“There’s a terrifying vast darkness in your eyes.”
Yeah, bro he has to listen to everyone’s tragic middle school drama when he grew up as a human experiment in some kind of secret facility 😭 I’d be a little annoyed too
I CANNOT WAITTTT FOR AYANOKOJIS CRASH OUT. That shit will be so therapeutic to watch. He's been constantly denied access to emotions, freedom, the right to be a person, and has been objectified basically his entire life. Once he's able to tap into his emotions on a consistent level I need to him express his pent up anger and sadness (BECAUSE YES ITS PENT UP.) and then just lwk go ape shit. I want his dad DEAD, yagami OUT of wr, Ichika HAPPY, tskuishiro DEAD, shiba DEAD, yuki and shrio BACK in the narrative, and for the wr empire to COLLAPSE. EVERRYYTHING GONE.
❛ bf!희승 𝑥 pop★f!reader ❜
suggestive content, overprotective bf, mentions other celebrities, no smut, definitely cursing
synopsis: you were a rising pop star that have been getting collabs with other artists back to back — more specifically male artists, and your boyfriend couldn’t help but feel a little jealous.
“oh hell yeah, these look amazing!” you smiled brightly, hovering over your photo editor, watching as they click through the concept photos you just shot with your friend, jake, another music artist who you recently just did a collab with. “these look so good, don’t you think?”
you turned to look at your boyfriend, heeseung, who had his jaw clenched. he stayed silent, but nodded to agree with you. you furrowed your eyebrows in confusion as you noticed his odd behavior, before turning back to the monitor.
heeseung didn’t like the photos, and rightfully so. in one photo, you had your hand resting against jake’s chest which was slightly exposed. while another photo had his hands on your waist, dangerously close to your ass, while you were looking over your shoulder at the camera with your hands on his neck and chest.
he didn’t like the idea of your hands being all over another man, yet having that man’s hands practically touching your ass.
“we’ll use these,” you smiled, allowing the editor to nod and began dragging the photos into some files. you then walked over to your manager, who had a tablet in her hand and was aggressively tapping the screen with her finger and writing things with the tablet pencil. “so, what’s my schedule for this coming week?”
“you’re going to be going to a few rehearsals and practice the choreography for the music video, then you’ll be doing some solo shoots for your single that we’ll be releasing next month.” she explained to you, showing you the calendar on the screen.
“okay, well i’ll see you guys for the first rehearsal. tell jake we’re scheduled for seven in the morning tomorrow.” you smiled, waving at your staff to leave.
heeseung’s arm snakes around your waist, keeping you close as you two left the building and made it to his car. he had opened the car door for you and made sure you got in comfortably, before closing the door and making his way towards his side of the car.
“i’m so excited for this era, this has been my literal dream for months!” you squealed in excitement, squeezing your boyfriend’s arm to express it.
“mhm.” he hummed, immediately killing your excitement and shifting your mood from being excited to being worried.
“is something wrong? why are you acting like that..?” you asked, pulling your arms away from him and running your fingers through the ends of your hair. “if something’s going on you need to tell me now.”
“nothing’s wrong, princess. i’m just tired from work. i’m very proud of you for your collab though.” he spoke, keeping one hand on the wheel while the other sat on your thigh.
you crossed your arms, clearly confused at the sudden attitude change coming from your boyfriend. before he arrived to your studio, he was all happy to see you and even brought you the biggest bouquet of the prettiest lilies you had ever seen.
but once he saw the photos of you and your collab partner, his face had dropped, rested and clearly annoyed at something.
“babe, what do you think of the concept photos?” you asked, attempting to test the waters. “i was wearing the outfit you chose.”
“it’s nice, babe. i like that outfit a lot.”
heeseung wasn’t budging, which annoyed you to say the least. you then gave up, annoyed at his attitude and planned on giving him the silent treatment the entire ride back home.
“five, six, seven, eight!”
the next day, you spent all morning in the dance studio with jake sim, the man who featured on one of your songs. the song was pretty suggestive, being about touching and teasing your partner.
this didn’t seem like a big deal to you, you and jake were both in a relationship with other people and had music that started climbing the charts. with both of your music beginning to trend, both of your managements decided that it was a good idea for you two to make a song together.
“okay, so then, jake,” you spoke, moving his body to help continue the choreography. “when you dip me, have your hand here so that the camera can do a close up and trace the frame from top to bottom. does that sound good?”
“sounds fine to me, maybe you could cup my face like this too so when it finally pans to us it looks like your hand’s slipping down?” jake suggested, earning a nod in approval from you.
