help.

[yuumei-art]

In memories of @qinniart who fought for her life and lived her best as an artist until the very end.

I haven't been spending much time on social media so I didn't keep up with any artist. I knew she was going through some health issues with her heart but I didn't realize she also had stage 4 cancer.

It's so surreal that I won't be seeing her art anymore. It's hard to process this sadness, like a bad dream you'd expect to wake up to. In the back of my mind I always thought I would see her post about her heart getting better one day, like you would expect a happy ending. It's not fair what happened.

At least she's no longer in pain. Rest in peace.

[til-i-see-my-bones]

[i-miss-my-90gb]

*says something and gets what i interpret as slight disinterest in response* okay!!!! I will not speak again

[depression-healthy-carrier]

Well, well, well, if it isn’t the consequences of my own actions

[krisanthemumstheword]

[hipstered]

Me trying to express how I feel: idk I just feel like…idk…idk…idk man. Nvm I’m good.

[imthelesbian-archive-deactivate]

It’s okay if the most significant thing you did this year was get through it

[kinkynkute1]

Amen to that.

[lightasafeatherlove]

Have you ever looked down at your thighs and just thought

“no. that’s disgusting”

[sn00wflake-thin]

[happinessisabutterfli]

[flowerstem-girl]

Here is my body but where is my mind?

[casualpastelgay]

I super apologize for doing this again but I’ve on my second week of being unable to work because of my rib fracture and I already missed a lot of work early on in October because of Bronchitis so money is a little tight coming the end of the month. I’m not in danger of going in the red but if anyone wants to throw a couple bucks my way to ease the edge of my stress that would be awesome. [paypal.me] [ko-fi]

[casualpastelgay]

Update: I’m cleared for work now but because of my extreme limitations I’m not being scheduled until Friday(possibly a partial shift Wednesday but I’m not sure) so that’ll be three blank paychecks. I’m glad I’ll be able to go back to work soon but I could still use some help with funds.

[casualpastelgay]

Update: I thought I’d be scheduled for Friday-Sunday this week but I’m only being scheduled for Friday. I’m glad to at least get a day but it’s still just one day. Still looking for some assistance especially since at this rate I’m not sure how I’ll fare on Friday.

[casualpastelgay]

Update: Friday was bad, could only manage half a shift while having to do things the doctor said I should not be doing because we are still understaffed. To top that all off one of my senior coworkers told me that when he told our store manager he was sending me home early bc of how much pain I was in she rolled her eyes and sighed at him then said “sorry this is just stressful”. I’m the one with a broken bone doing stuff I’m not supposed to be doing because you’re so much of a bitch that you’ve literally made three hotel people quit!! She’s lost the little amount of respect I had left for her, if she’d done that to my face I would’ve quit. I’ve cried multiple times out of pain and frustration and all I’ve really done since I got home is lay in bed because I’m still sore.

[cucumbercrepes]

[eversleeps]

fuck yall for not recognizing the fact that mentally ill people can be academically gifted and be amazing with academics and school work, yet still suffer just as much. we deserve the same amount of recognition and validation as those who struggle academically because of their mental health.

my other symptoms are NOT erased because i have the ability to complete schoolwork.

[ogiltig]

[larvaira2-deactivated20200303]

[thinning-cancerian]