Idk Man

He/They | 23 | I like to draw chonky men. I take requests for my OCs only.

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hi hi decided i will be moving to be exclusively on bluesky for the time being! go follow me over there if you'd like to continue seeing my work

also i'm not fucking around with the no age in bio/pinned = blocked

if you followed me with a blank account just to lurk and i blocked you you'll have to contact me somehow (i am not on this account much anymore so idk how you'll get in touch with me) and tell me who you are for me to go unblock

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I followed you a long time ago for fat stuff, and when u first talked about cookies I also got into cookies because I wanted to Understand the Context. And that exposed me to shmilk and that locked me in and I'm still obsessed. And I was just thinking about how fat fetish art brought me to this point. So thanks! cause I'm pretty happy with it.

awww this is so sweet! It's nice to hear I've gotten people into stuff with my art,,,

and ngl this desire to just Abandon being a kink creator has been such a back n forth thing because i feel bad that people do enjoy my content but i just think it's taken too much of me than it's given me at this point and i don't necessarily want to just Leave but the way things are are not good for my mental and ultimately that needs to take priority.

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So I learned Firefox has a containers extension that lets me be logged into multiple accounts on the same website at once basically so we may finally go ahead with making some new accounts cause I would love to participate in the community more and I just don’t because this is a side blog so I can’t really follow kink people to see new kink content regularly (I desperately wish tumblr had a way to make multiple dashboards and put certain people and things I follow on certain ones)

We may also make an account for my SFW stuff too and I’ll convert the primary account this is under into my fandom account(?) and I can just make sideblogs for all of my fandoms (instead of extensively tagging everything I rb)

I’ll make a more formal post about this at some point because I will be deleting this blog then, or maybe just abandon this primary all together so I don’t have to delete stuff and don’t have to vigorously clean out this account

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Uhh take this chibi Bazil I drew a couple days ago cause I’ve been p into men with movement of some sort in their stomach. Idea was Alincia uses the fact Bazil isn’t human to run weird experiments on him (potentially using him as some sort of incubator here I guess??? Idk I’m ‘splorin)

Also been enjoying like, tummies getting so big they burst open the fly of the pants but the belt still holds together idk idk

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it's a new month and even tho we might've started the month with a lil hiccup this month will be BETTER and if it's not then the next month will be and if it's not then even tho my hope may waver i will not lose my joy and whimsy and desire to help and make things better for myself and others and i will learn to lean on others more and maybe,,, learn to show others that i can get sad, upset, and hurt and i am strong but to be truly strong you must be flexible enough to bend because if you're just Strong then at some point you will crack, crumble, and be obliterated, and if you're too flexible then you will get smushed by anything and never be able to support anything, including yourself

I will probably continue shifting my focus to my sfw stuff as i continue to find more joy and fulfillment there and working on lessening my social media/internet addiction and working on being more active in my local irl communities (i would love to sell my crafts/art one day)

i may go clean up some of my sideblogs/repurpose them because i am honestly just Too Lazy to have separate main accounts ngl

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I finally splurged and bought some stuff from Uniqlo that wasn’t just one of their collab t-shirts and my roomie said like oh yeah Uniqlo does capsule wardrobe stuff so I looked up what that is and like,,, is that not the usual thing people do? Just buying clothes u can mix n match? My wardrobe is just a bunch of graphic t-shirts and jeans/some shorts + some different shoes for different occasions/styles

Granted I have a Lot of shirts (literally kinda pruned some of my older ones that look really worn out yesterday) as I try to make room for some shirts that fit the aesthetic I want to move towards. Also just investing in good graphic tees (like Uniqlo’s) because I do think at my heart I’d like to be a minimalist, just not some white/brown/beige one lol.

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I drew the cutest Arlo’s in class last week

Feels like I’m tricking myself into liking myself cause the main thing I did was base his face/body more off my own

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So can shit like, stop happening this month

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As a woman who is obsessed with men's hips I thank you for blessing me so <3

As an enby/genderfluid/who fuckin knows, ur welcome!

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make a man HUGE and SWEATY and STEAMY yknow as a treat

You’re so right tho,,, I should,,, for morale (my mental wellbeing)

Right now I should go cook the food I bought the other day tho oops.

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Do u know how much psychic damage it did for me to go rewatch a ch. 8 scene cause of how sexy i thought this guy and his voice was only to go on twitter and find out his VA also voiced the lil green thing from cut the rope

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not really a question or request but wanted to tell you that Griss has been added to Fire Emblem Heroes as the free GHB recently.

I saw!! I wish his damaged art was more horny but I will take whatever engage stuff I can get cause it feels like a weirdly dead fandom 😔

I’m currently suffering under the weight of my school and life responsibilities but perhaps I can find some time to doodle a griss.

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happy Valentine’s Day 🩷

ah ty! happy vday to you too!

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I slept for like 12 hours today and woke up cured from the insatiable horny I’ve been feeling from the past few days huh???

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Crk BY ch. 8 spoilers//

I need to draw him so,,, sweaty,,,,,

This is just so fucking good man,,, the idea that his hair comes apart when he’s drained. That he uses his powers to keep it together/sleek

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What if I made a self insert/OC for cr so I can obliterate but/ter roll coo/kie,,,

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How could I every deny someone (me) asking me (me @ myself) for more sweaty and uncomfortable men with a dash of chonky (nobody asked for this)

Trying out putting alt text for my handwritten dialogue!