The real benitsu (no clickbait!!)

Erik/Mel//they/them/he/him//french/belarusian//benitsu's #1 fan//I like eating kitten (•)this has 2 meanings(•)

[benitsu69official]

introduction

i realized I never did a proper introduction (⁠；⁠^⁠ω⁠^⁠）

˚₊‧꒰ა *Username* INFO!! ໒꒱ ‧₊

╰─ - ̗̀♡ About me:

✿ ⋆˙┇Name ᯓ Mel/Erik/Liz

✿ ⋆˙┇Gender ᯓ what the fuck

✿ ⋆˙┇Pronouns ᯓ they/them/he/him

✿ ⋆˙┇Height ᯓ 175cm/ 5'8"

✿ ⋆˙┇Sexuality ᯓ I like women

⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣ ‧₊˚✧

╰─ - ̗̀♡ My Favorite...

✿ ⋆˙┇Color ᯓ smurf asscheeks blue

✿ ⋆˙┇musical artists ᯓ yukiko okada, bjork, ic3peak, кис-кис

✿ ⋆˙┇Games ᯓ assassin's Creed Odyssey, Minecraft, Lacey's flash games

✿ ⋆˙┇Food ᯓ драники, борщ and anything with potatoes

✿ ⋆˙┇Drink ᯓ monster energy, bubble tea, квас

⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣ ‧₊˚✧

╰─ - ̗̀♡ Interests & More!

✿ ⋆˙┇Likes ᯓ shoujo tsubaki, serial experiment lain, things mentioned above, benitsu, girl from nowhere, all movies of Satoshi Kon, x trilogy.

✿ ⋆˙┇Hobbies ᯓ drawing, comics , eating

✿ ⋆˙┇Dislikes ᯓ N, people in general

✿ ⋆˙┇DNI list ᯓ insufferable people, N, people who hate benitsu, people who are srs attracted to children/animals wtf, people who don't understand consent, people below 15 (I honestly prefer having a 17+ audience but I can't prevent y'all from being there)

[benitsu69official]

lol

yall watch me go on a 2year+ hiatus from the fandom, making myself forgotten, and coming back as a no name or smth

[argentavis]

[benitsu69official]

New rules regarding art requests

alright, as my birthday is approaching, I think I can update my rules regarding art requests and gifts, because it's important for me to maintain clear boundaries between what's okay and what's not for personal reasons

Requests:

•you can DM me, my DMS are always open for now, if they're closed id probably make a post about it, everything must be done through dms only.

•you can't ask me to draw furries/mechas/ultra gore because I don't have enough skills for that yet, might be allowed in the future

• you absolutely can't ask me for sexual art because of personal boundaries

•you definitely can't ask me for darkship art because I'm not exactly comfortable with drawing this type of content

•anyone sending requests for explicit zoo/p3do art will be immediately blocked.

•you can share your requested art online as I hold minimal personal feelings for art that is requested

Gifts:

It's one rule but it's very simple. DO NOT SHARE ANY GIFTS I DREW YOU ONLINE. as I only do art gifts to people that matter to me , I consider my gifts a personal expression of platonic affection, and I wish for it to remain between me and the person.

Does not apply to people who shared their gifts online before this post as back then I allowed it.

[lua-poltergeist]

hai...gulps...i love your art can i request some kanabun art...especially live action kanabun..

thanks for the ask!!

sorry if it looks weird, here! (*^^*)

it's messy 😅

[benitsu69official]

kanabun kinnie bingo

Shout out to gorechan for finding this, thank you sm

[benitsu69official]

Request

can someone from the shoujo tsubaki discord send me the kanabun kinnie bingo I once sent there ? (I lost most my shoujo tsubaki shit months ago)

Thank you in advance

[benitsu69official]

im gonna crash out

if I don't ask this one person very specific questions right now I might just jump off my window I fucking need answers rn, I can't let the same thing as last year happen again.

Seriously it makes me want to scratch my skin off and boil all my friends and then take a randoms car and run over every person involved in the trolley problem

And it's only 1 am!!??

Fanart to apologize for this random post (⁠┛⁠✧⁠Д⁠✧⁠)⁠)⁠┛⁠彡⁠┻⁠━⁠┻

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the reason why I'm grateful that shoujo tsubaki is considered "problematic"

is simply because any popular media gets it's "artists" who "bless" the fandom with their ai "art" , And I haven't seen any shoujo tsubaki ai slop yet ~⁠♪

[benitsu69official]

russian benitsu

Bro turned into a nyashka 😭🤌

(btw i can make that joke because I'm half Russian so yeah)

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Rant of hate

i hate, with my whole heart, when a ship is dominant in a community with specific characters which I don't ship together so I end up being scared of posting content related to my own ship because well some people might take it wayyy to seriously, like calm down, I'm not even hating fr its just that I need some change from seeing that annoying ass man being obsessed with the other one (btw it's not aimed at shoujo tsubaki fandom, I love benitsu x akaza, I love y'all 🫶)

[grdsshhhfesztgvuj]

Shrimp-dori

[benitsu69official]

help me

i started drawing my fan service benitsu and I'm afraid of adding arms even tho id fix it later anyway

[benitsu69official]

damn

i can't stop thinking about leaving this damn fandom and never come back because it's unbearable to see people better than me at my current fixation and even people who draw benitsu better than me make me want to scream and fucking hurt anyone in my reach. I want to be the number one in some way and if I'm not then I'd quit the internet and break this phone in half. I swear to God if you're better than me please don't rub it in my face I NEED TO BE BETTER IN SOME WAY.

[benitsu69official]

i relapsed

[pupwupcup]

U okay?

[benitsu69official]

i hope so

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shits and giggles

I hate white converses

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i relapsed