict about reapplying sunscreen on him every two hours. still, yashiro always ends up with a light sunburn and a scattering of freckles across his cheeks, nose, and shoulders. doumeki finds them unfairly attractive and can’t stop staring or gently kissing them. doumeki tans beautifully into a warm golden tone that makes his muscles stand out even more. yashiro pretends to be annoyed by how effortlessly good he looks.
𓏲ּ𝄢 yashiro loves to playfully grab and spank doumeki’s ass whenever he walks past, especially when he’s cooking or cleaning. he does it just to piss him off, smirking. “nice ass,” he says teasingly. doumeki usually freezes for a second, then gives him a warning look. if yashiro does it too many times, doumeki eventually retaliates by picking him up and throwing him over his shoulder.
𓏲ּ𝄢 doumeki loves picking yashiro up. whether it’s because he’s being bratty or just because he wants to, doumeki will suddenly lift him by the waist or throw him over his shoulder. yashiro always protests loudly but his arms always end up around doumeki’s neck and his cheeks turn pink. he secretly loves how easily doumeki can carry him.
𓏲ּ𝄢 yashiro is obsessed with doumeki’s body in the most shameless way. he loves gripping those thick biceps when doumeki holds him, and running his hands across the wide, muscular expanse of his back. he goes weak for the deep V line disappearing into his pants, and especially those big, rough hands that can pin him down so easily. he also secretly adores doumeki’s broad chest and strong thighs.
𓏲ּ𝄢 doumeki is obsessed with kissing every part of yashiro when they cuddle. he kisses his forehead, eyelids, the tip of his nose, his wrists, and especially the scars on his body.
𓏲ּ𝄢 doumeki loves yashiro's hands. he loves how slender and elegant they look compared to his, which are bigger and rougher. he has a habit of kissing yashiro’s knuckles, fingertips, and the inside of his wrists.
𓏲ּ𝄢 yashiro has a habit of giving doumeki little playful bites when they’re cuddling. he’ll nibble on his neck, shoulder, or jaw while curled up against him, pretending it’s to annoy him. doumeki never stops him, he loves it. he just tightens his arms around yashiro and smiles softly, even when yashiro bites a little harder.
𓏲ּ𝄢 we know that doumeki is obsessed with yashiro’s hair. when yashiro falls asleep on him, doumeki gently runs his fingers through it for hours, stroking and playing with the strands. but what he loves even more is when yashiro returns the favor. yashiro will slide his fingers into doumeki’s hair, gently scratching his scalp and the back of his neck with his nails. doumeki melts instantly. eyes closing, body relaxing, letting out a deep, satisfied breath. yashiro teases him, “you’re like a big dog”, but he smiles every time he sees doumeki become putty in his hands.
𓏲ּ𝄢 doumeki is always doing small caring things for yashiro. and when they come home exhausted, yashiro usually collapses face first on the bed, too tired to move. doumeki quietly takes off his shoes, jacket, and shirt for him, handling him gently like he’s something precious. yashiro pretends to be asleep the whole time, but his lips always curve into a tiny smile.
𓏲ּ𝄢 when they’re cuddling or lying in bed, doumeki loves when yashiro gently scratches his back with his nails. the moment yashiro stops, he’ll shift his shoulders or make a small sounds to get his attention. if that doesn’t work, he’ll silently grab yashiro’s hand and place it back on his back, silently demanding more. yashiro always teases him, but he smiles and continues anyway.
𓏲ּ𝄢 doumeki is obsessed with yashiro’s legs. he loves lying between them on the couch or bed, resting his head on yashiro’s stomach while his arms wrap around his thighs. he’ll gently stroke and squeeze them, sometimes pressing soft kisses on the inside of his thigh. yashiro always teases and calls him a pervert, but he ends up running his fingers through doumeki’s hair and letting him stay there as long as he wants. it’s one of doumeki’s favorite peaceful positions.
NSFW !
𓏲ּ𝄢 these two freaks fuck like rabbits. almost every day, sometimes multiple times. kitchen, balcony, shower, living room couch, nowhere is safe. they never use condoms and never stop at one round. doumeki always goes for at least two, often three. he loves filling yashiro up and keeping him full.
𓏲ּ𝄢 some nights they don’t do rough at all. just slow, deep, affectionate sex. doumeki covers yashiro with his whole body, foreheads pressed together, lots of eye contact and kissing. he holds his hands the entire time and tells him over and over how much he loves him. yashiro gets the most shy and vulnerable during these moments.
