Man, is already almost May. This year is just flying by. I remember when I was a kid and has no sense of time and the year seemed to last forever and classes just dragged along in high school. 12 years ago I was starting middle school, technically I was already 4 months in, but back than I had absolutely no sense of time. Crazy thing is as much as I struggle in my classes for all that time it just never seemed to matter. Nothing I learned in those classes seems to apply to today, except that people can suck. Problem is, it took me time to actually understand that. Took me 10 years to actually get it. Okay, I guess I would be lying if I said I didn't know that to some degree. Between being bullied and pushed around by everyone in my life, I just tried to get through everyday and tried to convicted myself I was fine. Technically, according to most, I was fine, but it ran deeper than just the surface level. Doesn't anything though, everyone must deal with some sort of baggage that they carry around their while life without understanding it. As a child I was bullied by my brother's, emotionally abused by them and my father, my father constantly avoided me, my mother tried to control me and everyone else in the world didn't give to shits about me. To bring sexually abused as a child, by people I'm supposed to trust. The world is a crazy place. I plan on not taking revenge, but honestly, that kinda baggage leads to other baggage and can ruin people's lives. It can also cause health problems, whether mental, emotional, PTSD, you name it. Some people even sadly commit suicide. What's this world coming to? Time send to just be a concept to some people just to use it to ruin others people's lives. Seriously, why? Don't people have better things to do than to ruin other's lives? Yes, I understand that some people come from lives that were possibly ruined from the start by something they can't control and my heart goes out to them. For those who do it just for fun out "jealousy". What's the purpose? Some people kill themselves because of it, than others lives are ruined and you have absolutely no way to fix it. I don't know, I think life is with now than the flip of a coin. To me, time isn't money, it's much more than that.
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