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Finally after so long, Doing what i Love most #Swimming

A door closes, and another New one Remerges =)

Well you know today was a pretty big day for me. Just a brief overview, this semester in our studies we were required to join a event or campaign for one of our subjects and i choosen Philantrophy or Charity for TLC or the Truly Loving Company. And today was the day we basically had to organize ourselves into positions and so on. Honestly, haha believe it or not i actually wanted to be the Vice chair, i guess i wanted the position and ability for me to do something more for the event. And frankly i thought i got it but i ended up not getting it, had mix feelings at first, both happy that you know the responsibility isn't that heavy yet again disappointed i didn't get what i hoped for. But the great thing is seeing how God works in his own ways. Previously i was asked whether i wanted to join CF camp committee something i really wanted to join however i was sooooooo afraid of the responsibilities i had this semester. I thought the dateline was sunday as said by the Person in Charge but he only asked me yet again just now would you like to be a part of camp committee? I was hesitant at first, but ultimately i decided to join and just realizing eh, perhaps this happened to offer me a way to be apart of CF Camp committee this Semester. Somehow, i believe in God's planning, haha still amazed now, am glad though i have two events i have to plan for this semester i am rather excited for it, challenged is indeed accepeted all for CHRIST! =)

Sometimes if feels as if we're missing out on all these different people, but in reality, we're just being saved, for the right person.. I guess i just got to learn to relax cause i don't want to be those guys who is always angry about being single and without having a girl of my own. Gotta start to change and learn to love God, my Mum and myself first and foremost.

Behind the eyes of every person, lies a unfathomed self not conform to the expectations of society, but only to one's own self.

Ever since our ESP youth camp back in 09, am truly so privilege to have had this Amazing friendship with this great friend of mine :) Thanks for everything & hope to see you soon Olive! :) #Montage #Friendship #OnceIn@BlueMoon #Meet-Up #TakeCare

#montage #oncein #friendship #takecare #meet

A car? 7? Love? #Timing

The more i think about it the more i want a car now. It'll definitely make my life here in KL so much more convenient especially in going for classes and hanging out with friends. There are many things i want in life, heck who doesn't? We all have our own needs and wants. However now, i think back, in my own life there has been so many things i have always wanted in life, yet at every turn God has provided it all. Some examples? 1. I wanted a smartphone back in 2011, and my uncle blessed me with one. 2. I wAnted a beautiful room in my university life, and back in 2011 & 2013 God blessed me with beautiful rooms in segamat and kl. 3. I always wanted a ipad, and my auntie gave me one lasy year. 4. I wanted a university life which had a campus life, and God placed me in tarc. 5. I dreamt of visiting japan again, and last year i toured japan :) 6. I prayed for great new friends in kl when i came up from johor, and God gave me people like tong, andrea, esther, jean, kristine, vincent, zoey and many others :) 7. Since young i had always dreamt of being more than just a normal swimmer, i wanted to achieve something that i cld be proud of myself, and last year i successfully got my life guard qualifications :) You know its simple things like this that just vividly shows me how awsome God has been in answering my needs though however immature or demanding i may be in so many times, yet he always provides. Even now, two things i want most, a car and finding my partner. Though honestly many times haha even im laughing now i can be a little desperate in wanting to find love (coming from a guy who has never dated before). Somehow i just now, i just know i'll meet her one day, just one day all my daydreams, prayers and wishes will be answered. Though i may be so impatient at times, God will provide, so to as my car, grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr =P And when that day comes, i will love you as my baby forever and give you all the love you need and take you around the world, btw im talking about my car =P hahaha. #God let me be patient, to wait for your right timing as you've always done in my life and have faith in you when the day comes, i'll be amaze by you. #Amen

Tried burger lab for my first time today, and its really really what its all hyped up about. Simply delicious :)

But first, lets take a Selfie :) #Cfers #+ #Freshies #SocietyDayEnds #Fun #Friends

#cfers #societydayends #friends #freshies #fun

My dream car next year, if it really comes true theres gonna be tears on my eyes gao gao T.T #Car #Dream #Hope #Pray #EyesBigBig

A Friend

They say people come and go in life. Different people come in different seasons of our lives for different purposes, to help, to encourage, or simple just be there for you perhaps through a tough time. For people, people has always come and go in my life and honestly i really do envy people whom seem to have a bestfriend with them all their life. Coming from a single child and single parent family, companionship has always been that something i always seek for, someone being there for me. I mean who doesn't want that huh? And it always sucks to see a friend whom you once became so close before just vanish before your eyes. Especially if its someone you cherish dearly and genuinely have affection for. Heartache, thats the word the describe it every time when the cycle repeats itself. Thinking about the person and the past deeds done together, it all seems so serial just like a dream, and you wonder how did things get as it is now? How ironic and mean reality can be sometimes. Guess all i have really want is to find a companion, a friend, someone whom will always be there for you thick & thin and without all these #Shallowness of Hi and Bye friendships. Something rare to find these days. Still praying & hoping that one day, just that one day, my prayers will be answered.. p.s #UrStillCherishedDeeply #NeverforgottenU

Haven't been back home since CNY, being back here now, all i would say, is Home Sweet Home :) #Glad #Home #Family #Memories #Food #Yumcha #Relax #JOHORBAHRU

#family #relax #food #yumcha #johorbahru #memories #home #glad

Didn't win much in today's History Quiz but still had a great time :) #BigHistory #Picwif #Fikri #Redfm #XoxoBrothers #PetroScience

#petroscience #bighistory #picwif #fikri #xoxobrothers #redfm

Things are changing, the thing i feared most of happening is occurring. Sigh, this is gonna end up like how it always had before, and left alone yet again. #PlsDontHappen #DontChange #Notnow

Chillaxing with brothers. What else could be better than a moment like this? :) ,#lifeguardbuddies #chillax #sembreak #beertower

#chillax #beertower #sembreak #lifeguardbuddies

In memory of Hero, the dog which has been a part of the lives of mine and my family in Japan for almost 16years now, Rest In Peace. I'll will always remember the memories with him every time i visit Japan since i was a little little boy. You'll be missed, our Hero forever.. #RestInPeace

#restinpeace

Everytime when i think about it, i feel i shouldnt be doing what i'm doing with you. #confused

Finally!!! After waiting for so so long my Cert is here! :) #Thankful #Grateful #LifeSaver #JohorBranch

#thankful #johorbranch #lifesaver #grateful

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