[benignfries]

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Leftover soap from cleaning my posts ↑

[estrogenesis-eeveeangelion]

groundhog day time loop where the only people looping are you and another girl who tracks you down every single day and rapes and murders you

[estrogenesis-eeveeangelion]

the first day after it happens you think oh my god i guess that was just gonna happen to me today, thank god i get another chance. so you alter your routine and she still finds you. so you figure ok, i guess this creep was trying to find me specifically and you make sure to be somewhere else entirely. and this time when she finds you she explains while she's breaking your wrists that the more you make her work for it each day the worse it'll be

[estrogenesis-eeveeangelion]

you start the same place each morning at the same time. there's a limit on how far you can get, and she seems to know everything about you. every day is hide and seek across your entire hometown and every night you lose and you die with her cock in your guts. every single night.

[estrogenesis-eeveeangelion]

one night without quite knowing know why you ask her what her name is. she laughs at you. you find yourself begging her to tell you. she won't. the next day you cry in bed all day & you die that night on her knife without ever leaving your room.

[estrogenesis-eeveeangelion]

slowly you exhaust the possibilities for conversation with every other person. you get to know them and then they never change. nothing new ever happens to them. you lose track of the days, then start counting again, then lose track again. slowly it starts to feel like the only other person in the world who's even real is her. her. her.

[estrogenesis-eeveeangelion]

nobody understands why you're so scared. why you're tired every morning when you went to sleep "last night" just after 9pm. you notice that the way people look at you starts to change -- and you know it's you because they're exactly the same every time. the stares and mutters must mean they can tell somehow. she's changing you. maybe if you change enough other things will change too. maybe she's helping. either way she's the only one who understands at all anymore. even if it's all her fault, at least you're not alone.

[estrogenesis-eeveeangelion]

when she kills other people in front of you it's the worst. they never learn, or remember, so they're so shocked every time. so afraid. you know it's worse for them than it would be for you. you've practiced. it would be better if she did it to you.

[estrogenesis-eeveeangelion]

the loop breaks long after you're already broken.

[estrogenesis-eeveeangelion]

can't believe i forgot to reblog this on groundhog day

[teethwasbones]

I should talk about the time I was forcibly injected with an antipsychotic that caused me to have a seizure and then made me stay awake for a full 48 hours straight just rocking back and forth in pain unable to open any of my curtains or turn on any lights. They gave me this without my consent. Told me it was for nausea. I said I wanted zofran. Ive never reacted badly to zofran. Zofran works for me. I was in the ER because I contracted Parvo and my immunocompromised body decided to amplify the pain from that to its absolute fullest extreme (of course i didnt find out it was parvo until several months later). I was in so much pain I was sobbing at the clothes on my body touching my skin. They saw bipolar and psychosis in my chart and decided I couldnt possibly be physically ill. They did nothing to rule it out. They ignored my seizure history in my chart and intentionally gave me a med that causes seizures in thoze with seizures. I was sent home still in pain and even worse than when I went to get help. Crazy people cant even have medical emergencies. We cant even ask for help. We will get "help" thats really just violence in disguise because everyone wants to fix our brains and not our discomfort. And they'll put us through hell to try and mold us into something "normal."

[teethwasbones]

Please do not use this post to give me advice!!! Its been years and the specific hospital i went to is notorious for malpractice and bad recordkeeping. Several people have given me advice now and while I understand the intent. That is not the point. Even if I wanted to sue the court would not side with me because I have psychosis. The point is its well within legal bounds to basically torture people with psychosis who are seeking medical help. The medical industry and the government have no regaurd for your autonomy or wellbeing when you're crazy.

[onlytiktoks]

Can You Be Arrested for Posting ICE Locations Online? What You Need to Know

If you've seen Immigration and Customs Enforcement (ICE) agents in your neighborhood and wondered whether you can legally share that informa

[forgotn1]

In the wake of Keith Porter, Renee Good, and Alex Pretti, "don't make a bad decision" feels like a threat to kill if you don't comply.

[free-and-to-none-accountable]

That's cuz it is

[alexiaroselikethewine]

just making sure everyone knows, Fuck ICE <3

[communist-hatsunemiku]

"drug tests are good and keep people from coming to work impaired" is right up there with "cops catch bad guys"

[defend-the-net-offical-deactiva]

🚨 IT'S FEBRUARY. 🚨

⚠️ Which means that Congress is going to be pushing EXTRA HARD to pass the 18 "kids online safety" bills and repealing Section 230!!! It's been mentioned before that they want FEBRUARY to be the month to pass these bills, so we need to start making noise RIGHT NOW.

