Gamer's Hell

(They/Them) Unapologetic nerdy autistic proshipper boy who keeps returning to this dumb site X3 WARNING: Special snowflake who's multifandom proshipper trash and reblogs a lot. Not a sjw so please keep that stuff away from me. DOUBLES=OK!

[bearded-cashew]

Time for a pinned post!

Greetings to new followers! I’m Bearded Cashew, you can call me Cash/9-Volt/Volt/Avery/Sophocles/Soffy/Taranza! I’m an autistic, panromantic gray-asexual, working class Mexican-American proshipper/pro-fic/anti-harassment from the US. I use he and they but I don’t really mind. I’m currently 29 but it’s more like I’m both a boomer and grade schooler at the same time lmao. I’m staunchly pro-capitalist/anti-communist, pro-landlord, skeptical of unions, support allowing autistic people the choice to seek a cure if that’s what they want (such as myself) and center-right.

At the time of publication of this post and unless noted later, I do not and will not follow/unfollow people, delete posts/reblogs or tag posts by ANYONE’s request. Unless your post says not to interact, I’m reblogging it. I can’t check every single blog for their DNI, if they even have it accessible in the first place. I also will not contact anyone to delete reblogs of my posts, tell them who they can follow or to tag their posts for me. If I do tag posts, it’s only for my benefit.

More stuff under the “keep reading” banner.

My interests are the shows M*A*S*H, Amazing Race, Space Cases, Two and a Half Men, the anime hack//SIGN, Black Butler, Hetalia, Interspecies Reviewers, Pokémon, and Kirby and WarioWare game series.

As I mentioned, I’m a proshipper and my list of ships including f/o is here. I’ll update them whenever. My line of thinking for them is simply “I just think they’re neat” said in Marge Simpson’s voice. I have no interest in them being anything more than romantic.

I also have a little list of kintypes and comfort characters if you’re curious. I will not yell at you for being a double or anything like that.

I don’t have much of a DNI, it’s more like “I’m less likely to follow you back” since I usually follow back people. That link goes into more detail about it but generally I’m less likely to follow back if:

Anti-shipper/fanpol who supports doxing/harassing/suibaiting/sending gore/csem to people for being proshipper/ships in general

Supports cringe content 

Anti-otherkin/anti-fictionkin 

Sjw

Trump Derangement Syndrome (basically making hating him your whole personality instead of just simply hating him)

Far-left/communist/socialist/antifa/extremist or sympathetic to that

[bearded-cashew]

Time to check in on the alternate reality the leftists are living in now that Trump won again to see how they're doing.

[skiplo-wave]

Finally!

Adobe get fucked especially

[abandoned-as-mustard]

Is this international too?

[skiplo-wave]

Not sure yet

But I’m sure it’s in the works

[bearded-cashew]

Oh it's another asmr reiki channel I liked that betrayed me.

[damnfandomproblems]

Fandom Problem #5953:

Many of you all in general fandoms don’t know what a proshipper is or what pro shipping means and it really shows.

[damnfandomproblems]

Fandom Problem #5947:

When you see ppl complaining about a certain type of fan but you've never seen them and it happens enough that you start to wonder if they even exist or if ppl are just making someone up to bitch about.

[peoplegettingkindamadatfood]

[evil-dog-girl]

How life feels when you stop caring that you're a bad person and enjoy indulging in fantasies even if they are not achievable:

[bearded-cashew]

I was starting to make a list of asmr, reiki and related channels that are safe and unsafe for pwNPD and for one of the unsafe channels I was starting to list the offending videos only to notice that they've got a shit ton of anti-NPD content on there. If you're into asmr, reiki, new age, etc. type of content and have NPD then please avoid the channel The Sound Healers ♪ due to the extensive anti-NPD videos they've got up.

[bearded-cashew]

I saw an image post (not art) I wanted to reblog from a disability blog but that particular blog posts anti-NPD/narc abuse stuff. :/ I'm not sure if it'd still count as stealing content for reuploading that image for those that oppose that shit to reblog without triggering their NPD/cluster B audience or wanting to see that blog themselves.

