hyacinths.

and i told the world / that i have a plan / together we sang / im ready now .

[beauxarrow-old]

❝ Do you ever sell your soul for happiness and a corn chip? ❞

[mememeforrp]

Send “NO!” to find my muse dying on the battlefield

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mememeforrp‌:

Send “NO! reversed” for my muse to find your dying muse

[beauxarrow-old]

❝ All these ghosts... And I still can’t find a boo. ❞

[beauxarrow-old]

"Hey man, you hear about the new guy who just came in?" Wasn't an unusual thing for Kamui to say. Most of the time it had been commenting on heroes the archer wouldn't give a load of horse plop for; but whether this was ribbing or genuinely asking an opinion of someone he had already worked with (albeit briefly) was hard to pin. "Hear it's a real tough guy...." He winked, "Hates pirates." ~fairelance, Kamui

❝ Ugh, what is it now, Kamui? Surely, you have some one else that you’d rather bother. ❞ He rolled his eyes, which wasn’t unusual for him to do at Kamui since the other made him feel as if though he was on his last nerve. Still, he listened to what the mercenary had to say-- just in case the person who he was waiting for were to finally appear on some chance of luck. Leon was always hopeful and he was always over eager. Yet, he always found himself disappointed. Could this have been some sort of punishment from Mila herself? What could he have done wrong to result in such strenuous torture? How could he have deserved to be followed around by Kamui, rather than his darling and most trusted comrade? Though, this time he had felt it-- He had felt his heart skipping beat after beat at the thought of even meeting Valbar again.

❝ You had to play my own suffering heart like a viol, just to tell me that Valbar had finally returned to us? Enough of this conversation, show me where he is, Kamui. I... I’d love to see him again. ❞

[beauxarrow-old]

leon and personal beauty aka leon’s queer background and the importance of loving queer visibility

As being queer and queer identities are mainly accepted across Valentia, Leon’s self love, while may be seen as narcissistic to some, still carries on a great importance to his identity and his character. He had easily learned from a young age from his parents that being queer isn’t something to be ashamed of, rather something to be celebrated and acknowledged. Despite facing belittlement from his peers and challenging them to duels, he never truly hated his identity or hated how he looked.

When he was younger, he would keep his hair grown out longer and kept to a more androgynous look. Partially due to still figuring out his gender identity, Leon was no stranger to messing with gender roles despite soon identifying as male. Though he had traces of dysphoria up until he would officially transition with the help of transmutation and herb-like medicines, he still stayed in touch with a visibly queer appearance-- blending traditionally masculine and feminine elements to create a more comfortable and expressive look.

Leading up to joining the Zofian army, he had a partner whom he had a long crush and pine for back in the village where they had both grown up. As much as he looks for the beauty of one’s outer appearance, Leon especially values the inner beauty of potential partners. There aren’t any specific traits that he looks for in one’s appearance, but he is particularly picky on how he would want his partner to act and behave. Reluctantly, he joined the Zofian army to better please his partner’s inherent valor and strong sense of morality. During his time in the army, he would keep his hair braided up until he had lost his partner, then he had cut the back of his hair and continued to keep it that way to the present day.

During the events of the campaign, Leon had clung to Valbar in an attempt to cover up the trauma of losing someone dear to him. His idea of what kind of man he would want was skewed to fit the bill of someone that he had become infatuated with rather than someone that he was actually in love with. Valbar had come into his life at the right time to give him reassurance, but as much as Leon had cared for his friend, he was never actually in love with him-- Instead, he was trying to convince himself that the feelings that he felt for Valbar were genuine after not having someone caring and compassionate in his life for a while. 

After the events of the campaign, Leon looked to hopefully find love again. He grew the back of his hair out again like he had when he was younger and would braid it again from time to time. Despite the trauma that he had faced after the loss of a boyfriend who he had loved dearly, he still wanted to look and feel beautiful for himself rather than trying to seek out a potential partner. Finally after retiring from the Brotherhood of Knights, he was able to choose what he wanted to do with his time, rather than following the wishes of people that he has an affection for in an attempts to appease them. By doing so, he opened up a merchant shop of his own where he could make and sell items that didn’t give into the conventional norms of design.

Though his peers might deem his self love egotistical or narcissistic, and while their criticisms have some merit to an extent, his self love of a queer appearance was something that was as important as loving his own identity. Leon always carried himself with a sense of pride over not only his identity but how he expressed his identity through appearance. His focus on a non-conventional gender appearance helped him foster a loving environment for not only himself, but also allowed him to express a message that queer identities and queer appearances were something to not be seen as a pillar of self loathing but rather be expressed as beautiful and extraordinary. 

