Belldrops @bell-drop - Tumblr Blog

This blog is purely a diary for myself and my weight loss journey.

I struggle with disordered eating/thoughts. I do not have a diagnosed ED and I do not condone having one. I post thinspo, food diaries and my general thoughts. If any of that triggers you please unfollow or block me!

femmetial

bushposting

effemera-l

i hate having a body i want to be an idea

sometimes i think to myself ‘maybe i don’t have to lose more weight’ but then i look at stomach and see how fuckin fat it still is and then my mind is COMPLETELY and IMMEDIATELY changed

rottenpigg

i can feel the fat all over my neck and body strangling me i just cant fuckin do this is it too much to ask to be at a normal fucking weight or have a normal fucking body

backagain-backagain

gaining and losing the same weight for literal years is my personal hell, and i am in it

rabarbacake

I can't wait to be small again and be able to say "I'm cold" all the time, especially in winter. I kinda miss the times where I, at my lowest, had to wear 2-3 pants in winter so I won't freeze. I miss it sooo muuuchhh.