hi idk

i'm benjy and i'm 25 and i've had this tumblr account since i was 15 💀

[hiddenlex]

by Lorenzo

[benjythebrave]

this is the first thing i ever reblogged on tumblr

[benjythebrave]

i might just be shouting into the void here but guys, everything is okay. i'm with the girl i've loved for a decade, we have a house and cats and are going to have a baby.

i did it.

[rollingstoneboycomplex]

when Lemony Snicket wrote “I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you everyday” that hurt me

[heavensickness]

Full paragraph hurts even more.

“ (…) I will love you as we find ourselves farther and farther from one another, where once we were so close… I will love you until your face is fogged by distant memory. I will love you no matter where you go and who you see, I will love you if you don’t marry me. I will love you if you marry someone else and I will love you if you never marry at all, and spend your years wishing you had married me after all. That is how I will love you even as the world goes on its wicked way.”

[introvertbard]

Lemony Snicket was real as fuck

[ben-lyintous]

‘I’M JUST A KID AND LIFE IS A NIGHTMARE’ i scream at the age of 23 as i’m forced to make adult phonecalls

[webelieveinglinda]

im so sick!!!! of being mentally ill!!!!!! i wanna be fucking normal!!!! want a normal brain that isnt trying to kill me all the time!!!!!! i wanna be able to go an entire week without a meltdown!!!!!! i did not ask for this!!!!!

[benjythebrave]

Wow I am so sad 

Will I ever stop writing Tumblr posts about the past and the people in it

Where did you all go 

What happened 

[tamper]

[queenjsxo]

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“If only my heart were as cold as I pretend it is, maybe I could get over this.”

— Jessica Katoff 

[5tn]

[honey-mess]

cutting people you love off to protect them from you and your shitty problems

[cybersadbitch]

[0x00009f]

do you ever feel embarrassed to be in your own skin like please just dont look at me i wish i didnt exist sometimes like i want to disappear because i cannot handle being me 

[xenosagaepisodeone]

having a permanent full time job is you thinking to yourself “so this is really the rest of my life huh” as you come home every single day before using your 4 hours of recreational activity to do nothing and then going to bed

[hellishbpd]

they’re replacing me they’re replacing me THEY’RE REPLACING ME 

[benjythebrave]

Please help save a disabled lesbian woman

Hello, I don’t post on here very often, but for a few weeks now I’ve been following the journey of a disabled woman called Carrie. 

Carrie has EDS, and has developed a complication called Cranio-Cervical Instability, which means her spine in her neck is too weak to hold the weight of her head. This is causing dangerous dislocations in the neck which can result in an internal decapitation. The condition is causing her to lose her memory, struggle with basic cognitive tasks, it is causing sight loss, balance problems, and could go on to develop seizures, paralysis and even death.

Carrie can be saved by an operation in Barcelona, but the surgery along with travel will cost £100,000. She is already half way there, but she needs to reach her goal by the 1st of September, to be able to go to Barcelona. 

She and her wife Lisa have done everything they possibly can to raise this much; raffles, fundraising fairs, sold everything they can, been on TV, radio, but Lisa gives Carrie the 24 hour care she requires and have exhausted all other options. 

Please, donate if you can, and share - without this surgery she will die. 

Donate here: https://www.gofundme.com/carriesfund100k

Follow their journey here: https://www.facebook.com/carriesfund

Thank you.

[crack-in-the-mirror]

The first time you kiss the right girl is down right magical. Because in all the girls you could be kissing you realize that the one in your arms is probably the sweetest. You realize that in your bliss you’ve forgotten to catalog every inch of her skin. You’ve forgotten to memorize every single detail of her face, to the crook in her nose to the subtle parting of her lips. Because you don’t want to forget the details of kissing the right girl. You want to have the memory deep inside you, so on rough days you can remember the moment perfectly. The exact way she grabbed your face to pull you down to her and you then realized, “fuck this is most definitely the right girl.”