Tldr; Leon’s self love, for not only his queer identity but someone who is visibly queer, gives him empowerment through showing that an unconventional and binary breaking appearance is beautiful and exceptional rather than something to be ashamed of.

[ohprcr]

[beauxarrow-old]

Leon’s 3h verse

Warning: While there isn’t any major spoilers and it is mostly general, please proceed with caution if you are still wanting to remain spoiler free!

Age before time skip: 20

Age after time skip: 24

Affiliation: Knights of Seiros

House: Golden Deer (Leicester Alliance) 

Backstory:

After graduating from Garreg Mach Monastery, Leon joined the Knights of Seiros with his partner. During the events before the time skip, he worked for the Knights under Rhea. Though he wouldn’t consider himself a follower of the Church, his partner was a devout follower of the Goddess. Once their time as knights was up, the two of them had planned to marry off and move back to the Leicester Alliance. Unfortunately, this wouldn’t last long as over the events of the time skip, his partner had lost his life. Distraught and confused, Leon stayed with the Knights for the remainder of the time skip before he eventually broke off and followed Valbar to seek revenge on his family.

Through the time skip, Leon will join the house that currently has Valbar allied. Despite it being a few years since the loss of his partner, he is still willing to try again. He has four main endings: Valbar (Platonic), F!Byleth (Platonic), M!Byleth (Romantic), and an unpaired ending. 

Note: Because of Leon’s age, he isn’t interested in forming romantic relationships with any of the students at the monastery, especially since he wasn’t a student at the monastery when he got to know most of them. 

[beauxarrow-old]

"Hey bud," the mercenary didn't bother with too much of an announcement of his presence, "heard y' didn't do too well in the tourney." He shrugged, giving his odd companion a wide grin, "Meh! Whatever y'know? We both know they're all just lucky they didn't have to compete with a shot like you now." ~fairelance, mr. Kamui because i just now remember i have hi- /smack

❝ As much as I hate to say it... Thank you, Kamui. ❞ Leon gave his ‘ friend ’ a smile, though it soon faded. He didn’t want to admit it, but he knew that his shoulder was starting to get the best of him. He was still able to keep up the pace to an extent, but he didn’t know how long before he would fall behind. ❝ I certainly wouldn’t want to end this on a bad note, but I think that this might be the last time I enter this kind of tournament. It’s not because of my loss because I can recognize skill better than my own, but rather I fear that my injury might worsen more than it already has. I would hate to lose this hobby all together in an effort to prove myself when I have already proven so much. ❞

[beauxarrow-old]

❝ It shouldn’t be a surprise that Sonya took the victory, especially since her talents are almost the best that Valentia has to offer. ❞

[beauxarrow-old]

"Hey, Leon! I hear you're partaking in that tournament coming up. Archery, right?" Alm's approach is casual, a grin and a wave with his left accompany his footfalls as his right hand fiddles with an arrow, twirling it about. Setting it back into the quiver, he then reaches to his neck, unclasping a certain cherished necklace from it and slipping out a ring that hung from the chain, pocketing that and instead offering the pendant. "Think of it as good luck from Celica and me. I trust you with it"

❝ You both really didn’t have to do this for me… But I appreciate it nonetheless. ❞ He gave the other a smile as he took the favor. Despite making his plans to start settling down, Leon knew how much he would miss archery as his pastime. He hoped that maybe this tournament could give him some respite before he opened up his shop in the next few months or so.  ❝ Thank you, Alm. Though I don’t need a blessing to help my arrows find their mark– knowing that you and Celica are on my side means more than you know. ❞

[beauxarrow-old]

"My dad's gonna kick your ass." (from nina LOL)

❝ I’d like to see him try-- Unfortunately, though he may have a boyfriend, he still doesn’t possess the skills to outmatch my own. We’ll just have to wait and see... If he is able to climb the ranks to this point, he shouldn’t be underestimated and in return I’ll give it my all. ❞ 

[beauxarrow-old]

❝ May the best archer win. ❞

[gjollrbru]

i finally made a promo for my 3h character rp blog if anyone is interested. however if you are wary of character spoilers id recommend not following until youve reached a point where you are ready to see those!!

[beauxarrow-old]

❝  are you always this confident?  ❞ ~fairelance, Sonya

❝ And you aren’t? ❞ A smile curved from his lips as he looked upon the other. Of course she had to be able to hold her own worth and out of everyone in their traveling party, Sonya was someone that Leon could appreciate to an extent. ❝ I thought that a woman should appreciate her beauty– That seems like a striking statement of confidence, wouldn’t you agree? ❞ With a slight shake of his head, he soon returned his gaze. It was so strange that she considered him confident. Sure, it had seemed that way, but it had taken him years to come to that point. It had taken growth and insight for him to recognize his dignity and worth– to finally find his self-acceptance. 

