Nefelibata

Remember us better than we are.

[belamourelysianlimerence]

(N) sfw f/o interviews under 53xy tag

Dreams under dreaming of you tag

Notes contains more

F/O LIST

• Erik Destler {The Phantom of The Opera}

• Mr. Hare {Adventures in Wonderland}

• Jack Frost {The Santa Clause 3}

♡Children♡

Emily

• Jareth {Labyrinth}

• The Doctor 11, 12, 13 {DW}

♡Children♡

Joanna

Jackson

Harvey

• Dick Solomon {3RFTS}

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• Joker {The Dark Knight}

• Joker {Joker Blogs}

• Severus Snape

♡Children♡

Sebastian

• BeetleJuice~Lawrence -♡Axel BeetleBlum~Laurie - ♡Anastasia BeetleBright~Larry - ♡Soren

• Count Olaf

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• Rumplestiltskin {OUAT}

• Willy Wonka

♡Children♡

Bambi

Bear

Thorne

Kade

Giselle

Benjamin

Tomas

Kieran

• Hector Barbossa

♡Children♡

Paradise

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• Tony Stark

•[OPEN]

• Tarrant Hightopp {AIW}

♡Children♡

Greer

Donut

• Edward Scissorhands

• Graf Von Krolock(D.S) {Tanz Der Vampire}

♡Children♡

Helios

• Sherlock Holmes {RDJ}

• John Pruitt/Paul Hill {Midnight Mass}

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• Durza(Carsaib) {Eragon}

♡Children♡

Carsaib

• Captain Jack Sparrow

• Rat King(John) {The Nutcracker 3D}

• Balem Abrasax

• Edward Hyde {Mary Reilly}

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• James Hook {Hook}

♡Children♡

Rodger

• Fegan Floop

♡Children♡

Shirley

Duval

• Roach {The People Under The Stairs}

• Loki

• Glitch/Ambrose {Tin Man}

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• Kurt Wagner

♡Children♡

Kurt Jr.

• Daniel Malloy {IWAV}

• Vorik

• Armand "Andrei-Amadeo" {Lestat Musical} {IWAV} {TVA}

• Tate Langdon {AHSMH}

• Lestat De Lioncourt {IWAV} {TVL}

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• Frik {Merlin}

• Lionel Sweeney {Fur}

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• Willard Stiles

•[OPEN]

• Kyle Spencer {AHSC}

• Nathan Wallace {Repotgo}

• Quasimodo {THOND Musical German}

• Frank N Furter

• Anne Lister {Gentleman Jack}

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• Joker(J.L) {Suicide Squad}

• Scarecrow {The Wiz}

♡Children♡

Dove

• Riff Raff {RHPS}

• Eachuin Maclean {Sleepy Hollow}

• OPEN

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• OPEN

• Sportacus "Íþróttaálfurinn" <Eeth-oh-tah-owlfooreen> & Robbie Rotten "Glanni Glæpur" <Glan knee G lie pur>

♡Children♡

Trausti

• Spock

• OPEN

• OPEN

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• Larten Crepsley {TVA}

• Newt Scamander {FB}

• Pennywise(Bill)

♡Children♡

Strahd, Messalina

• OPEN

• OPEN

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• Peter Pan (Cathy Rigby)

• Niles [The Butler] [[The Nanny]]

• Michael [The Good Place]

♡Children♡

Abigail-Kiana-Pandora

• Thistledown [Johnathan Strange and Mr. Norell]

• Arthur Fleck

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[leliorisen]

I feel like I haven't actually talked to You in forever so... Hi 😁 How's it going 😁 More importantly how do you feel about your little mockumentary flopping so hard? And do you know people are ready to ride at dawn on your behalf. Love you, don't go bald !!

(a picture of me waiting for your command 🫡)

You mean my “Flopumentary”? Add it to the stack of my failures.

Actually NO! It wasn’t a failure it was just… misunderstood.

Though I blame Danny’s ( @natureofthedevil ) lack of leadership and creativity vision.

And if you all want to “ride at dawn” does that make you all my minions?!

[belamourelysianlimerence]

[belamourelysianlimerence]

I miss my the boys...

@leliorisen 🦁

@natureofthedevil 🐺

@blackstoneangel 🐻

[709-404-deactivated20230607]

drew a constant mood on the mind

[cryoverkiltmilk]

[belamourelysianlimerence]

I'm human and I'm having girl biology pain time and I need someone to feed me and tuck me into bed and then sit there and watch me sleep! 🍊🍊

v–v

🩸

[belamourelysianlimerence]

What is so wrong with me that people don't talk to me?

I get on dating apps, friend app, general apps, even my own family doesn't talk to me.

I will talk with people and always respond, then people don't respond to me for days, weeks, months. Without letting me know, 'Hey, Sorry I haven't checked in, I have a thing going on.'

I always tell people why I'm not around.

Instead, I get flooded with men and women asking me if I'm down to F***.

I don't ask for that attention. I even say, no this, no that. Only this gender, not interested. And still, it is all I receive. I'm not even exaggerating.

I used to overshare because I was so desperate for connection. But, now I don't do that. I have to be prompted. There has to be a question involved for me to give an answer. And still, people drop me.

Sometimes people want to rp with me. But, it's like I'm not good enough or something. I don't write well enough or something and I am stood up. Constantly.

