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[bee-makes-a-heart]

my online store launches TOMORROW, february 14 at 8am est!

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[pldubrahs]

still thinkin’ a lot abt how gorgug said “that sounds like a cool idea” to ragh’s suggested three-way makeouts

[vampiremood]

personally I'm a big fan of the moment a vampire gets Embraced being a metaphor for a sudden, irreversible trauma. maybe you thought you knew what it would be like but you couldn't have understood the actual enormity; maybe it was an accident or something completely out of your control. either way this event happens to you and you are changed forever

now your emotions are unstable. your anger is all-consuming, your fear takes your body away from you, and always always always you are a danger to others if you can't control yourself from what you want and need. you can no longer be in the daylight living a typical life, so your social world completely changes and so does the environment. you might be stuck now with cold empty streets and buildings. you might cling to clubs and bars are the only places where you get to be around people living their lives. in some severe cases, you can't even look at yourself anymore, or perhaps the figure in the mirror is someone you don't recognize. your past identity and way of being has been taken away, permanently

you do what you have to in order to survive. and your new way of surviving, the only way you can exist, is something society finds disgusting or fetishizes. it doesn't matter what other people think because it's all you can do anyway. your new "community", those who most understand what you're going through, are themselves traumatized and suffering, in a constant state of victim and perpetrator. maybe they want to help you but maybe they want to use you. maybe you want to be kind but now your very nature makes real consent and honesty difficult, so in some ways you are a user and abuser too

do young vampires think about their last "normal" day? was it perfectly mundane, with no warning that it would be the last one? if they could have that day again, would they try appreciate all the little details like the warmth of the sun and the taste of lunch better this time? or would they try desperately to change their fate and avoid what's coming for them? well. you can't change the past. you can only do what you can with what you have now

[jabberwick]

IM NOT A PERVERT!!!!!!!! Darkness Man bc im already rewatching CCOD

[thecollectibles]

Virgo by Artem Chebokha

[wtchysvto]

THE ORIGINAL SIN

[bee-makes-a-heart]

For the album art - Fig and Olivia Rodrigo’s newest album? Adding combat boots and horns to that picture just feels right…

this is so valid thank you for sharing!! i was also considering GUTS or hounds of love (in which i would replace the dogs with baby and baby baby lol)

i would love to hear the voice of the people…

fig album?

you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love

GUTS

hounds of love

Voting ended onJul 29

[reaandull]

something something bad kids going worse something something (redraw of this)

[humanzbeing]

"I don't feel good about what you've done"

Rewatching Junior Year rn, felt compelled to draw my fav stressed goddess </3

[sleepyseaslug]

romants

[bee-makes-a-heart]

kristen as the valentine album cover because snail mail wrote the song madonna for her and her alone <3

[nikoco11]

i’ve just been copy and pasting the same 4 drawings of her over and over LOL .. my collages… scrapbooking..

[folkdances]

people on here make ocs and they're mostly men and they ship characters and they're always men and they have favourite characters and they're always men but sometimes they say the men are like women not trans ones though because that would be guh-ross and harsh the vibe of the #fandomspace and they write fanfiction about men and talk about how complicated and #deeplywritten their male favs are and they'll watch movies and tv shows with mostly male casts in every way that matters and not question it because well what do you want them to do about it and they don't even care that that's what they're doing to them it's pure coincidence they always like the male characters better it's pure chance that women are only interesting as yaoi cheerleaders and actually when they write female characters as yaoi cheerleaders they're doing them a favour because they were just so poorly written in the source material it's the charitable thing to do men men men men men men men and if you say anything about it well you're being a killjoy you're being no fun you're being homophobic you're being a misandrist god what is it about women right what is it about women always trying to ruin our fun? why do they care so much? they're just women. who wants to think about women at all.

[anonyymoose]

stage 1 of liking media: yeah this thing is pretty good!

stage 2 of liking media: haha remember when blorbo bleepus did that thing that was so funny

stage 3 of liking media: huh this one song is kind of blorbo bleepus… if you think about this other song is also kind of blorbo bleepus

stage 4 of liking media: blorbo bleepus is really interesting… here’s a sensible analysis post

stage 5 of liking media: FUCK. THE CHARACTER. THE CHARACTER IM HAVING A CHARACTER ATTACK

stage 6 of liking media: well let’s see what ao3 has to offer!

stage 7 of liking media: everything goes on my character playlist. this song with no lyrics is about blorbo bleepus exploding a building and looking really cool. if this lyric was an entirely different sentence it would fit perfectly

stage 8 of liking media: who wants to hear about these characters new pronouns and mobility aids

[coffinvows]

fit from a few weeks ago i never posted

[fairycosmos]

t shirt that just says WHATEVER YOU’RE READING INTO MY FACIAL EXPRESSIONS AND BODY LANGUAGE YOU’RE MISINTERPRETING

[bee-makes-a-heart]

adaine as the bella donna album cover because i like adaine and i like stevie nicks :)