𓏲ּ𝄢 yashiro craves roughness. He straight up begs for it. he wants doumeki to pull his hair hard, spank him until his skin burns, pin his wrists down, and wrap a hand around his throat just tight enough to make him dizzy. he wants to feel it. doumeki gives him exactly what he asks for, but always with strict control. every brutal slap is followed by a soft kiss on the reddened skin. every time he yanks yashiro’s hair, he gently strokes it afterward. the choking is never dangerous, just enough pressure to make yashiro’s eyes roll back while doumeki kisses him like he’s something precious. deep down, doumeki is terrified of enjoying it. he’s haunted by the fear of becoming like his father. but yashiro knows this and reassures him, breathless and desperate: “i want this… i want you like this. don’t hold back.” so doumeki lets himself go.
𓏲ּ𝄢 doumeki has a massive praise kink, both giving and receiving. he whispers things like “you’re so good for me”, “you take me so well”, “you’re perfect” while fucking yashiro senseless.nwhen yashiro praises him back (“good boy… you’re so deep”), doumeki loses control instantly.
𓏲ּ𝄢 yashiro loves waking doumeki up with his mouth. he’ll crawl under the blankets, take doumeki’s cock between his lips and suck lazily until doumeki wakes up groaning, hand gently gripping yashiro’s hair. doumeki’s morning voice is even deeper, which only makes yashiro more eager.
𓏲ּ𝄢 yashiro deliberately provokes doumeki just to get picked up and manhandled. he’ll grind against him while he’s working or whisper dirty things until doumeki snaps. the second those big hands grab his waist and lift him, yashiro’s heart races. he pretends to complain but gets hard the moment he’s thrown onto the bed or pressed against the wall.
𓏲ּ𝄢 they do a lot of frotting, especially during lazy mornings or when they’re too impatient to fully undress. yashiro loves when doumeki wraps his big hand around both their cocks, stroking them together while kissing him messily. yashiro gets loud and bratty, grinding desperately until they both come all over his stomach.
OKAAAAY THAT’S IT!(*^ω^)♪ i hope you enjoyed! i think it’s pretty obvious that i used to write fanfiction on wattpad as a kid right LMAO
This man's last 24 hours have been so confusing. Everything he thought was true about himself and Doumeki has been flipped on it's head. Having to accept so much about himself is probably the hardest. 😢 So he looks up at the sky and the rain washes away his indecision. The control he thought was lost is back.
Just dropping a line to say that I'm planning to release chapter 66 later this month! What a great chapter, seriously an amazing way to end volume 10. 😭 It's scanned, I just need to clean it and typeset ^^
On a personal note, I had my baby! He's a happy baby boy and I've recovered from the c section well. ^^ Thank you to everyone who sent such lovely messages of encouragement. I enjoyed reading them while I was bed ridden after the surgery lol <333
Thank you for your patience while I work on the chapter <3
Congratulations!! 🍾🎉🎊 🐣🍼
Something I don't know.
Klute/Twittering Birds
When you're use to being alone and somebody comes in and moves it around, you feel angry, so you want to hurt them. They are intruding pushing inside your comfort zone. This was a talk the character had with their psychiatrist. This was from the movie Klute ( 1971). It sort of rang with Yashiro and his dealing with Doumeki. Wanting to destroy a relationship because you don't understand the feelings it brings, it being different from your experience. They fought the intrusion at every turn. Going back to their ugly life to trying to push them away. But this guy stayed by their side. Taking care of them even at their ugliest moments. Not being in control was scary to the character. But ultimately they wondered if their lives were too different. She had been a prostitute and he a Detective. But we were left with a maybe.
So Doumeki knew he had to stay in Yashiro's world to have any chance of love. A normal life was something Yashiro didn't understand so how would that work with a Yakuza's life. So Doumeki understood he had to give up living a quote normal life if he loved Yashiro, and he did. I don't think he has any regrets.
It was a long Sunday afternoon watching old movies but it was fruitful.
SAEZURU 66 SPOILERS / MINI-SUMMARY (with pictures!)
I’m at work so the most I can do is spill a little tea.
Below the cut please:
Breathe it in.🥹
🌧 Rain, wash away all my fears...
At last, Yashiro has surrendered to his feelings. If we recall, he has often been guarded against them, but now the rain falls upon him and washes everything away: his fears, his mistakes, and that self-destructive mindset that has prevented him from feeling worthy of being loved. Doumeki, with the help of his entire circle—Amou, Kamiya, Nanahara, even Kageyama—has achieved what we thought impossible: that Yashiro, for the first time, follows his heart and is happy. From my perspective, it doesn't matter if this happiness is brief, as long as he has found a little peace. I am truly happy for him and for my beloved Doumeki, who deserves this and more.