Even my sibling doesn't prefer me to my other sibling.

I don't have friends. I've never had anyone who wanted to be my friend. Who tried to be my friend. Not in school or in life.

And yes, this is me oversharing now. Because I'm so fucking sick of crying every night because people don't want to talk to me, or even update me as to why they aren't talking to me.

No, you don't owe me an explanation. But, I am owed a heads up if I give you one. I give you 5 days, generously. A week if I'm feeling like a fae who gives second chances. And still, I wait. I wait for you past that date cause every time I'm hoping I'm wrong. But, then you dissappear for months and I get nothing. It would be better if you just told me what I did instead of abandon me.

[belamourelysianlimerence]

No one hears me...

[belamourelysianlimerence]

What is so wrong with me that people don't talk to me?

I get on dating apps, friend app, general apps, even my own family doesn't talk to me.

I will talk with people and always respond, then people don't respond to me for days, weeks, months. Without letting me know, 'Hey, Sorry I haven't checked in, I have a thing going on.'

I always tell people why I'm not around.

Instead, I get flooded with men and women asking me if I'm down to F***.

I don't ask for that attention. I even say, no this, no that. Only this gender, not interested. And still, it is all I receive. I'm not even exaggerating.

I used to overshare because I was so desperate for connection. But, now I don't do that. I have to be prompted. There has to be a question involved for me to give an answer. And still, people drop me.

Sometimes people want to rp with me. But, it's like I'm not good enough or something. I don't write well enough or something and I am stood up. Constantly.

Even my sibling doesn't prefer me to my other sibling.

I don't have friends. I've never had anyone who wanted to be my friend. Who tried to be my friend. Not in school or in life.

And yes, this is me oversharing now. Because I'm so fucking sick of crying every night because people don't want to talk to me, or even update me as to why they aren't talking to me.

No, you don't owe me an explanation. But, I am owed a heads up if I give you one. I give you 5 days, generously. A week if I'm feeling like a fae who gives second chances. And still, I wait. I wait for you past that date cause every time I'm hoping I'm wrong. But, then you dissappear for months and I get nothing. It would be better if you just told me what I did instead of abandon me.

[belamourelysianlimerence]

Does anyone want to see my Tomodachi life living the dream characters? I have them from many Fandoms. Only ocs are kids, except 1. And myself. ...Which i suppose is not an oc if it's me.

Fandoms I have going currently:

Phantom of the opera 2

Wicked 2

Harry Potter 1

Ouat 1

DC 1

Doctor Who 5

Anne Rice vampire chronicles 6

Amélie Poulain 1

Cyrano 1

Poor things 1

Beetlejuice 1

Good Omens 2

OFMD 2

Fandoms I will include (I'm just not there yet)

Potc 2

Tin Man 1

Rhps 1

Sherlock (RDJ ver.)1

Iron man 1

The Newsreader 1

Star Trek 1

DC 1

Ofmd 1

Some obscures ?

Note some fandoms will only have 1 character from them.

I also allow crossovers for a lot of fandoms, as I only add my current favorite characters.

But it's interesting to see who matches up.

do you want to see?

yes

no thanks (or don't vote)

Voting ended onAug 7

[belamourelysianlimerence]

You need a love that'll cradle you?

Get on in. Don't worry, the cradle will look so much better than this.

Unless you'd prefer my arms?

@blackstoneangel

[belamourelysianlimerence]

I hate men. I hate that they find me. I hate that they come on to me. Call me pretty. I hate being spoken to, or put around men.

But, men are all i'm attracted to.

Yet, I have never had a man make me feel safe enough to let my guard down and get to know them to have a relationship.

I often feel I'll just die alone.

[belamourelysianlimerence]

@leliorisen

I MISS YOU!

[belamourelysianlimerence]

Possessed Stitch? Yes.

[belamourelysianlimerence]

I still don't necessarily understand this scene, can someone explain it to me?

What exactly is he realizing?

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— octobersfilm on substack (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

[belamourelysianlimerence]

"Oh, I, I tried to write you the prettiest song in the world. But, I got distracted. Oh, and I didn't!"

You fucking liar. Yes, you did.

[belamourelysianlimerence]

What... does it mean?

When... people like this, disgust me?

Is there something wrong with me that I find anger in their words? Am I an apologist? Or do I simply feel, and understand, and empathize, too much... that lack of empathy and compassion triggers me? None of this is to say he did nothing wrong. But the things people say sometimes...

If there is something wrong with me, tell me kindly, please...

(( @blackstoneangel ))

[ajokeformur-ray]

I got my uni results 😭😭😭😭

For my year long research project dissertation, I was graded 74%.

For my sixth year in general, I was graded 73%.

For my whole entire six year degree, I was graded a Pass Grade 2, which is a 2:1 !!!

Which is exactly what I needed to do a Masters degree and to go further in my career!!!

I have jumped around, cried, sat in stunned silence, downed two martinis in quick succession, and I'm still in a bit of shock.

I just... I made it.

I made it.

I fucking DID IT.

I can't believe it 😭😭😭🖤🖤🖤

[ajokeformur-ray]

I so dearly wish I could tell Arthur Fleck, he's the reason why I started all of this and why I'm now able to finish it hhhhh I'm in shock I can't believe I did it 😭🤧

[belamourelysianlimerence]

"YES!"