Beatrix Stonehill Archive

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[beatrix--stonehill]

"This stuff is so amazing, isn't it daddy?" Claire enthusiastically said.

"Uhhh, sure darling. Very amazing." Her dad got nervous.

"What is it? Oh come on. Don't be coy. We're both adults now, you can stop playing dumb. Don't you think my breasts are gorgeous?"

"They're really nice.... Claire."

Claire rolled her eyes, reaching out, grabbing her dad's hand and making him grope her left breast. "Aren't they soooo soft? Don't you just want to play with them all day?"

"Claire. When you said you wanted to go on a vacation with me, I didn't think--"

"What? I'd come on to you? Oh please. I used to look at all your magazines. The gigabytes of porn on your hard drive. All girls with massive boobs, titfucking men. Lactating. Getting their boobs smacked and whipped. Weird, the men were always older and the girls were college age. Dressed like schoolgirls. Or pretty dresses.... Pigtails. Braces. Where else is my mind gonna go? I know you want me, daddy....."

"Claire, please... all of that was just...."

"Man up, daddy!" She rushed in, pressing her body to his. "I can feel how hard your cock is...... pressed against my belly. Mmmmm, is that a sign of how bad you wanna knock your little girl up?"

"Fuckkkk.... how'd you turn out so messed up? A few years in college and you come out like some porn-brained nympho brat?"

"I'm exactly the way you always wanted me to be. Aren't I?" She giggled. "Or am I even better?" She went in to kiss him, which he accepted, the both of them deeply kissing for nearly a minute before pulling away.

"What do I tell everyone?" he dad asked.

"Don't hide it. Don't call me your mistress or girlfriend. Tell them I'm your 22-year-old daughter, but also your girlfriend. And you wanna fuck your kids into me."

"You.... holy fuck. You really grew these massive tits just for me?"

"This Damsel stuff can make your boobs so big you can't even walk.... Tell me, daddy, just how big do you want to see your daughter's breasts get?"

Her grabbed one forcefully, squeezing until milk sprayed through her top. "So big you need my help to do anything. OK?"

"That's what I wanted to hear. ❤️"

[beatrix--stonehill]

"My endocrinologist was so excited when I came in and said I wanted to transition. He complimented how beautiful I already was as a femboy and said my transition will be flawless. He said I already passed perfectly and just needed a pair of breasts and nobody would think I'm a boy..... So, all was great, he was right and I looked incredible at one year on hrt. I was considering getting srs, but he had a different idea. He said firstly, a lot of trans girls regret getting rid of their cocks, sooo fair. But second, he had a proposal. A new single injection hrt cocktail was on the market from Thailand. It was being tested in clinical trials now in the US. He said it's proven to greatly increase bust size, hips, and your ass. Since I was kinda skinny still he asked if I wanted to try it out..... Biiiiig mistake.

Yeah, it definitely increased my breast size, massively expanded my hips and gave me a huge ass..... But it also fattened me up like livestock! I went from 120lbs to 540lbs in two years. My endo is overjoyed. He said my body took to the hrt shot perfectly and the results are just what he hoped and more. I already know it's hopeless to even think about losing weight. He likes to say this is the tiniest I'll ever be again and he's soooo right.

He's so very pleased with himself. I didn't even start overeating. It's just the fatter the hrt makes me the hungrier I get, it's like a libido, a compulsion to eat. And it gets more intense as I get bigger. I literally can't think if it's bad. I have to stuff my face. He said it's because the progesterone in my shot is so high my body thinks I'm pregnant with like octuplets so it wanted me to eat, eat, eat all day. He assured me I can eat from sunrise to sundown nonstop if I want and I'll get 'better results' if I do. Soooo I do....

I just sit around ordering Doordash, piling food into my mouth. I used to care so much about beauty and hygiene. I don't even wear makeup anymore and I haven't showered in months. It's too hard to wipe myself so I hardly bother.... I'm just a sweaty, oily, ball of lard who stinks horribly... I belch and fart constantly. I can hardly even reach my cock. I have to beg my endo to jerk me off.... Or the Doordash driver is she or he wants an extra tip.... I legit can't even do it..... I used to love having sex, dancing, I could go all night! Now I struggle to walk from my couch to the fridge to get more food. My endo says like most hrt, results will plateau. Like how a trans girl's bust size will stop eventually. He says my weight gain will slow when I hit my 'natural weight'. When I tell him the bigger I get the more I eat he says I'll hit my balance eventually.... Maybe mine is just 1000lbs he suggested with a big smile."

[beatrix--stonehill]

"Oh, you know, just your future brain surgeon going to her day job to pay for college. I'd wanna say I can't wait for this humiliation to end, but I'm starting to have fun, honestly.... Like, at first I was freaking out because our university upped how much we had to pay monthly to maintain our scholarship. My parents didn't feel like helping me despite the fact that they 100% paid my five brothers' loans in full. My friends talked me into stripping.... since I had a nice body. I was really shy at first but the other girls helped me get soooo confident!

Now I'm blowing or jerking off every other client. Even taking some back to hotel rooms..... My other stripper friends got me into hooking as well. Apps to find clients. I'll be taking a challenging neurology exam and getting notifications from men nearby that want to fuck my ass and tit fuck me..... I love serving them. Getting paid to fuck actually helped my self-esteem a ton. I make loads of money now and I'm my own boss!