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Democrats warn the proposals would override stronger state privacy laws.

[whiteshakira]

remember the author of "the boy in the striped pajamas" btw this is him now

[villainessbian]

Wait, the author of the book about nazis having loving families and about how the holocaust was only sad because of the nazi casualties did what now?

[duckbunny]

as far as I can tell the "ultra-processed food" concept is basically vitalism. the idea is that food has a natural state which is good for you, and if it stops looking like it's natural, it loses its vital essence and becomes bad for you. processing is not a coherent nutritional concept. it covers a hundred things with noninterchangeable effects on the food. it isn't anything. if you want to talk about anti-caking agents you have to talk about anti-caking agents because emulsifiers are not the same substances.

also the rubric of "don't eat things with ingredients you don't recognise / can't pronounce" is just the old idea that ignorance is the state of grace. innocent children of nature unpolluted by knowledge or machinery will eat the innocent fruit of nature and they will be happy and good. we've been here before.

[clevercrumbish]

God thank you this shit drives me nuts and I don't understand how it's the one kind of woo my otherwise very skeptical mother has got sucked into.

Like, sure, there's maybe something to be said about junk food companies having an incentive to make their food taste good via liberal application of salt, fat and sugar without telling you about it (though for anyone who thinks that's a "processed food industry" thing I have bad news for you about restaurants) and possibly even for "the way our food is made, transported to us and expected to be used necessitates the addition of preservative and other anti-spoliage ingredients that would not otherwise be necessary and we should be aware of the dependency of our food supply chains on these additives" but none of that is even what this "Ultra-processed food" thing is, it really genuinely seems like the idea is "The act of transforming a food into a different kind of food removes a bit of its magic soul and if you do this more than about twice the result is essentially nutritionally worthless and full of moral badness substance" and it's like mate what the genuine fuck are you talking about. It frustrates me so much because it's so obviously bullshit but there are so many otherwise intelligent people who seem to have been sucked in by it because it's science-flavour bollocks instead of crystal healing flavour.

[junglejim4322]

Unironically I think the early to mid 20s age group in America has unbelievably bad consent boundaries on all levels and so much language to defend it but this makes me sound like elon musk if I say it however the commonality of someone who will be like “I had 47 panic attacks and it’s your fault” if you tell them no is insane

[junglejim4322]

I rejected someone and got called “the scariest person I’ve ever met” with so much therapy speak interspersed like alright okay alright okay alright okay

[junglejim4322]

“You just say whatever you’re thinking and I don’t know how to handle it” was verbatim part of this conversation. Also everyone hates to see an autistic bitch

[transhumanisticpanspermia]

When I was in this age bracket, there was a huge emphasis on improving consent culture via graceful rejection, and it's gone by the wayside. Which sucks.

Twice in my youth (once in high school and once in college) I was in situations where I was asking someone out and I could tell they were calculating in their heads the risks of rejecting me, and both times I said, out loud, "you can say no, I wouldn't have asked if I wasn't prepared for either answer." And then they said no. This wasn't some spark of special wisdom I had - I knew to do it because feminist conversations among my age group brought it up regularly. This isn't happening nearly enough anymore.

More recently, I was really glad when we got to "rejection sensitive dysphoria" in my IOP program and it was one of those symptoms where the therapists really emphasized how it affects others. Because it does.

Being someone who cannot handle rejection makes you much more likely to violate boundaries, and yes, that includes sexual ones. Yes, you, reader who has never hurt a fly. If you don't want to stumble backwards into sexually assaulting someone, fix your RSD meltdowns. If you keep them up it's only a matter of time. Because if you're nice enough to interact with, but are known to have RSD meltdowns, guess what happens when your friends and acquaintances need to reject you?

[n0tst0nks]

As someone who experiences RSD, it's important to remember that the way you feel about someone saying no is Not the fault of whoever rejected you. Practice getting rejected often, and make sure to think about how you feel and why. It's difficult but we have to be able to be honestly answered in life. Because do you know what feels worse than rejection? Hurting someone you care about.

