bea-aeb

[astrodarlings]

bbc merlin has its issues but I don’t think any other media has really done “it was all inevitable and all his fault” in such a powerful way

[caspianloveslesmis]

arthur knew. in s1e3 the only reason gwen was released was because the afanc had been conjured by nimueh so they knew she didn’t cause the PLAGUE. there was no reason to believe that she didn’t use magic to save her father, because they know SOMEONE did and why would nimueh do that? why tom, out of everyone? and arthur’s stupid but he’s surely not stupid enough to just completely forget about the poultice and merlin CONFESSED. obviously he wasn’t going to bring it up, leave well enough alone, but i swear to god, if only a small part of him, arthur always knew.

[catchymemes]

[prof-grace-aspen]

This is the best description I’ve heard for this method, I always thought it was bullshit because I never heard a description that actually explained how to do this other than “tap your head 20 times”.

I have anxiety-induced hissing, which sounds/feels different from sound-induced tinnitus (which I have also experience). Sound-based tinnitus actually sounds like you’re “hearing” something in your ears, whilst the hissing I have feels like it’s “inside my head”, if that makes sense. But this technique still helps!!

[mieaouy]

Here’s a visual I found because I couldn’t understand the instructions well

[sushinfood]

My ringing just went away for the first time in years. What is this blissful quiet.

[roseverdict]

wait wait i gotta try this, i don’t think i’ve had Actual Silence since i was like 5

[roseverdict]

HOW THE FUCK

[alex51324]

Reblogging to save a life, and also because, even if you don’t have tinnitus, this is totally worth trying if you like new sensory experiences.  

[enochianwardingsigil]

[the-winchester-fangirl]

i have so many insane feelings about it's the great pumpkin sam winchester. imagine you're sam you pray to god every night you're desperate to believe in angels while fighting demons on the daily. the first time you meet one he reduces you to the worst thing about you. the thing that keeps you up at night the thing that you didn't choose for yourself. then you find out angels aren't merciful. they're ruthless. they're soldiers. they want to raze a whole town. the same town that's in the line of fire of an all-powerful demon. you can stop the demon. the worst thing about you, the one that was forced onto you? you can do something good with it and save the town. your brother doesn't want you to. you have no choice. you stop the demon. your brother looks at you like you're a monster. he can only see the thing that is Wrong with you. not the thing that you did that was good. it doesn't matter what you do. it only matters what you are.

[khmelisuneliart]

all that remains

[arc-h1ve]

Sam praying for a sign after Jess dies, he just wants reassurance that it wasn’t his fault. But the next church they pass has a sign that reads “jes s died for your sins” and. Well obviously the u just fell out, it must be a coincidence.. But he did ask for a sign. And here it is: a house of God directly telling him it was his fault she died. He doesn’t think it’s a coincidence.

[crabussy]

it's normal and actually good for your health to see yourself in the most guilt ridden character you've ever seen in your life

[crabussy]

(imagining the guilt ridden character I relate to being comforted or feeling miserable) it's good for them.this says nothing about me

[fr3sh-c0rn-2]

Average Dean and cas subplot: we are doing a Thing together

Average sam subplot: i am being Stabbed with Knives. send help. I am dying.

[sainteangel]

Soulless Sam Winchester i do miss you honestly

[beepbeepblerp]

saw this on tiktok and it feels painfully accurate

[sainteangel]

oh my god, someone stole their style

[pommepony]

god loves you but not enough to save you

[sarascamander]

I want season 5 or any fic really that explores Merlin and Gwen relationship after she becomes queen. I want their relationship to be challenged so they can come back stronger. I want them to feel like they're slowly losing each other (Merlin as a whole due to his destiny and Gwen overwhelmed in her queenship) but have no idea how to reach out to each other again. I want the vibe to be "I have a feeling you got everything you wanted" song to their relationship. I WANT ANGST.

[zephyr0x0]

This is who dean saw dying on s2 ep21 btw

[drulalovescas]

you're laughing??? supernatural gave cas the brokeback mountain truck and dean the brokeback mountain jacket and you're laughing??????

Im not laughing. I'm crying actually

[whyenn-reader]

part of being an adult is figuring out what eveyone else's definition of "going crazy" is. to you it is not sleeping for 60 hours, writing 80k words in one sitting and expiriencing enough anxiety to kill a horse. to beth from accounting its buying a ticket to Columbus, Ohio. and to your friend its consuming so much ketamine you lose all of your posessions and wake up with five broken bones in a ditch somewhere and then proceeding to do it again the next day. to your other friend its writing a letter to their favourite actress about how much they appreciate her work. to your neighbour its laughing loudly in a grocery store whilst in pajamas. maya from uni hears the voice of her dead father making jokes with no punchlines and she considers that to be quite normal - to her going crazy would be hearing her husband instead. your downstairs neighbour will take night walks naked sometimes and claim there is nothing weird about him. there are literally no rules to life and all meaning is in the eye of the beholder.