I walk the streets after class and unwind by selling my body for a few hours. Then I strip til like sunrise. Nap til my afternoon classes! It's honestly so fun! I really want to keep going. Do porn, start an OF, attend bdsm clubs.... Become a porn star full time. It's seeping into my 'professional life' as it is. I find I'm writing papers about sex, the psychology of sex workers, how drugs and partying affect the brain. I may or may not have a coke and ecstasy addiction now. And I smoke shitloads of weed. I kinda wanna try more drugs..... But my career! I need to focus, but sex is so much fun. Getting paid for doing it is the best job ever! And I'm also three months pregnant..... Soon I'll have a giant belly I can't hide..... Maybe I'd be better off volunteering to let my classmates give me a lobotomy. That might knock out enough braincells to see whoring and porn as my true calling. Can't hurt to try, right? I'm sure the cute boys in my class would love to give it a go."

[beatrix--stonehill]

"This is the fucking life. Thank you to all my followers who wanted me to go from just modeling to becoming a surrogate influencer. This change has been exactly what I need. I used to think I might be a mom someday. Far away, in my late thirties. Have one kid, maybe two. Here I am carrying sextuplets at five months, only 23. This is my fourth pregnancy. My womb knows exactly what's up now, it fills with amniotic fluid in like month 3 now. I knows to get nice and big, FAST. Because I exist to pump out kids. I know that now....

I was just a normal influencer modeling clothes. But I kept getting donations and chat messages saying I needed to become a surrogate, that I'd look so sexy pregnant! And you all were right. I've never felt sexier in my life. Having a massive belly full of kids means you can basically hypnotize men. It tells them everything they need to know about you. You're easy. You love cock. You love breeding. You look forward to pushing out loooads of kids. And that's all you are.....

A broodmare. I got reduced to nympho breeding cow the second my belly started to show the first time, and that's all I'll ever see myself as now. Like, it's cool these couples wanna raise all the kids I get filled with, but I get a bit nervous. Like do they even see what I post on TikTok? Me at the club, my dress torn off, smoking a cigar with one hand, jerking off and sucking cock with the other. A guy behind me fucking my ass, one under me as I ride cowgirl. I don't even go out of my way to get into these situations. I step into a club with a belly ready to burst with quintuplets and it's over. The wolves pounce. They have their way with me whether i want it or not.

And it feels so incredibly perfect. Like, I'm blessed I decided to do this. To serve cock. Become a breeder full time. Whore myself online and off to make extra money. Oh, sorry. Go on dates full time to make extra money.... I live in Chicago now. I fuck constantly. I used to be so intimidated by sex. Now every night I'm the star of the show, the cock queen, ready to have my holes obliterated. To be totally humiliated. Smacked around. Cum on. Pissed on. Spit on. Passed around like a used fleshlight. No, sex toys made of plastic have more dignity. I'm just a slab of meat to fuck. That's it. So, to all my lovely fans who suggested 'trying out' becoming a surrogate.... thank you for turning me into a sex-addicted baby factory. Finally, my true calling."

[beatrix--stonehill]

"Oh my god. I'm so fucking addicted to this spa that opened at the mall. Like I know big tits are in, but holy fuck. They're legit just pumping girls' boobs full of drugs with no prescription. No medical advice. No concern for safety or overuse. Just a short waiver stating that the spa can do what it wants to your body when you sign up. And you can't sue. That's literally it.

I went because my TikTok feed exploded! And it's pure chaos. A line stretching five stores away. Girls go in, they strip you, take a look at you, and start injecting you. They grab these huge syringes full of blue liquid and inject them into my boobs. I got SO sore and tender. They injected my vulva, and my labia puffed up like a bunch of bees stung my pussy, huge, pink and red, jiggly. And so much fun to play with. Like I already loved gooning and I told the spa worker that and she smiled, injecting my pussy right away, saying she'll give me and extra dose.

She injected my breasts and beyond just soreness they swelled like a couple of water balloons. This is after just my fourth visit. Twice a week for two weeks. From a B-Cup to... an I-Cup or a J-Cup? Not 100% sure. But it's such incredible progress so fast. Much quicker than anything else on the market and like a lot of these drugs like Femruptarin and Rocket, it's completely unregulated because thank God the president signed an executive order telling drug companies to remove any and all regulations or suggested doses. Since there was such a baby crisis and so many dudes were lonely. They figure if we have oversexed figures we'll have no choice but to drop everything, have kids, and date greasy, woman-hating incels.

Honestly? It's kind of working. Two of my friends who went to the spa are dating men who live with their parents now. Guys who just jerk off and leave gross comments on women's profiles and pics all day. Guess I'm not one to talk since I masturbated like six hours a day before going to the spa! Soooo maybe we're more similar than I we thought.... A lot of girls going to the spa are dropping out of college, doing sex work, porn, becoming breeding cows at farms, you know, traditional women's jobs. So it's nice to see so many girls embracing that side of themselves!

Me, I'm shamelessly addicted. I want to see how fucking big these udders can get. They're started leaking milk constantly. They ache so bad I just need someone to milk me. And fuck me. Sex is all I think about. I'm becoming barely functional. I just want to dance, masturbate, and fuck. But, the more I think about it, the more I realize isn't that all women are supposed to be doing? Mating. Breeding. Indulging themselves. Dancing to attract more cock. These massive jiggling tits mean I can't hope to hide it. I have perfect advertisements connected to me, telling men I crave cock. I want cum inside my over-inflated pussy. That's all I am. Hopelessly addicted to swelling bigger every day, becoming a more and more obvious symbol of female disempowerment. A walking, giggling, self-fondling cum rag. And that's it. Hope the spa keeps going... I absolutely NEED to get bigger. ❤️"

[beatrix--stonehill]

Holly waited at the bus stop, traveling as usual. She'd been couch surfing and turning tricks for years now. Her parents actually approved of her taking on this nomadic breeding cow lifestyle above going to college, giving her all the funds she needed. Only this time, Holly huffed, a bit worried.

