BeautyWithinAna @beautywithinana - Tumblr Blog

Hey.. so it’s been a year since i last posted. Still riddled with issues 🤣

In the past year i gained 3lbs and one baby!

My second child, my first daughter. My princess 👑

So i’m still at 196lbs - exactly 14 stone.

For anyone new here - i’m 19. I have two kids, both under the age of 2. I’ve been posting on here for about 5 years now i think? Though some pretty big breaks in posting.

For my children’s sake, i will never let myself get deathly ill or let my illness take over my life. But i do still enjoy having an outlet for all those thoughts and feelings as it’s not something i have anywhere for irl.

Just started mounjaro for the second time! Took my first dose of 2.5 one hour ago. I’m gonna be tracking my daily intake and weight loss on here so, stay tuned :)

#it's not as simple as just eating #mounjaro #weight loss #weight management #food diary #easting disorder #health & fitness

Since i last posted ive gone from 196 to 178 🤘🏼 So happy

hotgirlscrythemselvestosleep

When you’re restricting and still not losing

hotgirlscrythemselvestosleep

Repost if you’re an 18+ Ed blog

I know there’s more of us out there

bowthing

“did you know..?”

yes, i have looked up every possible outcome that will come from my e/d, i simply do not care.

beautywithinana

it’s not that i don’t care, i just care MORE about being skinny! REEM

forever--sk1nny

REBLOG IF YOU'RE AN ACTIVE ÃNÅ ACCOUNT THIS MONTH I NEED MORE ACTIVE MUTUALS!!

fat-puppet

tiny-valerie

for someone obsessed with losing weight i really suck at it.

persocomie

being fat makes everything feel so wrong

i cant take a shower and feel clean, i cant sleep and feel relaxed, i cant go for a walk and feel refreshed

im tired of being disgusting

im embarrassed to be alive

notpr0thinsp0

Sabrina Carpenter ‘spo 💗🪩🎀

beautywithinana

my fiancés celeb crush, makes it hit harder tbh lol

minkymono

“But your body deserves to be nourished”

My gigantic mass of fat does not deserve anything 😭

pain-isnt--needed

i swear to god the longer you have your ed and the older you get the harder it becomes to romatize and rationalize your ed, like i know these behaviors won't get me anywhere, i know i won't be able to stop, i know id be happier if i recovered, i know that what im doing is stupid and pointless but i do it anyway bc yolo or something ig

beautywithinana

This!!!

SABOTAGE YOUR FOOD!

Craving something and find yourself in the kitchen half way through cooking something before you knew it? Sabotage your food, put too much spices on it to the point it’s unbearable to eat, too much salt or too much sauce.

That’s what i do, make the food and add the calories too my tracker and then when i can’t eat it, i take the calories away and it feels so good to know i resisted all those calories because i couldn’t possibly eat the food.