[bearded-cashew]

I wish I knew how to look for a dentist that's autism/neurodivergent/disabled friendly INCLUDING ADULTS, close by and accepts my shitty insurance. Last appointment I had was for a deep cleaning but the dentist left me bleeding and in pain afterwards. She told me the next appointment was for polishing and also complained that I should have came in to that appointment in the morning as soon as they opened despite that I was given an afternoon appointment. Fast forward to the polish appointment yesterday. I go in and I was told by the assistant that I'm to get the other side of my mouth done for the deep cleaning. I said that I was told that I was there for the polish. The dentist came in and yelled that she did my full mouth and I just needed the polish. I ended up having the other side of my mouth deep cleaned, just as painful as last time. The dentist said that I'm not gonna have anymore treatments because I won't get more of the anti-anxiety meds she told me to get, which had no effect on me when I took it during one of the appointments for the extraction. I specifically TOLD her that the meds had no effect on me! Also during this deep cleaning, I told her about the trauma caused by the wisdom teeth extractions I got years ago where they refused to sedate me and she told me to just stop thinking about it because it happened so long ago. Like it's not something I can just "forget" about! I feel so defeated because it's like nobody in the medical industry will listen to me and care about my wellbeing and accommodations. My insurance keeps denying shit I need and my insurance, the dentist and doctor are just colluding together to come up with ways to torment me until I finally kill myself from all this shit they're putting me through. It's like I have to make the choice of whether to keep allowing these sick fucks to keep abusing me like this for "treatment" or to avoid seeking help and accepting any aliments and lower quality of life that'll come with not getting looked over.

[bearded-cashew]

Once again the ASMR/reiki/other new age content creators on YouTube failed the "Stop demonizing narcissists and treating us like supernatural monsters" challenge.

[patricia-taxxon]

idk i think a lot of the online left is people swindling each other into developing moral ocd for no reason

[patricia-taxxon]

hopelessness, latching onto the one modicum of influence or even just the appearance of influence which can be harnessed by you all by yourself, performing it, policing yourself and policing others until you don't feel contaminated anymore, repeat. i know it too well.

[arizona-green-tea-absolutist]

Kinda crazy how the most immediate problems with communist nations were a lot of the exact same problems everywhere else, and almost all stemming from the abuse of authority and power and disdain for the people. I am seeing a pattern of problems here and it actually doesn't have much to do with the economic system but it does have a lot to do with having insular foreigners in powerful positions

[sunder-the-gold]

Was Chairman Mao a foreigner to China?

[rvbsarge]

Is...is this just "communism doesn't work because white people"?

[so-much-to-read-deactivated2025]

China. Venezuela. North Korea. Vietnam. Cambodia.

Socialism results in mass slaughter and oppression. White people aren’t necessary for socialism to do what it does best.

[rvbsarge]

Correct. Socialism fails every time.

The OP seems to be repeating the tired old "communism only fails because of America" with the whole "insular foreigners in powerful positions" thing, looks like an attempt to dress up "it's cuz of whitey"

[the-grey-tribe]

@discoursedrome

it's been goddamn forever now but as I recall the reason 'actually it's about ethics in games journalism' was a boo line during gg was not really because people didn't think games journalism had any ethics issues but because it was not, in fact, about that

Well, this would not be the first time someone from The Escapist tried to write about actual ethics in games journalism and got shouted down, and this time somebody else who is an actual games journalist tried to talk about actual ethics in actual games journalism. You can't pin it on anti-woke politics or Trump supporters when someone who works in games journalism feels the need to add a big fat "I am not alt right, I actually work here" disclaimer to his video.

[siryouarebeingmocked]

> but because it was not, in fact, about that

It was, in fact, about that.

Many anti-GG attacked randos who actually tried to talk about ethics in games journalism, claiming they were actually Gamergaters in disguise.

Note that many critics claimed that the people who "really" cared about EIGG should distance themselves from GG, but if anyone actually tried, they often got thrown right back into the pot*.

Also, GG objectively uncovered lots of major ethical breaches, the FDA ended up changing their disclosure rules, and then GG basically went dormant. Because they had achieved their goals.

*Longtime readers may recognize the pattern.

[catchymemes]

[sometimes-men-need-help-too]

[theonlykeyismine-deactivated202]

But these are news stories cherrypicked to make your points, and statistically false accusations are exceedingly rare. Most rape goes unreported, and when it is, conviction is rare. Hypothetically, a man’s life could be ruined by rape, but this is so rare a circumstance that I doubt it’s happened much at all beyond these articles.

[durkin26]

Rape is exceedingly rare retard.

[disgruntled-foreign-patriarch]

so basically they're saying these men's lives don't matter cuz the general situation is overall rare.

Every one of these men deserved better.

[siryouarebeingmocked]

Plus the mom who killed herself. And the daughter she left behind.

[beardedmrbean]

>"I would like to see actual accusations ruin a mans life"

Several examples of that are given

>You just picked these to prove your point

yes and they did just that, no question of scale or frequency was requested in the op, just a flat out denial that it happens.

And it's not a recent thing either

[chordata7]

Buddy the cunt you're is replying to is a filthy radfem just mock and deride instead debate their kind.