"Hey, are you OK, Miss?" a guy named Neil asked, headed for the bus stop.

"Y-Yeah, I think."

"How far along are you?"

Holly blushed. "Seven months....."

Neil whistled. "Wow, that's rough. Are you gonna burst?"

Holly rubbed her belly. "No way! I can handle this many. Probably even more!" she nervously boasted.

"Oh? And exactly how many is 'this many'?"

Holly bit her lip, tracing her fingers across her belly, tapping, lightly smacking to feel for movement. "Uhhhh, probably octuplets."

"That's not octuplets. Trust me. I work at a hospital, in the NICU actually. Hence my interest. What makes you think you're only carrying octuplets?"

"Only!? Ummmmm..... I can feel eight. For sure."

"But you know with your womb so full of fluid, there are babies behind and between the ones you're counting."

"I-Is that right? So how many?"

"I'd guess about fifteen or sixteen."

"Oh fuck! Are you sure?"

"Positive, and you barely have stretch marks. Your womb seems to be taking this big of a brood very well. Do you always like to get hyper pregnant?"

"Of course. Why wouldn't I? I'm a girl, it's like what I'm here to do. Push out loads of kids!"

"It makes me so happy to hear you say that, sweetheart. So do you want to get even bigger than this?"

"If it's safe....."

"For a girl with a womb like yours? Sure. I happen to have this neat drug that can, well, I shouldn't say."

"No! What is it?" She vigorously rubbed her belly.

"It's a bit experimental but if you take it your uterus continues creating eggs while pregnant. So you can have a womb full of kids ready to be birthed, or five months, or two."

"Will my body know which ones to push out?"

"Of course. You ARE designed to make babies and nothing else, aren't you?"

"Oh, Silly me. Duh! I'm kind of dumb....."

"You don't say. If you come to my place I can happily give you the shot and we can really push that womb to its true limits. Not such a tiny pregnancy like this."

Holly bit her lip, obsessively feeling herself. "I think I'd love that. ❤️"

"Just imagine..... You give birth every few days, nonstop contractions... Pushing out one or two, then your womb seals back up and refills with amniotic fluid. If one comes out looking a bit small we can push it back in. Your uterus will always fill back up."

"Always!?"

"Yeah, you DO intend to stay pregnant forever, right? And keep getting reimpregnated constantly?"

"I do....." she swooned.

"Splendid. Get off at my stop, with me. Until then.... the bus is here, let's practice a bit, and give everyone aboard a nice show."

"I'd like nothing more in the world...."

[beatrix--stonehill]

"Wellll, don't know how to say this, guys but I've decided to detransition! I'm probably more surprised than any of you..... But I've just been thinking about it SO much! Like my whole TikTok algorithm has become detrans content, trans girls putting on filters to see how they'd look as men. Endless surveys designed to prove we're 90+% male-brained. Like I literally get ads for testosterone, detrans hypnosis therapy, and herbal lifestyle ads saying how happy I'll be if I give up taking synthetic hormones and meds and let my body do 'what it's meant to'. I mostly just roll my eyes because that's like every trans girl's algorithm now!

So none of that did a thing to me. I was out jogging and well, I tend to get lots of attention when I do. These guys came up to me.... and asked me where I was going, what kind of men I liked.... they were cute so I flirted back, but as soon as they started undressing me, and found my cock, they started telling me I was a girly boy with a massive set of manboobs. I told them I'm a girl, and they laughed, saying I convinced myself that I like being a submissive femboy slut because I lacked the discipline to be a real man. I was like, "Excuse me!?" And they said I transitioned because I knew I could never be a man. That no matter how hard I tried I'd never be able to compete with real men or match their strength and discipline. I'd always be a lazy, wannabe hucow. I got soooo pissed! I told them I'd gladly prove them wrong..... Like I know I could detrans and be a dude who lifts weights all day! Duh! But..... I kept thinking.... can I? Would I really be able to give this up? The thought of trying makes my tiny two-inch cock so hard. But all this hard work, transitioning young, growing these perfect, huge boobs! All gone..... fuck it makes me so hard. I have to try! Sorry guys....."

(Two years pass)

"Well, OK..... fuck. I never knew this would feel so good. I really did it. I completely detransed. Holy fuck. I had my tits removed, my cock is up to ten inches and growing, I'm hairy af and I kind of love it? I.... never thought about how much I'd like being a hot guy. I guess I'm really not a girl...... Had to check, huh? Every trans girl who transitions young needs to detrans at some point just to make sure, and I'm glad I did! Getting off estrogen has made me only attracted to girls now, and oh what fun I have, pounding away at them, groping them, cumming inside them, like all those guys used to do to me!

The best part? The 'guys' who made fun of me were closeted trans girls..... They saw me the other day and didn't recognize me. But I recognized them..... All three of them, no longer fit young men but plump trans girls looking so eager for cock. I told them who I was and they shuddered with anticipation. I'm meeting them tonight. I can't wait to show them what little beta sluts they are, pathetic little estrogen-fattened, porn-brained 'girls'. If they're lucky they can be the first members of my own personal harem of failed men who become curvy, cock-hungry sorority girl wannabes. This is going to be quite a night to remember...."

