#doumeki chikara

[buthesacoolliar]

Oh my God and now that I'm thinking about this I'm thinking of the fact that Doumeki................. doesn't know he doesn't know that he's been used by that fucking cop Inami and he thinks he's still sleeping around and he's been like you'll still do it with anyone, do you thirst for men that bad

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WHEN I THINK OF WHEN HE FINDS OUT OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDD

[buthesacoolliar]

Spotify play Linger by the Cranberries

[buthesacoolliar]

Doumeki's thighs

[buthesacoolliar]

"It's not all about looks. You're not popular with the women at the club because of your personality."

DOUMEKI IS SO FUNNY BUT SO RUDE WHY WOULD HE SAY THIS

[buthesacoolliar]

I cannot stop thinking about where I am in TBNF right now bc like Doumeki is now full on yakuza, Yashiro is still yakuza but not in a group like he wanted but he's with Misumi which is essentially like going back to an overbearing ex who he was suffocated by and seems not to enjoy sex anymore which he once said would feel like death to him

Like these two dudes p much are in opposite ends of where they started from and it's their lowest point so far :))))

[buddyhollyscurls]

I barely started Vol 7 but I already miss my pre time skip Doumeki like I only read the first chapter but seeing him as an actual yakuza in an all black suit his eyes look colder he's not my sweet tall giant bear anymore this is man is bitter and hurt

He and Yashiro haven't even seen each other yet but I miss their gentle relationship so much already I fear it's gonna be a while before we see them being sweet again. The loving look in Doumeki's eyes Yashiro resting his head on Doumeki's lap, Doumeki saying how beautiful Yashiro is inside and out Yashiro calling Doumeki cute and sweet I MISS THEM ALREADY I WANT TO CRY I WANT THEM BACK PLS GIVE THAT BACK

[buddyhollyscurls]

So Yashiro really just.... leaves Doumeki afterwards huh. Like they had such intimate sex where they both are vulnerable and express their feelings and he .... leaves him..... while he's asleep.

[buthesacoolliar]

I'm at Vol 5 of TBNF yk right after the first time Yashiro and Doumeki have sex and it's so VULNERABLE AND INTIMATE

Yashiro telling Doumeki that he wants him but is TERRIFIED of having a gentle relationship

Doumeki telling Yashiro how beautiful he thinks he is and how much he wants him despite the fact that he's also terrifed bc he does not want to be like his father or treat Yashiro like any of the other men he's been with.

It was so good except I already know this is when they separate and I want to spoil myself so BAD but i can't because i want the moment to inflict as much emotional pain as humanly possible when it does happen :)