BEATRICE ‘BEA’ RYDER has been accepted to participate ! they are a 26 year old all the way from NEW JERSEY, US . SHE is currently studying EDUCATION at the interchange .
name: beatrice ryder nicknames: bea birthday: 11/02/1995 age: 26 years zodiac: scorpio gender: cis female pronouns: she/her sexuality: bisexual, biromantic height: 5′7 born: new jersey, us major: education likes: attention, being liked, dogs, her giant teddy named boog, grunge, lingerie, red lipstick, thunderstorms, ripped jeans, sex, knives, dreaming, cigarettes, licorice, loud music, grilled cheese, black clothes, instagram, london dislikes: goodbyes, forgetting, nightmares, being ignored, drugs, numbness, water, bears, misunderstandings, loneliness, biting her tongue, models, wigs, being told what to do, mood swings, time, boba tea, commercial airlines, dares
beatrice is a personality crisis disguised as a human being.
ever since she was a little girl, she’s travelled the world. her parents never wanted to stay in one place very long, so they would uproot her anytime they got the notion to leave, ripping her away from any friends she’d made. on the bright side she’s been able to see so many beautiful places. on the downside... don’t get her started.
at thirteen life seemed to take a downward spiral and she woke up one day not quite feeling like herself. she hasn’t felt like herself since.
her emotions are haywire. she can change her mood on the drop of a dime and she cannot control it. one moment she’ll be screaming over nothing and the next, laughing as if nothing happened.
though loved deeply and spoiled by her parents, bea has never felt much support from them. they always denied anything was wrong with her in spite of her outrageous mood swings, refused to get her help as a teenager.
she’s gone to therapy but it hasn’t done much good.
bea longs for stability but thrives on chaos.
high school was both the best and worst time of her life. a lot of drama went down at her school in london, some of the things that happened were horrible, but it was the first time she’d truly felt like she had found a place in the world.
after graduating she felt more lost and alone than ever.
not one person has ever not left her. even her parents continuously switch up where they’re going. all of her friends have vanished. love doesn’t last. so, okay, maybe she has some trust issues.
she’s modeled over the years and has a decent following on social media. though she couldn’t care less about being famous she has to admit she likes the attention.
she is very, very attention oriented. bad or good, she wants to be seen.
was kicked out of one of her fashion events for punching another model in the nose. whatever, she asked for it.
you’ll often find her drowning her sorrows.
she has always hoped to be a mom but is starting to think that’s out of the cards for her.
literally no idea what she wants out of life or herself. she has no idea who she is or why she’s studying to be a teacher. she learned what felt like a lifetime ago, she just has to go with the flow. so here she is, trying to do just that.