We have all said so much and I love it the many who love them as much as I do. But there is one thing I want to add. Doumeki get him out of those wet clothes. We can't have Yashiro getting sick. I guess we will have to wait for that.😁 Can't wait for my copy to get here so I can hold it in my hands.
Saezuru Chapter 66
Impressions post summary, pre scanlation. ⚠️
Spoilers ahead. 🚧
Spoiler Saezuru Chapter 66.
I've waited over 10 long years for this moment. I still can't believe it; Doumeki has finally fulfilled his dream, and I hope Yashiro finds some peace before the storm breaks. Are you ready? I hope you enjoy it too until the chapter is released in better quality.
💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞
You were always running from me....😭
Doumeki's face when Yashiro kisses him is the embodiment of "Is this really happening????" He looks like someone receiving something he had stopped expecting. (He most definitely thought the kiss from chapter 64 was the last 🥺😭) Dude looks like he is genuinely about to cry 😂😭🥺
And then there's that moment when they break apart just enough to look at each other, The absolute desperation and yearning on both of their faces will be seared into my brain forever.
Yashiro goes to the hotel.
He touches Doumeki's face.
He closes the distance.
He kisses him first.
That's huge for a person who has spent years running away.
This is the first thing he has initiated with Doumeki since their reunion.
After spending years rationalizing, avoiding, denying, and running, his first genuine act is not verbal.
It's simply choosing Doumeki.
I knew he had it in him but needed a extreme amount of pressure. That unloved little boy finally realized he could be loved and not disappear and give love without fear of abandonment.
The entire chapter systematically strips away every excuse Yashiro has been using for years.
First Nanahara points out the obvious contradiction: if Yashiro truly doesn't care, why is he falling apart?
Then Amou lands the most devastating question in the chapter:
"Did you abandon Doumeki for his sake, or for your own?"
The reason Yashiro freezes isn't because he doesn't know the answer. It's because he does.
For years Yashiro has framed what he did as protecting Doumeki. But Amou forces him to face the fact that if Doumeki had stayed, Yashiro would have had to confront feelings, vulnerability, dependence, and the possibility of being loved in a way he never believed he deserved.
Then comes Kamiya.
Kamiya doesn't appeal to Yashiro's emotions. He appeals to reality.
He basically says,
This man has built his entire life around you.
He's about to destroy his future for you.
What are you going to do about it?
For years, Yashiro has treated love as something to be managed through distance, sacrifice, and control. As long as he kept moving, kept deciding what was best, he never had to confront the uncertainty at the heart of it all.
But this chapter exposes the gap between the story he tells himself and the reality in front of him.
The theme continues. 😭
⚠️ Saezuru Chapter 66 spoilers ⚠️ (😭🥺😭♥️)
The opening pages are the conversation between Amou and Tsunakawa that was previewed officially.
Tsunakawa reminds Amou:
"You said that guy has nowhere to go back to, right?"
Amou apologizes.
Tsunakawa responds sarcastically:
"Funny. Even the guy himself isn't apologizing."
Amou says he had hoped that during the past four years Doumeki would learn things like obligation and gratitude.
Tsunakawa replies:
"Maybe he'll understand from here on."
Then Tsunakawa says:
"Not that I'm bragging, but I've never devoted myself to another person. I can't understand it, and I don't want to."
Amou answers:
"That probably has something to do with your upbringing."
Tsunakawa:
"But you understand it, don't you? That's why you brought him here."
A flashback panel shows a young Amou looking slightly embarrassed while Misumi rests a hand on his head.
Amou reveals that bringing Doumeki to Tsunakawa was a personal favor he asked of him, and Tsunakawa only accepted it because they were old acquaintances.
As Amou leaves, he tells Tsunakawa:
"You can count it as a debt I owe you."
But once in the car he thinks:
"He's absolutely going to make me pay him back later."
Then they arrive at their destination.
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Yashiro and Nanahara
Back at the office.
Yashiro returns visibly irritated.
Nanahara approaches him.
While covering part of his face with one hand, Yashiro complains that they still haven't found Kai's hideout.
Nanahara asks:
"Were you maybe going to see Doumeki?"
Yashiro immediately shoots him a sharp look, throws an ashtray at his head, and snaps:
"Don't stick your nose into this."
