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SHANE & ILYA + parallels

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They are everything to me, I fear.

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this agonized look on ilya's face

i've been thinking about it for hours

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THESE!!! 😭 -> #i keep going back to watch this scene over and over #it's such a delicious mixture of despair and pain and love #he's actually getting some of what he wants #which is already more than he already expected #someone who wants him #and wants to keep him for a long time #but for all of shane's let's be honest about how we feel he never said he loves him either #and he's been up all night trying to figure out a plan #so they can have any chance of a future #and ilya wants that #and ilya is floored that shane wants that too #wants HIM too #his face when he looks away is like #how can i not love him #but telling him could ruin all of it #because remember when he expressed more than shane last time? #he tries to circumvent with russian #because shane had opened that option up to him months ago #and it helped then #but this time it's not enough #(all the things she says plays in the distance) #he has to say it #and he's ready to try to take it back #i mean... #like he could explain it away as less of a big deal #he meant it in the same way shane said it to hayden!!! #but shane loves him too #and he says it and he isn't running #but this ilya doesn't know that yet

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[National Biways, Oct/Nov 1994]

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If a planet Conjuncts your chart ruler, does it have an effect on your appearance?

Yes, love. It can.

A tip, look at how tightly the planet conjuncts the chart ruler. 0 to 3 degrees will have a more noticeable affect.

EX: Say, Jupiter conjuncts your Aries ascendant. Your chart ruler is Mars. This means that you may not just have an athletic appearance, but you could be tall as well. (Jupiter expands whatever it touches)

EX 2.: Say, you are a Cancer ascendant. The moon is your chart ruler. Pluto conjuncts your moon. That quintessential soft and glowy exterior could take on a darker and more intense countenance. Instead of a cherub-like look (common with Cancerian risings), you could appear more intimidating. Darker features. Etc.