[beatrix--stonehill]

"Well..... this vacation just took quite a turn. My girlfriend Alice and I were just sunbathing when a staff member came over and said our breasts were excessively distracting. We were a bit flabbergasted, granted, we never vacationed in Italy before. I asked why it was an issue and he said several men complained that they involuntarily orgasmed in their swimming trunks looking at us. That our bodies were considered 'lewd' if this happened. Basically it's a new conservative Italian law that means any figure is permissible until the moment men start experiencing uncontrollable erections and unwanted orgasms. Soooo something would need to be done....

We asked what. They said they had a surgeon on staff who was extremely fast and careful. He's like a guru or something and we'd be lucky to have his hands work on us. I asked for clarification and he told us bluntly, our breasts would need to go. That he could perform a reduction but it would take longer and there's no guarantee men might not cum to our small, stitched-up 'ruined' breasts, he specifically said. So it would be easier for us to lay back, enjoy the sun, some complimentary drinks, and he'll remove our breasts free of charge.

Completely. We were floored. The resort worker then told us our breasts would be stuffed and taxidermized for 'our boyfriends' back in the states, or for our fathers to mount of their wall as a nice gift..... It was that or jail.... So, in a few minutes everyone here is going to watch a stranger remove Alice and I's breasts, like it's a bit of casual free entertainment. I'm kinda excited but Alice is bummed because her dad just bought her bigger expanders. We asked what would happen to our implants and the resort worker said they'd be washed off and resold in the resort's surgery spa. Alice said that if other girls can get our implants put in why can't we keep ours? He smiled and chuckled, saying the second any girls' breasts make a guy have an unwanted erection or orgasm, they'd be promptly removed like ours will be.

This is such BS. At least all these pervy guys staring our way will have a fun show. I bet they just love seeing pretty tourists with big, luxurious breasts like ours get them destroyed against our will.... Gotta find the right tags in Italian and watch a few compilation reels on TikTok when we get home. That's what we get for not reading the fine print. At least it'll be kinda hot seeing our big plastic titties get stuffed and mounted. Hopefully our dads still like them... and aren't too mad. Guess we'll just have to get our asses fattened up and our pussies permanently pumped to compensate for our flat chests.... Oh, here he comes with his tools. Gotta go. Looks like he's picking me first.... Hope he has lots of fun removing our breasts! ❤️"

[beatrix--stonehill]

"Well, be careful what you wish for, I guess.... I always hoped I'd find a who's really well off so I could be his perfect trad wife. Cooking, cleaning, zero braincells required. And I did. I found a guy who really wanted a domestic wife, just not in the way I anticipated. Soooo, the pic on the left is me, when I met him at 19. The middle pic is his mom, who wears the 'M' necklace everywhere! She's 52. That's me on the right, at just 22. People guess I'm either his mom's age or a bit older.... Oldest I get is usually 60! People at bars guess that a lot.

So, he confided his fantasies in me, telling me he liked older women. I was already halfway through these surgeries before I saw his mom and realized what was happening. Yes, he basically paid to have me look almost identical to his famous, porn star mother. And yes, having a porn star for a mom totally warped his sexuality.

He jerks off to her videos constantly, especially ones that are 'son/mother' fantasies. He spies on her in the shower, sneaks into her room to jerk off as she sleeps. He's obsessed with her.... And she loves it, totally enabling him. She even rewards him by breastfeeding him as she jerks him off. Calling him a good boy who his mommy is 'very proud of'. "Are you gonna cum for mommy?" she asked him repeatedly as he nears climax. "Good boy, look at all this cum you made for mommy. Thank you so much for such a thoughtful gift!" She'll tell him this, licking the cum off her hands.

So, what about me? Well, glad you asked. I was his mom's idea, and now we're both his mom. Yes, that's right. His mother, Sabrina, and I are now married. Wife and wife. I even do videos with her.... and actually really love doing porn! Like most girls, but still.... I was made for it. Especially now. Sabrina and I sleep together, with our 'son' sleeping in his own room. He sneaks off to jerk it to us as we have sex. We reprimand and spank him. Tie him up, punish him. She grabs the strap and fucks his ass as he fucks me....

We go on cruises together and nobody questions that we're two married porn stars in our fifties having our way with our 25yo son. Very openly. We love to humiliate him, jerk him off in front of people, announce it's time for him to breast feed. Smash our massive plastic tits into his face, having induced lactation so he can eat for hours on end as we play with his cock. He's actually starting to get a bit plump from how much of our tit milk we make him drink down every day. Poor thing. Maybe we should just get him on hormones, stick his thickening figure in a cute dress and make him our little spoiled daughter..... I'll se what my wife thinks of that. ❤️ Either way, he's ours, whether he likes it or not!"

[beatrix--stonehill]

"Oh shit guys, I really did it. I convinced a smoking hot trans girl to detransition. I'm nutting so fucking hard. I haven't told anyone and I kept it to myself but I can't, he really went all the way! We matched on Tinder and I was in this group for guys that fantasize about getting trans girls to detrans. There were step by step guides for clocking and detransing them. So.... when I saw we matched, thanks to those guides I could see how clocky 'she' was. I'd seen so many trans girls online that to me she looked like a boy with tits, but to everyone else she passed 100%.