“genius, this choreography’s gonna be so good.”
despite the music, you had always made it a big deal to create your own choreography. sure, you allowed some help from fellow choreographers and people who passed and watched you dance, but you always made your own choreography no matter what.
“let’s take a break? i wanted to talk to you about some future collabs maybe?” you asked, pausing the music before taking a sip of water from your water bottle.
“that’d be awesome, actually. your discography is so addicting. i really like miss possessive and superscar.”
“wait, really? a lot of people thought miss possessive and superscar was too huge of a jump from each other and thought i was being performative.” you laughed, taking a seat on the ground and resting against the studio wall.
“what was miss possessive even about? it seemed like you were singing from experience.” jake mentioned, earning another laugh from you.
“some drunk girl tried getting with heeseung at this party we were attending together, and after constantly reminding her that she was drunk and hitting on a taken man — which she knew since she saw him and i kiss, she proceeded to go for him, anyway.” you explained, earning a quiet “oh” from jake, causing you to smile and shrug.
you grabbed your buzzing phone from your pocket, checking to see who was calling you even though your phone was on do not disturb. the screen displayed you and your boyfriend’s photo with the option to accept or decline the call, you look at jake apologetically, “sorry, gotta take this, when i’m back let’s run it again?”
“yeah, don’t worry and take your time, i need this break anyway.” he smiled, grabbing his own water bottle and taking a sip of water.
you smiled back and scurried to the door, exiting the room and tapping the green accept button on your screen, allowing the door to shut behind you as you lifted the phone up to your ear.
“hi, baby!” you smiled, hearing faint music play in the background of the call, “what are you up to?”
“i just got off work, princess. i’m driving to your studio, what time are you expected to be done?” heeseung asked, hearing your hums from the other end.
“i might be here for awhile, baby. we’re still putting the choreography together and we just can’t figure out this ending part. you can go home first, i’ll just call you when you should pick me up.” you suggested, hearing the engine of the car lightly in the background.
“i don’t mind waiting, babe. i’ll be there in a bit, i can stay in the car and wait for you.”
“okay, well, if you want to come in and watch, we’ll be in room five. i’ll see you later?”
“yes, baby- wait, is it just you and him?” he asked, hearing his voice slightly change when asking about you and jake.
“yes, babe, we’re doing our choreography.”
“y/n-“
“babe, just relax. come watch, i swear it’s nothing.” you suggested, hearing silence from the other side for a moment. “babe?”
“i’ll see you in ten, babe.”
the call hung up.
you cringed, knowing that showing your boyfriend this choreography was going to make the room super awkward. you pinched your nose bridge, before entering the room again.
you found jake sitting on the floor with his water bottle in his hand and earbuds plugged into his ears, resting against the studio mirrors that covered one wall. he looked up at you with a genuine smile, unplugging one of the earbuds and lowering the volume on his phone.
“that was quick, did you want to run it again?” he asked, taking one last sip from his water bottle before slipping it into his bag.
“yes, and let’s figure out this ending part fast.” you suggested, connecting your phone to the large speaker in the corner once again. “my boyfriend’s coming to watch us dance.”
“is that necessarily a bad thing?”
“no, but he’s my ride home, so..”
“been there before.”
it took you and jake a couple more hours to finalize the choreography. heeseung showed up halfway through the final recording of it to send over to your managers, which meant he couldn’t say anything, he just had to watch.
his jaw clenched as he watched you two dance, watching the suggestive movements and how jake’s hands were practically all over you. he knew that there was nothing between the two of you, you both were friends with jake’s girlfriend for crying out loud.
but there was something about the way that jake touched you that made his eye twitch. he couldn’t blame either of you, but he couldn’t help feeling this way.
the day for filming your newest single, sports car, came. heeseung decided to take the day off of work to come support you and watch the process, which you knew would make the energy awkward once again.
every backup dancer you were going to be dancing with was a man, and you knew that was going to send heeseung over the edge.
you sat in your assigned chair for hair and makeup, getting ready to film the first part of the video. you were nervous, you weren’t sure how heeseung was going to feel about any of this.
most of you felt like this wasn’t a big deal, since it was strictly work, but there was that little part of you that felt bad that heeseung had to see the types of choreography you create for your music.
but then again, work is work.
the song was practically about sex, which automatically made this concept more intimate than the past projects you’ve worked on. but this was your best one yet, one made for the charts.
after getting called to set, you met and spoke with the backup dancers you were going to be dancing with. it waved some sort of relief that a few of them were genuine fans of your work, which made the nerves in your body go down a bit easier.
