Ben Montoya

Ben Montoya Contact: Facebook Twitter 19 years old. Weaverville, CA

[phobiaofalife]

I Remember...

Another one got caught today, it’s all over the papers. “Teenager Arrested in Computer Crime Scandal”, “Hacker Arrested after Bank Tampering”…

Damn kids. They’re all alike.

I made a discovery today. I found a computer. Wait a second, this is cool. It does what I want it to. If it makes a mistake, it’s because I screwed it up. Not because it doesn’t like me… Or feels threatened by me… Or thinks I’m a smart ass… Or doesn’t like teaching and shouldn’t be here…

Damn kid. All he does is play games. They’re all alike.

Reference: Hacker Manifesto

I never would have guessed that this excerpt of the Hacker Manifesto would relate to me as much as it does today. That I would be in the shit I’m in now.

I’m getting ahead of myself. Let me go back…

I remember the day I discovered a computer, before I knew what it was I was addicted. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t have an addictive personality, but this machine gave me the freedom that I felt I deserved. I used it daily… Before owning a computer of my own I would go to the library every day after school to get my online fix. I couldn’t begin to tell you where I learned of the website, but all of my time was spent on a Teen Chat website where I would pretend to be someone I wasn’t. It started out as a simple person, myself, just trying to make connections and have “friends” as they called them. I would talk to endless people, girls mostly, so that I could have a relationship or a friendship that I didn’t have in the real world. I guess you could say that the power of the internet was more than I expected, being able to be anyone and anything that my heart desired. I would lie just to fit in with the person or persons I was currently discussing things with. I would research until I couldn’t research anymore just to be in the loop and act like I knew what I was talking about. I would spend my after school hours and even the weekends at the library so I could learn more and sit there endlessly talking to people whom I would never meet face to face.

If I recall correctly, I did this for about a year before my family got their first computer and that’s when things really started happening.

[kyleehenke]

[gaydicks420-deactivated20150829]

every time i see this post i kinda wanna cry? look at how little that dog is. its so small. it was so defenseless and that dude fucking punched a bear to save it. does that dog know? does it know how loved it is? i want someone to love me that much. i want to be that small.

[aewm]

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[princecanary]

[silverwing26]

I was upset, and then delighted.

[mortallyposting-deactivated2018]

IM GONNA CRY THIS IS SO CUTE OH NO

[skeletxnqueen]

OH GOD I DID NOT EXPECT THAT ENDING I AM SO HAPPY

[nicorobin]

[benmontoya]

do you know who’s cute? read the last word me

[thesunshinee]

[nicorobin]

[weloveshortvideos]

Where do bunnies come from??

[littlemissanthony]

God damn wizards showing off.

[asian]

I'm 14 and some 17 year old white boys started catcalling me today???? I gave them the finger but now I kind of regret it??? Was that unecessary????

next time take a baseball ball and shove it up his ass for disrespecting you

[prohibiti0n]

"Don’t change for anyone. People will love you for who you are, or you don’t need them in your life."

thank you so fucking much for this quote. (via prohibiti0n)

[idendity]

*takes out laptop* oh no im getting distracted already I can feel it

[intensional]

using the new editing abilities on the Facebook messenger for a good cause

[loosesealbluths]

[leafla]

ive gotten a ton of requests for more nellie pictures so we went outside again today!

[mountainest]

[straightwhiteboystexting]

[benmontoya]

I don't see why guys act like this over every female on the internet. It's pathetic, really.