sad ghost ™

since this is a sideblog im unable to follow back from here im sorry // don’t follow unless you have a pd // feel free to ask me stuff! pronouns: she/her

[bpd-entity]

that feel when you remember that none of your best friends consider you their best friend and you have to remind yourself to not get clingy or upset so you don’t push them away and make everything worse

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i want to stop fucking caring for people more than they care about me

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how 2 express 2 someone that they said something that made you feel like shit without feeling like you’re guilt tripping them

[textsfromtheborderline]

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you ever be so stressed and you look in the mirror and you’re like wow ok great I’m fucking ugly too

[bpd-entity]

having a complicated mental illness is just like If i maked a cry for help. I dont make it bc i did. No i didn’t ❤️

[bpd-entity]

no matter what i do i feel like a bad person

[bpd-entity]

if i don’t tell people how i’m feeling i’m lying but if i’m honest about how i feel i’m manipulative

[bpd-entity]

if i take some time to myself and put my phone away for a few hours i concern people but if i don’t do that i’d be bitchy

[bpd-entity]

no matter what i do i feel like a bad person

[bpd-entity]

if i don’t tell people how i’m feeling i’m lying but if i’m honest about how i feel i’m manipulative

[bpd-entity]

no matter what i do i feel like a bad person

[bpd-entity]

i’m trying to be good. i’m trying to be good. i’m trying to be good i’m trying to be good i’m trying to be good

[bpd-entity]

i want to apologize for opening up but that feels even more manipulative! can’t help being a fuck up!

[bpd-entity]

never opening up to people because you don’t want to be accidentally manipulative >>>>

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when it all builds up so that when someone finally does make you open up you feel like a horrible piece of shit >>>>>>>>

[bpd-entity]

never opening up to people because you don’t want to be accidentally manipulative >>>>

[bpd-entity]

mental health deterioration time! thanks corona

[bpd-entity]

when you realize the reason you can’t stand to hear about people drinking or be around people when they’re drinking is probably because of how your dad acted whenever he’d get drunk but it doesn’t matter because people are gonna think you’re uptight and annoying regardless..... 😗✌️

[bpd-entity]

am i getting worse or has it always been like this and i just have a terrible memory

[quietvoiced]