We matched and my heart pounded. I told her I thought she was extremely hot and I wanted to meet up. She suggested a discreet, luxury hotel with a pool. That sounds like quite the first date, but I make good money and my guess is she hooked up with lots of rich guys who might not want people to know they're dating or fucking a trans girl. Their loss, she was perfect, well.... while she lasted.

When we met up I was impressed by how confident and sexy she was. Bouncing her hips and tits, very playful. She wanted to swim, but told me right away she had to disclose something. I smiled, looking at her in the eyes. "You're really a boy."

"Huh? Um, wh-what!? No.... well, kind of. I'm trans."

"I know, just teasing. It was pretty easy to tell."

She bit her lip. Normally negging like this wouldn't work on most cis girls. However, even the prettiest trans girls melt like butter when you do it to them. "Oh? Am I that clocky?"

I paced in a circle around her, smacking her estrogen-fattened ass. "Yeah, I'd say so. You definitely look pretty, don't get me wrong, but you're obviously a boy."

She blushed. "You don't mind? That I'm.... well, a boy?" It didn't take long at all and she immediately started misgendering herself, like all it took was a bit of permission and a weight lifted off her shoulders. Finally, 'she' could be honest.

"Not at all, I noticed when we matched. Let's get some drinks. But first, can I ask you something?"

"Sure, go ahead!"

"I can tell you transitioned young. Why not wait a little longer to make sure you wanna be a girl?"

"Oh, well, I definitely knew for sure. And since I never went through male puberty, I look a lot more like a girl." She paused, biting her lip again. "Well, I guess it mostly paid off....."

"But you should've just waited a bit longer right? Until male puberty was over to make sure. You'd be clockier but men like that."

"They do?"

"Of course. They want trans girls who look and sound more like guys. Trust me."

"I didn't know that! Wow.... that's kinda hot. I mean, well, how long should a girl wait to transition then?"

"Hmmmm, maybe wait until 25, Id say. Then you'll definitely know for sure, since you'll be done masculinizing by then."

"You'd rather I finished masculinizing? I'm only 21..... I started my transition in junior high."

"Poor thing. You have no idea if you'd like being a guy or not. I'm sure you're having fun looking like a sexy girl with big tits as a dude your age but you really should've waited."

I could tell my words were giving her an erection that ruined her tucking job. "Ummmm...... I could, well..... I could try going off my hormones?"

"Until you're 25?"

She blushed deep red. "Well, maybe not that long!"

"Why not? I'd love to see how you'd look after male puberty darling....."

And somehow, just following the basic guide you guys posted almost word for word, I convinced this 10/10 gorgeous trans girl to give it all up. We dated for a while, and I encouraged her all the while to keep it up and continue her detransition. He lives 100% as a guy now. I paid for his top surgery only a month into our relationship. Eventually we broke up, as I told him I'm more into women. He understood completely, wishing me luck. I totally ruined his pretty body!

He and I still chat, and he's very active on social media. He's balding like crazy, has a beard he only shaves like once a week at most, a hairy chest. Still dresses like girl sometimes and finds plenty of clients into that, but none of them are remotely into women anymore.... He's just a crossdresser you'd never mistake for somebody that could pass IF they ever decided to transition. I think he likes being a gay femboy whore. But now that I'm done with him..... I have five more dates lined up with trans girls just as pretty as he was. I can't wait to ruin all of them. I'm gonna have the highest detrans numbers in the whole group!"

[beatrix--stonehill]

"It's incredible what a self-esteem boost it's been since my boss put me on breast growth pills. Like I was reluctant at first. Six years in college, now I'm an intern serving this man like a slave. But he started buying me nice clothes, jewelry, I learned what he really wanted out of me as his assistant.... I might as well have been a high school dropout. My education didn't matter.... Well, it did, insofar as he could rip it up in front of me and tell me how things would really be.

He started me on breast growth pills almost a year ago. I've.... never felt better. I wear beautiful clothes, my confidence is through the roof, I serve one of the wealthiest men in the city. And his wife.... so, yeah, I thought I might be his secret mistress eventually. Imagine my surprise six months into taking these pills when he took me to his penthouse apartment to meet his wife. And she was the one who inspected my body, scrutinizing it, saying she wasn't sure if I was good 'plaything material'. My boss had to persuade her of my loyalty.....

So now I work for him by day and at night we hit local clubs and ritzy establishments, dinner parties, swinger events, art gallery showings..... and it's my Master and Mistress showing me off in skimpy latex outfits, belts and straps, heels, sometimes bound of wearing a chastity device like I wear under my dresses at work. No orgasming unless my Mistress approves, not even my boss.... er, Master, is allowed to make me cum. Only she can. They take me to so many events..... My huge growing breasts exposed, shown off, goodbye Master's degree, that no longer matters, I'm just a set of tits now.

They have me dance and put on a show, seduce various clients and businessmen, get fucked in front of rooms full of the wealthiest people from all over the world. I'm just a plaything. A whore. A prop. That's fine, isn't it? See, I even need permission to know if it's OK that I'm just fuckmeat. They love to spank me so hard I have trouble sitting at work the next day. If I accidentally cum as they fuck and torture me, I get punished very harshly by my Mistress..... I quite adore my new life as a plaything. If only colleges had courses to become one directly.... but at the end of the day, isn't that all the farce of a girl's education is supposed to be? An invitation to look presentable for five seconds before getting put back in our place..... Kidding.

