THE SCUMMY MAN

The cradle rocks above an abyss, and common sense tells us that our existence is but a brief crack of light between two eternities of darkness.

[sprint95]

saint-denis 2024

[eckhouselatta-blog]

anohni for DAZED - mel bles (2016)

[fuckyeahmercury]

Freddie with hit cat Oscar

[zegalba]

Otto Künzli: Ring für Zwei (1980)

[behindtheperception]

I used to have very lowkey suicidal thoughts in the sense of "I'm overwhelmed and just want this to stop" but they weren't really suicidal thoughts I guess, and when I was heartbroken a few years back and in so much pain that I wanted it to stop, but now I just realized that I don't know if I want to live because what if it never gets better? I feel like I'm getting older but I'm still so broken and insecure and anxious… why would I want to live like this? why would I want this pain and stress to just continue and continue and continue? like I want to live and I don't want to kill myself but I don't want to live like this either and I feel like no one can fix me.

[gayocats]

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[nyooms-deactivated20150102]

[rabbiets]

[donnerpartyofone]

demonic love

[twoseparatecoursesmeet]

Suki at the Sink, 1963

Doris Thomas 

[strechanadi]

Laetitia Pujol, Mathieu Ganio

Le chant de la terre

photo: Ann Ray

[cavetocanvas]

Ana Mendieta, Body Tracks, 1974

[silkeu]

by Sky-Genta

[behindtheperception]

kinda miss being a child and being appreciated for who I was instead of having all my worth rely on whether or not I am sexually desirable

[behindtheperception]

and yeah I mean being a CHILD because lbr I've been sexualized since I was a teenager

I want to kill every fucking man that was gross to me back then my heart kinda aches thinking of how I was still just a child and how these grown ass fucking men would see me as a sexual object and I feel like it's influenced who I am today A LOT and a lot of my mental issues stem from those experiences, idk

anyway I'm sat at home crying instead of working on my deadline I'm dumb

[behindtheperception]

kinda miss being a child and being appreciated for who I was instead of having all my worth rely on whether or not I am sexually desirable

[elliot-amy]

photograph from Nigel Wingrove

[kaalbela]

Bidhannagar Mela, Kolkata.

[thenighteternal]

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