❝ I’d like to think that having confidence in oneself can make them stronger. It’s hard to love others when you lack any love for yourself. There’s so much to love in the world even though it’s sometimes a bit rough around the edges, yet until I could respect myself… I don’t think I could fully enjoy what it had to offer. ❞

@fairelance

[witchspurred]

I know how quickly these can spread, so please like and reblog if you’d like to interact with the vengeful mage Sonya from Fire Emblem Gaiden/Echoes! In-game, Heroes, and more verses available! Written by an underage mun, Banayra, that is friendly to OOC chat/plotting and has 2+ years of RP experience, mostly on this platform. Remember to read the rules and bio, and I hope to see y’all soon!

[rpmusings-galore]

                               i could be your lover   &&   you could be my heartache

[andhungry]

hadestown lyric sentence starters.

❝  flood will get you if the fire don’t.  ❞

❝  there ain’t a thing that you can do.  ❞

❝  it’s an old song.  ❞

❝  i’m the man who’s gonna marry you.  ❞

❝  i also play the lyre.  ❞

❝  i’ve met too many men like you.  ❞

❝  see the world? i’ll make it beautiful for you.  ❞

❝  are you always this confident?  ❞

❝  when you look at me, what do you see?  ❞

❝  lover tell me, if you can, who’s gonna buy the wedding bands?  ❞

❝  the sun is hot, so am i.  ❞

❝  i’m as free as a honeybee.  ❞

❝  what we have, we have to share.  ❞

❝  i’ll give you a song for free, ‘cuz that’s how life oughta be.  ❞

❝  he could make you see how the world could be, in spite of the way that it is.  ❞

❝  i was alone so long i didn’t even know that i was lonely.  ❞

❝  this is how it’s always been.  ❞

❝  all i’ve ever known is how to hold my own.  ❞

❝  i wanna hold you.  ❞

❝  takes a lot of medicine to make it through the wintertime.  ❞

❝  everybody’s hungry, everybody’s tired.  ❞

❝  kinda makes you wonder how it feels.  ❞

❝  if you wanna keep your head, you gotta keep your head low.  ❞

❝  in the coldest time of year, why is it so hot down here?  ❞

❝  it ain’t right and it ain’t natural.  ❞

❝  i recall there was a time we were happy, you and i.  ❞

❝  everything i do, i do it for the love of you.  ❞

❝  if you don’t even want my love, i’ll give it to someone who does.  ❞

❝  hey, little songbird, gimme a song.  ❞

❝  i wanna lie down forever.  ❞

❝  weren’t we birds of a feather?  ❞

❝  help yourself, to hell with the rest. even the one who loves you best.  ❞

❝  ain’t nobody but yourself to trust.  ❞

❝  aim for the heart, shoot to kill. if you don’t do it then the other one will.  ❞

❝  cast your eyes to heaven, you get a knife in the back.  ❞

❝  wouldn’t you have done the same?  ❞

❝  wait for me, i’m coming with you.  ❞

❝  when’s the last time you saw the sky?  ❞

❝  wipe away your tears.  ❞

❝  you sell your soul, you get your due.  ❞

❝  but don’t you see? it’s different with me.  ❞

❝  there must be some mistake!  ❞

❝  it was a mistake, alright. and now you gotta pay for it, for the rest of your life.  ❞

❝  a lot can happen behind closed doors.  ❞

❝  is anybody listening?  ❞

❝  nothing can wake me now.  ❞

❝  why are you getting on your knees?  ❞

❝  i’m asking you to marry me. marry me, say ‘i do’. i came all this way to ask you to.  ❞

❝  the two of us, you and me. that’s how it would have been, if the world was different.  ❞

❝  it ain’t no use; you’re bound to lose.  ❞

❝  is it true what they say?  ❞

❝  how long have we been married?  ❞

❝  i don’t mind if you look at other girls now and then.  ❞

❝  how does the sun even fit in the sky?  ❞

❝  love is not a gilded cage.  ❞

❝  soldier on and then the war will bring us peace.  ❞

❝  the heart of a man is a simple one.  ❞

❝  gotta think quick, gotta save face.  ❞

❝  what you gonna do now?  ❞

❝  men are fools, men are frail. give them the rope and they’ll hang themselves.  ❞

❝  with his kiss, the riot starts.  ❞

❝  you said that you would stay with me.  ❞

❝  can’t promise you fair sky above. can’t promise you kind road below. but i’ll walk with you, my love, any way the wind blows.  ❞

❝  just keep singing.  ❞

❝  the coldest night of the coldest year comes right before the spring.  ❞

❝  doubt comes in and my heart falters.  ❞

❝  you’re early.  ❞

❝  i missed you.  ❞

❝  pour the wine and raise a cup.  ❞