becleverandkind

🏳️‍🌈 Queer, nonbinary, ADHD 🏳️‍🌈

[becleverandkind]

On my mission to find "my person" I've found a few gems that I now call my friends.

So instead of a person I've found my people ❤️

[stricatul]

My favorite sex position is when you communicate your feelings in a direct way. So i don’t have to do the emotional labor of trying to decode exactly what the fuck you’re saying

[becleverandkind]

I've been quiet. On purpose this time.

I've begun my trans clinic journey and will have consultations later this year...

....after I deliver our baby.

I've been with my partner since last autumn. We've been together before and know each other since childhood.

I'm comfortable to be myself with them.

And I love them.

Everything is happening so fast, but we waited our time too long already. If this is going to last, it is going to last. We can't predict the future so we just need to live this life how it feels ours.

All we need is happiness. Big or small, it doesn't matter.

[guerrillatech]

[vexiad0]

Dropped her like a brick lol, that's how you know she's actually a serious activist, good on her

[becleverandkind]

Sex with an emotional connection and nostalgia is rare kind of magic.

I waited fifteen years, but it's been worth it.

I feel fully satisfied and insatiable at the same time it makes me go maaaaad. Like really insane.

Now I don't know how or when to stop.

So I think I'm broken again, but this time I don't want to be fixed.

I want to stay this way, but I know this is like a wave. It comes and goes.

I feel like crying and dying, but with a huge smile on my face all the same.

[becleverandkind]

Chaos, chaos every day,

and when there is not,

I can feel those

echoes, echoes,

coming to my way.

They’re growing in the sides of my path.

Crossing over my feet with every taken step.

Suddenly I’m running.

The quicker I get, the louder the echoes are.

And the chaos.. It keeps me at bay.

It slashes my feet, my face.

Crossing and crossing, over and over again.

Until I stop and start begging for my release.

Chaos is putting me at my place.

Chaos is holding me from reaching out of here.

Chaos is surrounding me to feel everything.

Chaos is suffocating me.

Chaos will be the death of me.

[becleverandkind]

I want to let people under my skin.

To know me, to feel me and to hold me.

[stricatul]

[guerrillatech]

[segamascott]

like to charge reblog to cast obviously

[lokislady17]

Alright world, now we know what has to be done.

[becleverandkind]

Please someone explain to me;

Why does intelligence make my knees weak?

Reading just for fun

is something I too have done.

Playing with words,

deciding should we use them for good

or for hurt.

Like there is nothing behind it,

I treasure every word, every moment pining.

Emotionally you're with me,

but I'm not sure that's your place to be.

We have a complicated history,

maybe you seek an adventure and I seek a mystery.

[stricatul]

As I grow older,I'm starting to understand that one of the purest forms of love is consideration. When someone thinks about how things would make you feel, pays attention to detail, and holds you in regard when making decisions that could affect you. In any relationship, the depth of care can be measured by how much they consider you.

[becleverandkind]

I am bubbly and joyously loud, kind, considerate, gentle and sensitive.

I feel fiercely, I'm passionate, intuitive and spontaneous.

I wear my heart on my sleeve.

Even when I'm quiet, my face has subtitles.

These are my daily positive affirmations.

I'm trying to prove myself I'm lovable just as I am.

[becleverandkind]

Look at this cutie that my friend made for me 🥹😍❤️

[becleverandkind]

Am I too sensitive for this life?

[depsidase]

[becleverandkind]

I needed pounding, but I wasn't pounded. Even tho I was able to tell what I wanted and that they were able to tell what they wanted.

Everything felt off except when I was sitting on their face. I think our bodies didn't match sexwise? And my brain didn't shut up and I was almost spiraling.

We talked months and months that we should have sex together and now it's done.

I was happy but surprised that when I said this is enough and I didn't want to continue they stopped immidiately.

And IT. WAS. OKAY.

Then........ Then I started crying(!!) because I realized this was _the first time_ I didn't continue having sex regardless my own feelings AND I was able to vocalise that I wanted to stop AND

it. was. okay.

There was no pressure to continue, there was zero amount of guilt tripping.

There was a shoulder to cry on, cuddle and just breathe.

And that was the story of my fwb going back to just f. I mean a friend, not a fuck. Maybe it was meant to be this way? I have only friendly feeling towards them and they're not trying to find anything more than sex anyway.

I'm glad it happened this way (and it didn't cause any harm), but still I'm a bit disappointed, but I don't exactly know why.

Is this normal (and okay normal is bullsshit anyway)? Should I just stop and move to some cave somewhere?

[westanovencleaner]

the whole "ao3 and tumblr are our parents" thing is especially great considering the "you've already left kudos here." we are the petulant children who want more than one cookie and ao3 is saying no.

[becleverandkind]

So if we don't necessarily agree the limits Ao3 has given us, we can ask tumblr and have access for more. So... The only thing we need to do is wrap tumblr niiiiiiice and tiiiiiiiight around our pinkies, right?