bear

lil dude, it/he

[bear-cant-eat]

repurposing this account for this bullshitttt. anyway. been wanting to relapsing like crazy recently so. I'm giving in.

struggled with a restrict/binge cycle, did all that for like two years, accidentally sorta tried to recover, and I'm giving up now.

I want more friends that relate. ts lonely as hell. I'm 16, ftm, live on the US west coast, have no social life so I respond quick...yeah :3

sideblog for certain things: @sweet-baby-bear 🫢

stats and such and such below.

Height: 5'5

Hw: 235~?

Cw: 235

Lw: 202

Gw1: 220

Gw2: 200

Gw3: 180

Gw4: 160

Gw5: 140

Gw6: 120

Ugw: 100

yeah I've got a lot of goals, I've got at least 100 pounds to lose. yes I'm a fat obese ugly whale, yadda yadda. I have a whole plan. it's gonna work this time. it's gotta.

[superalphaninjanecromancer]

It's all your choices,remember it

[70calories]

I love carbs sm I could probably eat potatoes everyday

[bear-cant-eat]

god I just can't stop fucking eating. I wish I had an almond mom Lowkey. I need someone to shame me when I eat. I hate this so much.

[bear-cant-eat]

not even gonna lie, I don't care about what I eat, at long as it ends me under my limit. like I just ate a honeybun. but that + dinner or whatever is gonna put me under my limit. idk what my limit is. but...like under 800-1000 or so.

[lillieslost21]

One day.

[bear-cant-eat]

cheezbot go away 😭

[ta-millieure-amie]

I actually hate everyone who let me get f@t

[bear-cant-eat]

I'm a filthy disgusting person. for what I think and do, for how I look and what I eat. I don't deserve to live.

[saudadebunny]

[ghostin05]

having a sick mind but not a sick body makes me wonder if im subconsciously faking everything

[bear-cant-eat]

right so. didn't go on walk cause I woke up late. ate so much today. honestly over all I should probably kill myself.

[ghostin05]

[bear-cant-eat]

2.5 mile walk planned for tomorrow (today technically) morning. soo. I'm having a monster rn, bought them when I was doing good enough so they're full sugar. I wanna kill myself.

[zzombiiem0rgue]

one day ill look like those cute sk1nny emo boys on pinterest ,, one day :/

[oreostuffing]

Sick mind but not a sick body so who tf cares

[lxrxangel]

i need to lock in