[acidtheater]

"Halloween adults are just as bad as disney adults" "Furries are worse than disney adults"

I gotta be real, I thought we were critical of disney adults for aggressive loyalty to a really gross mega-corporation, or refusal to engage with media that isn't for kids, not because people... have hobbies?

[transgender-puppygirl-terrorist]

ladies and gentlemen the killshot

[busket]

if you dont know the context, JK Rowling appears in the Epstein files being invited to the pedophile island and in return, invited Epstien to her Harry Potter play, The Cursed Child. while her full name is redacted, she signs her emails with "Jx" like she often signs her tweets, and Epstien calls her "wordsmith", so we know he was talking to 1. an author 2. someone connected to Harry Potter enough to be able to offer an invite to the play 3. someone incredibly wealthy because those are the only people he communicated with 4. SOMEONE WHO SIGNS OFF AS "Jx"

she brushed it off, calling it "silly", then she illegally deleted YEARS of tracking on her yacht. never any threats to sue despite what would be very clear and obvious defamation and libel case if it weren't true, but none of these scumbags will do it because they know it would all be proven TRUE in discovery

this is a woman who has dumped millions of dollars to make the lives of trans people in the UK miserable. she calls us perverts, abusers, and pedophiles. and here she is, visiting pervert pedophile abuse island to do what they do there. truly every accusation is a confession with these devils

[sodomit]

I do not endorse the previous commenter's choice of vocabulary to refer to CSA, but the information provided is worth a reblog.

[sesamie]

learning that addiction is a progressive narrowing of the range of things that make one happy was kinda life changing for me. i apply it to everything not even just addiction i am always checking to ask if i am narrowing my range of happiness or widening it

[argumate]

always good to check whether your coping strategy has become something that needs its own coping strategies

[communist-hatsunemiku]

now, we all know fearmongering about cis men being "pressured to transition" is completely absurd and exactly that, fearmongering over something that is not happening no matter how you slice it.

but frankly even if that was happening. 1,000 cis men getting forcefemmed is worth it if even just one of them is a hopelessly closeted and repressed girl.

[communist-hatsunemiku]

Right now, some poor girl is reading posts about the "egg prime directive" and "let GNC men exist!" and going deeper and deeper into the closet, my heart breaks for her truly.

If you're reading this, if you have thought about being a girl, even just a little bit. You can do it, you don't have to listen to these people who despise trans women. You can be a girl!

[ceoslayers]

BREAKING: Luigi Mangione's death penalty has been dropped!! Federal judge dismissed half of his federal charges, one of which was death penalty eligible. Luigi now only faces 2 stalking charges.

[daysleftofsecondterm]

EXCELLENT news on 1,086 days left!!

[draskireis]

Still facing state murder charges tho. The federal murder charge was dropped (with vociferous disgruntlement from the judge herself in her order about the state of the legal standard at issue), eliminating the death penalty. The stalking charges are the only remaining federal charges.

Federal judge in NYC spares Luigi Mangione the death penalty, drops murder and firearm charges

Mangione is expected to appear in federal court Friday morning.

[genderkoolaid]

apparently the new zootopia's main plot is essentially an analogy for an antisemitic conspiracy theory. like the main guy is a member of a secret elite family who controls the government and his name is ebenezer . from fd signifier:

[azspot]

“Rich kids should go to public schools. The mayor should ride the subway to work. When wealthy people get sick, they should be sent to public hospitals. Business executives should have to stand in the same airport security lines as everyone else. The very fact that people want to buy their way out of all of these experiences points to the reason why they shouldn’t be able to. Private schools and private limos and private doctors and private security are all pressure release valves that eliminate the friction that would cause powerful people to call for all of these bad things to get better. The degree to which we allow the rich to insulate themselves from the unpleasant reality that others are forced to experience is directly related to how long that reality is allowed to stay unpleasant. When they are left with no other option, rich people will force improvement in public systems. Their public spirit will be infinitely less urgent when they are contemplating these things from afar than when they are sitting in a hot ER waiting room for six hours themselves.”

— Everyone Into The Grinder

[yasmin1000000]

people saying that being trans is a white only thing is very strange to me because i remember when i was a kid people acted like it was pretty much only black people and thai people who were trans. obvsiouly both of those things are based in racism and transmisogyny but the rapid shift is strange

[hiya-gayass]

I had to bring these out of the tags because the last 2 tags especially!!!! ☝🏼☝🏼☝🏼