“y/n!” a voice called. you turned to see heeseung with a large bouquet of lilies in one hand, while he waved at you with the other. “you look beautiful.”
“not here!” you smiled wide, allowing your boyfriend to place a soft kiss on the top of your head. “thank you for coming to see me, i’m nervous like crazy.”
“you’re gonna do great, baby. break a leg, yeah?”
“normally you don’t tell performers that..”
“you had a broadway phase at some point and taught me that.” he mentioned, causing you to laugh.
they called for positions, causing you to blow him a kiss before scurrying to the set, taking your position in the front with your backup dancers surrounding you for the first frame.
“three, two, one.. action!”
you danced your heart away, performing the choreography you had worked on for this song that took months to finish, and you couldn’t feel more accomplished.
it took a few hours to film two full routines, including costume and scenery changes. but, you did it and was finally done for the day.
at the end of the night, your face was bare and you wore your most comfortable pair of black sweatpants and one of heeseung’s grey hoodies. you were now removing the leftover gems that they had placed on your body, constantly glancing at the bouquet of lilies that sat in a vase and placed in the corner of your vanity.
you had finished packing all of your belongings prior to removing the gems, and when you were finally finished, you met with heeseung outside of the entrance. he held that same irritated look you had noticed when you released your last song with jake, which confused you even more.
he took your bag from your shoulder and hung it on his own, wrapping his arm around your waist and holding you close while walking to the parking garage where his car was parked.
due to you staying a bit after hours, the parking garage was now empty, not that it was important to know, but it helped you keep a mental note to finish up earlier so you weren’t the last one there.
like always, heeseung opened the door for you and waited for you to go inside, before entering his own side of the car. you sat there confused, not sure if he was angry at you or not.
he started the car and sat there for a moment, waiting for the car to heat up and pulling up the directions to a sushi restaurant you had been requesting to go to.
“hee?” you spoke, earning a hum in response. “did i do something? why have you been acting weird since we finished shooting the video? you were like this when i released the song with jake as well, if i did do something, please tell me. i’m tired of guessing babe-“
heeseung smashed his lips against yours, holding the back of your head gently, making sure not to hurt you. you melted into the kiss and returned it immediately, tilting your head and cupping his cheek to deepen it.
the kiss lasted a bit longer than the two of you had wanted it to, forcing to break it apart as the two of you stared at each other for a moment, panting as each of you tried catching your breaths.
kissing wasn’t anything indifferent to you two, you have been in a relationship for a couple of years now, so it wasn’t foreign. but you have rarely kissed with said attitude before, he would always kiss you if you were acting out, never the other way around.
“hee- what-“
he shushed you, taking a moment to breathe and catch his breath before speaking again, “you’ve been doing so much with other guys, it’s time to remind you who you really belong to.”
n ⋮⟢ a little something i cooked up while i was listening to tate mcrae, a little shorter than i’d like for it to be, but i hope u guys still enjoyed it :,)
Genuine question why the fuck is February only allowed have 28 days? why can't we just give it one of January's and March's extras and even the score to 30. what fucklehead is responsible for this conniving calendar thievery
I'm telling you guys. SIX days per week. THIRTY days per month. TWELVE months per year. A thirteenth "liminal month" of five days (six on leap years) between years, which is considered a holiday period.
Six day week is superior to seven because a prime number week is stupid. There's a lot of things that people like to do every second or third day; in a six day week, this is always the same days each week.
All months are the same length. Advantages obvious.
Thirty days is a good round number for a month; it can be divided into so many smaller numbers. Convenient for things that need to be done regularly; you can do them on the same days each month and have the gaps between them all exactly the same.
Every month in a given year starts with the same day. If the 3rd is a Wednesday, every 3rd will be a Wednesday. This is a massive help in scheduling bullshit that ends up happening "second Tuesday of every month" or whatever, and also helps people track regular monthly things (if you have a monthly meeting on the 15th, it's going to be the same day of the week every time). Fitting weeks perfectly into months just offer so many improvements for scheduling and remembering stuff.
The days move back with each non-leap year -- if the 1st of every month in 2025 is a Tuesday, the 1st in every month in 2026 will be a Monday. (This also happens with out current calendar as neither 6 nor 7 fit into 365). This means that if your birthday is on a Monday or whatever, it won't be that way every year -- only the same day of the month WITHIN THE YEAR (2 years in a row for leap years) is the same. (I bring this up because last time I mentioned this people didn't do the math and thought that the days of the week would be consistent across years, somehow, mysteriously).
Holiday transition period between years. You know you want it. People treat the Christmas-New Year's period like this already when their work lets them do it. Make it official.
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