It's rather empowering, getting fucked and turning on so many rich influential men and women. I like how things are now. It's fun. But I smile knowing fully one day I'll be the mistress, with my own plaything."

[beatrix--stonehill]

"Guys, I can't function anymore. It's official. I think I've gone too far with this whole 'free use' thing.... Shout out to the guy who tagged me in his creeper vid today. I was out shopping and he followed me around, filming me. Mind you, he wasn't a fan, had no idea I was free use, since I shop out of town so I can in peace. But instead of breaking character, being outraged like I should be, I was flattered.....

I saw him not so subtly filming and just flat out asked 'are you filming me?' I giggled politely. I felt zero animosity or any sense of danger or offense. My first thought was, 'I think that fat guy is filming me, that's so awesome! I hope he enjoys the footage later!' I decided to confront him. I let him interview me. He asked me how many kids I was pregnant with. I told him triplets. He seemed really flustered and embarrassed and I tried to be friendlier to make him feel comfortable. I told him I love getting pregnant and didn't mind him filming me.

He was your typical awkward creeper so he kept filming after our chat. I noticed and turned for him, rubbing my belly, smiling. Before exploring this kink I would've been mortified. Calling security, the police, trying to get away. Instead all I wanted to do was show off for his camera. Strip. Put on a good show. WTF is wrong with me? I can't believe this is just how I think now.... everyone around town knows how bad I've gotten, walking around town with my arms bound behind my back, in a ballgag and a garter, that's it. For hours.... Just letting men and women do as they please..... I don't know how to go back and be a normal woman anymore.

After following and filming me another ten minutes, I turned to him and asked him if he liked blowjobs. I sucked off his smelly cock, his gut pushing against my face, in the changing room, holding his phone, filming it. I gave a peace sign when he climaxed after three minutes, showing the cum on my tongue before swallowing. He filmed me all the way to my car.... and I just waved goodbye and smiled like I always do now..... It doesn't matter how rough or disrespectful or abusive men get. I serve them happily, like my body belongs to them..... not my own at all. The longer I do this, carrying strangers' kids, demeaning myself. The more I actually believe that's what I'm really for."

[beatrix--stonehill]

"Hey Rick, how've you been?" Camilla greeted me, looking unbelievable. Round, some of the largest breasts I'd ever seen. When we used to date she had B-Cups. And she was proud of them, bragging that she was glad she didn't have boobs like a cow, which so many other girls her age had.

"Oh wow," I remarked, trying not to adjust my erection and make her notice it. "You look even sexier than ever."

"You think?" she smiled and blushed.

"No, for real. You look like you're having fun these days. Did your breasts get that big just from repeat pregnancies or is it supplement? They look great."

"Thank! It's both, actually. Well, kind of. My mom is really big into cancer research and it turns out there's a lot to learn from girls with gigantomastia and macromastia. Since our breasts grow so fast."

"What do you mean 'yours'? You used to have small tits."

"Well, my mom pushed me to enter this study, where they induced macromastia in the girls who participate. So no repeat pills or injections, just unstoppable constant growth! Willowbrooke and other companies have been doing genetic research to wake up these traits in pretty much anyone."

"Wow, so I guess they sat you down and told you that you're about to get some massive boobs."

"Pretty much. And they of course told me part of the research is seeing if there's a spike of any cyst or tumor growth during pregnancy, when macromastia tends to accelerate."

"So, they basically making you stay knocked up?"

"Pretty much! It's kinda fun being pregnant constantly, not gonna lie. Men go nuts for a big pregnant belly, apparently."

"It does tend to tip off people that you love sex. How far along are you?"

She winced. "Only six months.... not even at the third trimester."

"Did they alter your genetics to carry a school bus worth of kids in your uterus every pregnancy?"

She blushed and bit her lip. "Mayyyybe. My mom kinda pushed them to do that because she said I'd look really hot immobilized by my own pregnant belly."

"I don't think your mom and I disagree there. She's really putting you through the wringer, huh? Making you grow massive breasts and a belly so full of kids you can't walk? Sounds like she likes pushing you around in wheelchairs."

"That's my mom. Cancer researcher and a total exhibitionist. She just loves showing me off. In fact, my lack of any top is her idea, too..... She says direct sun exposure and a lack of any constraints will help them grow."

"Does she mean your boobs or the cysts and tumors they're trying to study inside them?"

"Both! My mom is also a bit of a masochist.... She likes seeing me like this, so big, with these ridiculous udders..... Seeing me humiliated, topless, inflating like a big balloon is her dream come true."

"Damn, I think I wanna meet her, brainstorm new ways to humiliate you and watch you swell up so big you can't move. This is my kind of scientific research...."

"Ugh, you're still a total perv. Fine, her beach house is a few blocks away, wanna walk me there while I can still move on my own?"

"Hopefully not for very much longer if we have anything to say about it."

Camilla's breaths trembled a bit, she rubbed her belly. "I'm always going to be in need of more caretakers you know..... I'm sorry we broke up the way we did. I think I'm a lot less independent now and learning how much I like being submissive...."

"At least you came to your senses eventually." I smacked her belly, then one of her huge udders, grabbing it. "Good girl, didn't even try to stop me. Just a free use breeding cow, forced to swell up to the point of popping for mommy's medical research. You really aren't any different than cattle, are you?"

"No sir.... I'm not."

