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bea // she/her (( protag au version of bea; sideblog, follows from @crowcaged ))

[sugarstarlights]

Look how SWEET I am!!!! Sweet and sugary and purple and I’ve got lil gummy grape sodas on my head and my wings are kinda that too but different and I definitely haven’t smiled this much in a selfie before so isn’t that so cool and great??? Look at my eyes they’re STARS!!!! 🤩 I took all my watches off because I don’t wanna think about the concept of time and my sleeves are gone and I don’t even care about my messy tie it’s great it’s fun I don’t have a care in the world except the ones I’m trying not to think about!!! Which don’t count! Those don’t count. Anyways I’m having a great time let me know if you want to join me I’d love to spread the joy! ;^)

[sugarstarlights]

beaparty​:

why does no one listen to me

Because no one gets to tell me what to do and I barely even know you anyways.

[beaparty]

that’s fair but i’m right

[sugarstarlights]

beaparty​:

hey. don’t.

Well now I just have more reason to do it.

[beaparty]

why does no one listen to me

[sugarstarlights]

You know what’d be awesome right now I should go grab some lightning. Just catch it out of the air. Put my hands in it. I bet it’s all buzzy. I can’t be electrocuted but Laminar has frequent storms and I could just! Fly right in! And snatch some bolts. This is a great idea I’m adding it to my urgent list.

[beaparty]

hey. don’t.

[roleplayers-ink]

Tell my muse a lie they want to hear.

[gauntletqueen]

(goes through an extended magical girl transformation, by the end of which I look the exact same, except I immediately shoot you with my perfectly normal gun that wasn’t there before)

[beaparty]

archiloquies

I do not think you are very likely to find one, unfortunately.

:(

[beaparty]

@stormsarrows

well people are posting purple horses. you can’t just post about something that isn’t real on the internet

[beaparty]

archiloquies

I suppose they do have some charm to them.

how rare are purple horses anyway

are we talking starhorse rare or can i find one

[beaparty]

everything’s better when it’s purple

[beaparty]

archiloquies

Not usually.

huh. purple horses are better

[beaparty]

nobody told me horses could be purple

[aethyrglow-blog]

[rockinrpmemes]

Prod my muse (anon or not) about their insecurities or what you THINK is their insecurities!!

NO HOLDS BAR: GO FOR THE THROAT.

[belgiandad]

[beaparty]

((🌺 I always felt Bea has some leftover memories of the exo billboarding issues even post Guardian resurrection and while it's hidden well, I believe there is still some flare ups.))

(I had to go look up what Exo billboarding is, oops.)

When you look at Bea, it's very hard to tell which of her behaviors are Exo-influenced and which are from her pre-existing autism. But I would say that hypostimulation actually isn't *as much* of a problem for her as it would be for a neurotypical Exo, precisely because of her autistic sensory sensitivity. They made her life a nightmare as a human, but the dulling of sensation that comes with being an Exo actually brought her to a tolerable level of stimulation. That's part of why she became an Exo in the first place, though the bigger piece was treating her eating disorder.

I do think Bea has some Exo issues because she doesn't engage in humanisms like eating or sleeping as much as she really *should*. But I think her Exo tics express more as like ... static/empty brain than as repetition.

[sidebloggable]

🌺 Tell me a preconeption/headcanon you have for one of my characters... 🌺

And I’ll rate how accurate it is on a scale of 1 to 10, 1 being way off and 10 being basically canon!