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Long time… And the life that’s happened between then and now holy noses…I’ve learned to grow plants, spin and dye yarn and get comfortable into the life I have. Thanks so much to the new followers and beyond thanks to ya’ll that have hung in there with me…This blog has or will take a giant shift from what it use to be(at least in my mind) so thanks so much for coming along for the ride. Deep Love…
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The Beauty That I See...
The Beauty That I See…
This is a photo of me 17 days without sugar!! YAY ME!!! I woke up and was itching y neck like crazy and this photo is blown out (my forehead and cheeks weren’t that red) and I looked myself in the mirror and told me that I loved me and snapped this ‘before’ photo as a keepsake. My body AND my brain are currently so at peace with not having sugar in me it is amazing. I am connecting to true, real…
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The Beauty That I See
I am learning so much about me through this gardening adventure!! Last week we got slammed with a terrific rain storm and there was absolutely NOTHING left of this plant…nothing! Today I cannot believe it… And it even has babies…flowers have always taught me soooo much!!! And I did nothing to it! No control.. I’m learning that leaving something alone in still fertile ground it can, and does grow!…
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The Beauty That I See
Indeed!! Deep Love & Rich Blessings. OxoxoX
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Midsummer’s Eve, also known as Summer Solstice also known as Litha is in 5 days…are you going to welcome the long days and beautifulsun? Is so how? June 20th this year is the longest day and the shortest night of the year. The Goddess is now full and pregnant with Child, and the Sun God is at the height of His virility. Let us dance and celebrate life this summer! Let us drink lemonade long into…
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A New Thing...The Beauty That I See
A New Thing…The Beauty That I See
I think I am going to start a new thing since I am again removing, once and for all, sugar from my life I am going to start sharing a photo a day and call it “The Beauty That I See.” No matter if it is written or a snap; iPhone or Cannon. THIS is The Beauty I See for Wednesday June 14, 2017… It was taken with my Canon t3I. I get to see this plant be its true authentic self every day and it is…
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Interesting...
Interesting…
As I’m sitting here eating this I can hear my head setting up scenarios that will set me up to fail! EXACTLY like when I quite smoking.. Screaming at me about the past relationships I’ve had and how I need to tell them how well I’m doing now.. THAT IS A SET UP!!! And in this moment I ain’t buying what you’re trying to sell me! I am in my bliss eating 4oz of tuna, and 8oz of my own garden grown…
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Sadness...
Sadness…
In this pursuit of kicking myself off of sugar I am experiencing sadness today. So I have a recent new found love of birds. Apparently came from no where and last year the little ones that fly around here made a nest in one of the complex’s bushes outside my back door and it was so profound for me that I have the nest… A bit ago some little birds, not the same variety though, made a nest above a…
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Me and Fat and Fear...AND LOVE!
Me and Fat and Fear…AND LOVE!
ahhhhh. I am so ready to shed this skin that I now have…AND fear stops me… I just had a talk with myself down on the floor which, at 325 pounds is something i haven’t done for some time…i started sobbing and had one hand on my tummy and one had on my heart saying over and over and over again ‘I’m sorry!’ The fat and the fear have always , always been useful(with the exception of not stopping my…
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Hello.
So the big lesson today is when you plant flowers/garden in June because that is the time all the little packets say to and you get slammed by a torrential rain storm over night so now you don’t know what to do… This whole gardening this has been a major trip for me on multiple levels…it is truly a lesson in learning about detachment…you plant it and wait…I want to make sure everything has a…
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Unconditional Giving Cycle..
I have been soooo very, very sick the last 10 days. I haven’t eaten in 3 days (before today) and I just I don’t know… My sister and brother ‘n love came all the way over to get me groceries because when I am out of commission I cannot do anything; I don’t drive, I dang sure wasn’t up toweling or taking the bus… They saw/heard a need and they showed up! I, in my human shell, have such a hard time…
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Me Day...
Me Day…
A serious ‘me’ day with a few of my favorite things…and beautiful acoustic guitar music coming out of my TV…ahhhhh. Very emotional/feeling day but I’m safe, breathing and I am loved!May you have your favorite things, and balance, love, and a quiet mind today and always! Deep Love & Rich Blessings OxoxoX Photo taken with my Canon t3i
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Authenticity...
Authenticity…
Authentic: Of undisputed origin; genuine. I woke up later than normal for me this morning and I just read and watched the video for Sesame Street featuring Julia, the new kid on the block who has Autism and it made me cry…… My sister has autism. And I lived with an untreated mental health diagnosis for 42 years because no one could figure it out…and now parents and their kids do not have to go…
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Good Morning...
Good Morning…
I just got word that someone from my past, not in a bad way, wants to reconnect. Apparently I have done such a great job at being incognito online that no one who use to know me can find me. That is what I desire. I want to have control over who is in my life, whether virtually or in real time, at all times. So I am not to terribly anxious to get ahold of this person for a number of reasons. I…
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Maybe Kermit Was Right...
Maybe Kermit Was Right…
Hello Friends. So I have been really drawing inward and learning about my path and what that looks like for nobody else but me. I have gotten some essential oils in my home; I have gotten a strong sense of the beauty in silence and I have this yearning to beautify my home with plants and flowers. So I am not a green thumb; I have never had the patience frankly. So last week my sister was here and…
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And....
And….
This just happened…. http://stigmafighters.com/lisa/ Not sure why that is so big but…there ya go. I started out this year sharing my story; a synopsis really, of my life as someone who has Borderline Personality Disorder. Go. Read It. Share it with anyone who may be suffering with any mental illness. WE ARE NOT ALONE!!! And please, support any organization that is fighting the stigma that is so…
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I Did It!
I have finally overcome a 22+ year old fear; you know the one. It haunts you in your dreams, it screams at you around every corner of your waking hours… “I’M NOT GOOD ENOUGH!” I think as I grow older and hopefully maturing, I am learning the secret to living a quality life is learning that there is no such thing as ‘enough’. When I am on that cycle, whether other voices or mine, there is just no…
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