A Lot Of Crap

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[oh-my-god-why-is-my-brain]

Yo, hey!

This is Joe. I made him out of my 'I'm Not Going Crazy' PlayDough.

Joe likes jello and building sandcastles. His favorite color is yellow and he loves turtleneck sweaters. He loves you a lot and hopes you're happy.

I think Joe should be the mental health awareness mascot.

Spread Joe around!

[borderlinebatshitt]

i’m sorry i’m such a failure i’m sorry i’m sorry please dont leave me

[serotnin]

me: ah, I’m just being paranoid…………………. (squints) or is it my intuition

[charlotteagerillustration]

i can’t get angry at you, so i just get angry at me 

[cosmiicbear-deactivated20170328]

BPD is not something you can say “I relate to this” to when you see a list of symptoms and things we go through or if we explain to you what we go through.

It’s much more than that. The emotions we experience are not only intrusive but PAINFUL.

To us, it feels as though the world is ending. Like we are a trapped animal, and the only way of escaping is chewing off our own leg. These feelings are not something you can just casually brush off as “relatable.” Please don’t do that to us.

Stop making it a “relatable” illness when it’s not. It makes us feel invalid when a non BPD person says things like “I know how that feels” or “I relate”. You DONT know how it feels. You DONT go through what we do.

Sure you might experience guilt, depression and anxiety- but not on the same levels as us. I hope you never have to experience that.

This illness KILLS PEOPLE. That is not something you can just relate to.

[chesh-ires-deactivated20210426]

honestly if you wouldnt say to someone who’s terminally ill “dude i relate to how you feel like life’s not worth living” dONT SAY IT TO SOMEONE WITH A MENTAL ILLNESS WITH SUCH A HIGH DEATH RATE EITHER!!!!!

i’ll say it for literally 700 whole years but 60% of all people with borderline will attempt suicide!! YOU ARE LITERALLY MORE LIKELY TO MEET A BORDERLINE WHO WILL ACT ON SUICIDAL THOUGHTS THAN NOT!! THE AVERAGE AMOUNT OF TIMES THEY WILL ACT ON THEM IS THREE TIMES IN THEIR LIFE!! THAT’S LITERALLY THREE SEPERATE ATTEMPTS TO STOP LIVING!!

and 10% will have sUCCEEDED!!!!

BORDERLINE SYMPTOMS ARE NOT ABOUT THEIR RELATABILITY THEYRE ABOUT HOW THEY LITERALLY MAKE SO MANY OF US WANT TO STOP LIVING!! WE HAVE TO LIVE LIKE THIS!! FOREVER!! IT’S TERRIBLE!! STOP SAYING WE’RE RELATABLE AND NEUROTYPICALS FEEL THE SAME WAY!!

THEY! DO! NOT!!

[ohgoditssatan]

Me: I wanna turn my whole life around and rule the world!!!

Me an hour later: Lol jk I wanna kill myself.

[pglang]

nice joke bro now i'm insecure

[anxietyproblem]

[destroymylife]

[understands]

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[understands]

[recaption]

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[brutalnightmare-deactivated2023]

'' important''

[shut-up-emrys-deactivated202005]

shout out to everyone with anxiety who are struggling to adjust to the major life changes that are happening. yall are hella valid and we will get through this.

[mentalwordvomit]

“Well they’re still family!”

Nah, no, fuck you

[olearypoetry]

“You are young. Even if you have nothing else. You still have time.”

— O. Leary

[especially]

[reluctant-catboy]

I know I’m emotionally tired and not physically tired and a nap will not help but that won’t stop me from taking a nap every day