"What was that?" I grabbed her breast harder, causing it to spray milk, pulling her in. "Didn't know cows could speak...."

"Mooo....."

"There you go, how about I walk you home by this oversized udder and I show your mom the new trick I taught you. She'll be so proud of your new, corrected vocabulary."

[beatrix--stonehill]

Alyssa loved being a young, sexy trans influencer. It was like a dream come true to have so many people liking and sharing her posts, calling her beautiful, hot, professing how much they'd love to fuck her. People even seemed to like that she was trans instead of cis and encouraged her to show off her large cock's bulge in her outfits rather than always wearing dresses and skirts to hide it. She loved strutting around in tight shorts or leggings, flaunting her ten-inch cock, unashamed.

And yet, she stared at her reflection and knew what was happening to her. "I'm getting SO fat," she groaned, staddling the seat in front of the vanity after checking out her reflection. Indeed her doctor upped her estrogen and started her on progesterone to help grow out her breasts better. She knew what this meant. Only a few months and her ass got significantly fatter, up almost ten inches. She gently grinded her cock on the seat, left extra horny from the added hormones, dumber, needing sex soooo badly. And in place of sex, her body wanted more and more to eat to fill that void.

Her mother walked by Alyssa's open door, seeing her beautiful 19yo daughter staring a hole into her mirror. "What's the matter, darling?" her mom asked.

Alyssa turned toward her mom. "Oh! Ummm, sorry just being stupid.... but am I starting to get fat?"

"Sweetheart, listen to me. Firstly, you're drop dead gorgeous. Secondly, you are fat. And that's part of why you're so gorgeous."

"Mom! You seriously just called me fat?"

"Look at you, eating all day, masturbating as you eat. You keep asking for seconds and thirds and practically begging me for fast food every other night. You go through so much soda you're probably already diabetic. And I don't mean it as a bad thing. You should embrace it."

"Embrace it?"

"Show off your curves, tell your fans you plan on getting bigger, bulking up, gaining more fat. You love to overeat, darling, and I can tell because right now.... every time I mention how much you eat or that you're fat your cock twitches, it's so hard, sweetie. I think you might need a second dessert. And to stop torturing yourself, just take your pretty cock out, jerk off, be a good girl and shut off that chatty brain of yours. Pump your big, pretty cock and stuff your face. Get that ass as big as you can, your fans will love it. And so will the whole family."

"Mom...! Ummm, thank you! Can you bring me some pie then?"

"How about I warm up the whole thing and give you a half gallon of milk to drink."

"Make it a whole gallon?"

"That's what I like to hear, my beautiful, growing daughter."

One year passes....

"OMG guys, I just got back from the doctor's and I'm up another 40lbs from last time. I'm officially over 300lbs! 325lbs! Getting soooo huge! I just keep eating and eating, my doctor is delighted. My BMI is 52! I'm extremely obese now. My blood pressure's through the roof already, I'm diabetic, and my cholesterol is pretty much the same number as my weight! How cute is that? He was so pleased by my size and how fast I've started packing on weight we did a little photo shoot for him to hang on his wall next to my before pictures. Hopefully so more trans patients get inspired to fatten up.

I'm tucking my cock, but I'm up to fourteen inches. I think he snuck some Rocket into my new hrt. I love having such a huge cock! I play with it constantly during my Mukbang videos and my mom is hyper accommodating, giving me tons of food all day, helping me get bigger even faster! I love how she walks in, gathers my empty plates, bags and boxes as I jerk off, then gets more and just kisses the top of my head, waving to my fans as I stream myself for hours every day edging and gorging myself. This is totally what it means to be a woman, getting as fat as I can for all of your pleasure, and my own...

Mom already bought me a way bigger bed, and had people come in to renovate the house with wider doors and a toilet in my bathroom designed for people that weigh 800lbs. My ass is so fat I already fill it out a little, which turns me on to no end, knowing full well I'll be sitting on it one day soon at double my current weight, hardly able to walk or breathe on my own, a total ball of lard, no curves, just endless folds. My mom still encouraging me to get bigger as I cram greasy food into my fat face, three or four chins, unrecognizably huge. Naked all the time, unable to bathe. Totally filthy like how most super obese girls get on TikTok. Flies buzzing around me, a pile of waste building up behind me mom swears she'll clean when she gets around to it. Just completely disgusting, helpless, addicted to food, only able to cum if I push down on my enormous apron belly juuuust right. Godddd I can't wait!" ❤️

[beatrix--stonehill]

A young woman in a bikini approached Rebecca, her large breasts jiggling. She held a clipboard, smiling. "Hello, Ms. Parker, how are you finding the accommodations at your stay this afternoon?"

"Lovely, this resort is amazing. I'm so glad I picked it. Perfect place to unwind between semesters."

"I'm so happy to hear that! And my, you are looking very lovely. You're quite far along."

Rebecca giggled. "Yeah..... Triplets. Got another month or two actually."

"Wow, that's exciting news." She flipped the clipboard, handing it to Rebecca. "I did want to mention, just in case you were interested, we have an abortion specialist working today. She's really fast and super nice. I was carrying twins, nine months, not too long ago and she talked me into letting her work her magic!"

"Oh? Is that right? You know.... I've never had an abortion."

"Really? That's kinda surprising! Are you interested? It'd be complimentary!"

"For real? Mmmm, in that case, what's the harm, right? I always wanted to know what it's like..... Is she really busy?"

