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Julia. Pan. She/her. Anxiety // Depression // BPD. Ask me anything you'd like :)

[bpdaisy]

when you snapchat your friend to tell them that you’re bummed because your fp left you on read and then they leave you on read too

[kasketking]

some of you never developed a personality disorder that made it incredibly difficult to connect with people and build regular relationships and do everyday things and it shows

[valtsv]

[valtsv]

[bpd-issues]

bpd issue #62

Me, when anyone is vaguely nice to me at best:

[jodiefoster]

don’t let anyone tell you that it’s a bad thing to feel things deeply. a full heart is a strong heart and being soft doesn’t make you weak. being soft and loving makes you radiant. you deserve all of the love in the world and so many good things.

[the-memeblades-chosen-one]

it really is ok to be Basic™, ya know?

scented candles are comforting and nice, sweet coffee drinks and black coffee drinks are both valid, romcoms are called “feel good” for a reason and you can watch them to feel happy it’s not a crime, decorate your room with fairy lights, drink hot cocoa with marshmallows, listen to that cd that everyone talks about and that you hear playing in the Starbucks all the time, popular things become popular because a lot of people like them and it’s ok to also like those popular things it doesn’t make you boring. I could go on but you know what I mean.

your interests and simple pleasures are meant to entertain you, not meant to make you look entertaining to others.

if you enjoy Basic™ things then embrace that enjoyment. that’s for you. enjoy it.

[the-memeblades-chosen-one]

reminder to enjoy being Basic™ today and always

[junkalopes]

[shitslytherinssay]

Reminder that this blog does not tolerate biphobia 🤘🏻

[t4ttrpg]

so proud of this! my comic interpretation of mitski’s fireworks!

IG: lolo.illustration

[liz-cat-meow-deactivated2020011]

not to be controversial but i hope ur having a nice day and if u aren’t i hope it gets better

[cg--archive-deactivated20220308]

based on a conversation I had last night lol

[tiredtrauma]

Having a disability or a chronic illness, whether it’s physical or mental, sucks rocks sometimes. And that’s okay.

It’s okay to say “this fucking sucks”

It’s okay to say “I hate this”

It’s okay to think negatively, to have a bad day. Nobody can be positive 24/7

You have the right to be angry, or frustrated, or sad. That doesn’t mean you are dealing with things badly, that doesn’t mean you have been set back, that doesn’t make you a bad person.

You are allowed to complain about things that make your life difficult.

[embracingwild]

The middle of recovery is awful. It does not feel good. There are moments where it will be clear why you are doing this, ones that will take your breath away. But a majority of the time you will question everything, your thoughts will be racing so much that you will feel like you can’t breathe. You will spend countless days wondering why things can’t be quiet, wondering why you are bothering to work so hard when not fighting would be effortless. Recovery does not feel good. If you are looking around you and are ashamed because you are not in love with this process, please, listen to me. Take a deep breath- It’s okay. It’s okay to hate it. It’s okay to say it sucks. It’s okay to want to give up, to struggle immensely, to be angry, to be uncomfortable (you should be!). and it’s okay to not understand why your smile still feels empty when your stomach is full again. Recovery does not feel good. For goodness sake, I hate it!!! Do not mistake my positivity for perfection. I am not walking through this fire gracefully. I burn and fall and become ashes. And every morning I rise and face the flames over and over again.

So please, do not beat yourself up if you are feeling like a failure for not being happy and perfect. Healing is not linear. And you are still brave.

[anxietyproblem]

[apeulo]

if you are reading this, something good will happen to you very soon, don’t give up

[apeulo]

if you are reading this, something good will happen to you very soon, don’t give up

[incel-moved-deactivated20210803]

[captain-rez]

[bpdaisy]

the boi i’ve been talking to for a while has been very MIA lately and it’s like exam time and he has juries so it makes sense that he hasn’t been talking to me as much, but all i can think of is how last year at the same time i was in the same position i am now: waiting for the boy back home to stop being busy and text me back. but then it turned out he never was busy, he was just sick of me and decided finals time was an easy time to disappear. and i feel like right now i’m just going through that again and i’m just making excuses for why he hasn’t been talking to me, when in reality i’m just unwanted. and every time he does talk to me i just wonder if this’ll be the last time we talk or if he’ll maybe be able to put up with me one more time before i never see him again. i still can’t even fathom that he’s put up with me for as long as he has already. he’s really nice and positive and when i’m sad he tries to make me feel better and that’s why i am just waiting for him to leave. bc im always sad and anxious, and i have a negative outlook, and im not interesting in any way???? i don’t deserve someone who’s a way better person than i am, and im just waiting for him to realize that. and i hope it’s soon so i can just hurry up and move on and forget about how lovely he is.