Nanahara pushes back.
He says:
Ever since Doumeki appeared, Yashiro has been acting strange.
Maybe Doumeki said something to him.
He's not stupid; he can put things together.
He was the last person who spoke to Doumeki four years ago.
Then Nanahara reveals:
"Back then, he said that if he wasn't in this world anymore, he'd no longer have any connection to you."
At first Nanahara thought Doumeki had simply changed after joining the Sakura family.
But now he realizes:
"That wasn't it. It was because of that, wasn't it?"
Yashiro tries to brush it off:
"Who knows? It has nothing to do with me."
Nanahara continues:
"Then why are you so miserable?"
Yashiro:
"I'm just tired. What, are you trying to tell me what to do now?"
Nanahara says he isn't.
He only thinks that maybe Doumeki no longer has anywhere he belongs.
Maybe someone should help him.
Yashiro cuts him off:
"Nobody can help him."
Then Yashiro says:
"Ignoring Tsunakawa's pride, pretending I forgot him, throwing him away just so he could stay in the same world as me... how is that any different from obsession?"
At that moment,
Amou appears.
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Amou and Yashiro
The two talk at a café.
The dialogue isn't shown, but Amou apparently explains how Doumeki came to be under Tsunakawa's care.
Yashiro says he understands now, though he's genuinely surprised.
Then he asks Amou:
"Why did you go so far as to help Doumeki behind Misumi's back?"
Amou begins talking about his relationship with Misumi.
He explains:
Misumi married Amou's mother.
They were never legally adopted.
Misumi offered to pay his living expenses and tuition, but Amou refused and graduated university through his own efforts.
It was at university that he met Tsunakawa.
Amou says he always admired Misumi.
Even though he understood why Misumi never adopted him, he still wanted to become family.
He wanted to exist in the same world as him.
So instead of becoming a yakuza, he became Misumi's secretary. (After Misumi finally gave in.)
Amou says:
"I wanted to be someone like a son to him... the way you are."
Yashiro immediately replies:
"People don't sleep with their sons."
Then Amou asks the crucial question:
"Four years ago, when you abandoned Doumeki... was it for his sake? Or for your own?"
Yashiro freezes in shock.
Seeing his reaction, Amou stands up and leaves.
Beside Yashiro's seat, rain has begun to strike the window.
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Yashiro gets a phone call.
Someone asks:
"Where are you right now?"
Heavy rain is falling.
Yashiro walks through it without an umbrella.
A car suddenly stops beside him.
Then,
"Don't move. Do you know how long I've been looking for you?"
It's Kamiya.
Kamiya says:
"I don't understand what's so great about you."
"That stubborn bastard is completely wrapped around your finger. Either you're incredible in bed, or you're unbelievably compatible."
"Either way, only a weirdo would go this far."
Yashiro keeps walking.
Kamiya continues:
"You must really be worth enough to throw a man's whole life into chaos."
Still no reaction.
Finally Kamiya clicks his tongue.
"Say something, damn it. You're disgusting."
Then he throws a hotel key at Yashiro's back.
Yashiro stops and glances over his shoulder.
Kamiya says:
"'His reason for living'... that's what you are."
"Aren't you embarrassed?"
Then:
"The night after tomorrow, Kai gets killed. After serving prison time for it, he'll be expelled from the organization."
"If he only comes to his senses when he's an old man, he'll be completely screwed."
Then Kamiya drives away.
Yashiro stands there.
The hotel key lies on the wet ground.
He closes his eyes and looks up at the rainy sky.
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The Hotel
The scene shifts.
Doumeki is in the hotel room handling his gun.
The doorbell rings.
He opens the door.
Standing there is Yashiro, soaked by the rain.
Doumeki is stunned.
Without saying a word, Yashiro places a hand against his face and leans in himself.
Then...
He kisses him (❗❗❗❗❗)
Doumeki's eyes remain open in shock.
Yashiro closes his eyes and kisses him desperately, completely absorbed in it.
They move inside the room.
Their lips part once.
They stare at each other.
Then,
Doumeki firmly wraps his arms around Yashiro.
Yashiro loops both arms around Doumeki's neck.
And they kiss again.
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The SCREAM I let out OMFG I'M SHAKING I need time to gather my thoughts but I'M SO HAPPY 😭😭😭♥️♥️♥️♥️🎉🎉
I'm crying. It been so long.😭❤️❤️
It's out!!! But Yoneda Kou not listed for next issue. per twitter. Also mentioned the cover art is different??? Which cover?