"Not at the moment." The young woman giggled. "The specialist was bored, sitting in the bar over there and she pointed you out to me. She sounded pretty excited!"

"Awww, she wants to give me an abortion that bad? How can I say no to that? Sign me up! Anything I need to do?"

"Nope! Just spread your legs wide, and she'll bring her equipment over. Do you want an anesthetic or pain meds?"

"Ummm, any you recommend?"

"Well, I go without meds. I think the pain is a nice rush. And It feels so intense when she really gets going..... I am a masochist though so I might be the wrong person to ask."

"Ooo, so am I! Every time I give birth I deny any meds.... so, Just spread and wait?"

"That's the idea. She's gonna have so much fun getting allllll of that out of you. Wow!"

"You can watch if you want...."

"I'd very much love that!"

[beatrix--stonehill]

Happy Detrans Anniversary! Two years since Out Monthly contacted me to see if I was interested in modeling for their Detrans issue. They're a fairly well known LGBTQ+ magazine, usually featuring models, articles, events, and tidbits of history. They decided to shine a light on euphoric detransition and how fun it can be. The idea being, like, it's not traumatic. You can just decide to try something else out and if you don't like it, oh well. At least you made sure.

Their lovely rep contacted me, telling me they enjoyed my fashion content and knew I was a really well-liked trans influencer and I was the perfect candidate to bring a fun spin to the detrans narrative. They said they'd happily accommodate me in any way possible, paying for top surgery, facial masculinization surgery. I was flattered but told them I lived as a girl pretty much since I was little and never went through male puberty. I loved being a beautiful girl and really took pride in my big natural breasts.

The rep called me up and we talked. They were SO sweet and said they understood how much I enjoyed being a girl but they'd do everything they can to give me a great experience 'trying out' living as a man. They knew it was scary that I never went through male puberty and masculinized, but more and more trans girls who transitioned young were going through male puberty lately out of solidarity or for TikTok challenges. My reach and 15M followers could mean a fun, positive detrans journey could get exposure to lots of trans influencers who might consider trying out masculinization for fun, too....

I was pretty curious. So.... I actually agreed. They flew me to California and omg guys, they detransitioned me SO fast. Like I could hardly think before I was pumped full of steroids, testosterone, dick growth pills, and had my gorgeous tits chopped off. My cock went from six inches to sixteen in just a few months and as soon as I started recovering, they made sure I hit the gym and bulked up. The results are incredible!

I never felt better! So strong, insanely horny, dominant, it felt so right compared to being so soft and feminine. They got me start out my new, very active sex life by fucking the detrans girls they brought in, who were living as guys. I even recognized a few as prominent influencers like me, no more binder, feminized, fattened up, given voice training by trans girls to sound fem again. I got to impregnate like.... ten detrans girls. Pretty soon my fans were going nuts over my new masculine body. I got even more modeling gigs and started traveling the world, fucking and impregnating hundreds of girls. Whenever I fuck a trans girl, I like to show her my old pics and remind her what she could be if she really wanted..... Life is good. So happy Out Monthly got in contact with me and convinced me to finally give being a man a shot. It was fun playing dress up for all those years but now it's time for me to live as the stud I was always meant to be!

[beatrix--stonehill]

"OMG Josh, hi!" Hannah greeted her old fling, waving a stump.

"What...? Oh, Hannah!" He walked up to her, eyeing her up and down. "You look a bit different than I remember," he joked.

Hannah blushed. "I know, right? Look at me! I'm flat chested and, well....." She shrugged. "So much for playing violin, I guess."

"Dammmn, you got hacked up real good. Was it an accident or....?"

"Nope! I was at this frat party that got wayyyy out of hand."

"That's some party.... Were you attacked or something?"

She shook her head, smiling. "Well, we all got pretty drunk and the guys started talking about stuff they fantasize about doing to girls. We were totally wasted. One guy said he really wanted to chop a girl's arms off. So, I was all giggly and like...... 'There's an axe in the shed behind the fraternity."

"And they just.....?"

"Went to town and had SO much fun. I was up to a JJ-Cup from when we dated and I was an H. I was kinda woozy but another guy groped and held up one of my breasts, pulling out a switchblade. He was all like 'These are next!' And all the guys went nuts. They tossed my arms and boobs on the fire. They wanted to keep going but...."

"You declined because you were sick of being chopped apart?"

"Nope! Not really. I just passed out from blood loss. They dumped me at an ER, where I was basically rushed to the Sorority Girl Who Partied too Hard Wing. They patched me up, salvaged a tiny bit of fat and breast tissue to give me a very small A-cup and tattooed me new nipples. They evened out my arms. Like one was past the elbow but the surgeon removed that and made my handlebars as he affectionately called them perfectly even. Don't you think they look great?"

"Uh, yeah. They're pretty sexy."

"I know, right? I'm so glad those guys had their way with me, a bit bummed they didn't keep going but whatever!"

"Damn, you're even more submissive than I remember."

"I can jog your memory." She bit her lip. "Take my handlebars for a spin. Oh, but I'll need you to help me if you wanna hang out or go on a date. Like, even going to the bathroom or getting changed...."

"That sounds incredible. I'd love to see you struggle, er, I mean help you out....."

"Good man, and you know..... if there's anything you've always wanted to do to a girl. Think of me as your canvas!"

"I might have a couple things in mind...."

"Yay! Don't spoil the surprise. I can't wait to know what's really going on in that kinky, twisted head of yours, Josh!"