Lie until you believe yourself.

I do not promote self harm, destructive or suicidal behaviours or eating disorders at all. If you wanna talk or vent or anything I will always be here to listen. This blog is just a place for my fucked up mind to be free. NSFW.

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I’m not the type of girl anybody wants to be with. My body takes up too much space and I laugh too loudly for too long and I shout when other people are quiet and when I’m drunk I type in caps and I always wanted to be mysterious and beautiful and untouchable like other girls but if you ask I will give you everything and I fucking despise that

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Dealing with gender dysphoria and a period. Something motherfucking wonderful.

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I bleed because I hurt inside. The blood leaving makes the hope the thoughts will too ❤️

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No one

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Lately I’ve been having more bad days than good ones

Depression sucks (via rainbowsandrainyclouds)

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I want to relapse so bad……

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I think I’m going to do it soon. Just a hunch. But who the fuck knows anymore.

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[ashtonwilkesofficial]

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[f-a-k-e-d-smiles]

† Sad B&W blog †

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1. He was my world. I was so hopelessly in love with him. And I still love him.  2. Death seems like a better fate than what life is putting me through, but no matter how many pills I swallow or how much alcohol I drown myself in, I’m always still fucking here.“ 3. He ruined me, but oh God, a fire still burns for him and the flames swallow me every single day. 4. I’m losing myself. I’m losing time. I’m losing sleep. I’m falling behind and losing everything that matters and I know a lot of it i can never get back. 5. I don’t want this heart anymore. I want to tear it out and be someone new.

5 Things I Can’t Tell My Best Friend (via understudier)

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brand new // Vincent Van Gogh

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